"…Kaito, I'm going to give you my heart and memories."
A few hundred years had passed and still yet the laboratory had remained untouched. The blue haired male was floating in his glass tube, sleeping as he had for years. However, this time it was different. The sensors that surrounded him were making noise like crazy. So much noise was making him stir awake. Not that anyone else could hear it however. It seemed that the laboratory had been abandoned long ago after the great scientist, Rin had disappeared. Slowly opening his eyes, he gazed at the floor. Something was off. He felt that he was made for a reason. Something was missing. He couldn't put his finger on it and it bothered him. Floating around there, he lifted a hand to the glass, seeing a small smear on it. As if someone were to try to write something there a long time ago. Leaning forward, he looked at the words, slowly spelling them out. "Kokoro" In his mind, something clicked. It was as if he was being wound back by the hands of time. Memories of the past, not his past, but someone else's was flooding into his mind. These memories and dreams seemed to signify something.
Now it's started, the accelerating miracle
For some reason my tears won't stop…
"Why am I shaking?" My heart beats faster
Is this what you left behind, your "Kokoro"?
The feeling of being torn apart when the time of her brother's death. The depression of the lies of her parents that came afterwards. The feeling of loss when her parents left her and found herself alone. The feeling of loneliness of when she was never to be a human. She was always alone but he could feel joy. The joy of the time when she had begun the thought of making him. The time when he was asleep. Floating to the surface, he let himself out, bare but he could care less. Tears were streaming down his cheeks as he thought about it. Why couldn't he make her happy? Why was it that he continued to sleep? Gritting his teeth, the bitter tears slid down and he shook his head. He felt powerless and regret. He stepped down from the top. It seemed wrong. Everything just seemed to feel wrong. The joy, regret, pain, and everything that he could feel was from the person that wanted him the most. Why was it that she thought that going away like this would make things better? He felt as alone as she did. Looking at the ground briefly, he glanced up to see clothing none too far away. Clothing that she had prepared for him for when he awoke, he could wear. He slipped on the ornaments of clothing, before walking out of the laboratory. This was too much.
Mystery kokoro kokoro mystery
She gave me the Kokoro of joy
Mystery kokoro kokoro mystery
She gave me the kokoro of sadness
Mystery kokoro kokoro infinite
It's so deep and full of pain…
I've finally realized the reason I was born
Being alone is so sad
Yes, that day, that time within her memory
The "Kokoro" in me spills out
Kaito gazed at the world, the world that Rin had once known but was soon taken from. He realized why she had missed this. It was a place of great happiness. There was always so much noise compared to the white laboratory that she could only call home. Being left alone wasn't what anyone wanted to have. The people, the noise, the great joy of being free. This was what she probably wanted to feel again instead of having to be locked up in a room. A room that had forced her to create her own person to escape the loneliness. Pulling up his scarf, he lowered his head as he felt the tears running again. He was experiencing the same pain. Loneliness and the desperation. He needed to get it out. He needed her back. With new determination, Kaito turned heel and ran back to the lab. This was what he was missing. He thought he could live without Rin. Thinking it was impossible to bring her back. Though, his wish, his only wish was to give her his heart. The heart she had given her and he wanted to be able to give her the words of his heart. He wanted to be there for her.
The artificial being who finally got his real "Kokoro"
What called him out of his sleep is a "miracle"
But there's something missing, just one thing that's not there
It's your existence.
I want to tell you the words from the bottom of my heart
The lonely artificial lifeform wishes
I will fill my heart up and offer it to you
This miraculous singing voice and my "Kokoro"
Upon reaching the lab, the blue haired male looked around. The lights were still on and rather, he felt the difference between the world and the room again. Fighting back the bits of tears that were forming, the emotions he was receiving was still too much for him. It was something new but he knew it was bursting to get out. Briefly, he had no idea on what to do. He stood there, looking at the container that he had once been sleeping in. He stared at it before stepping forward. His body seemed to know what it was doing. The melodious tunes were coming from his mouth. He was singing to get those emotions out. The male could feel his own heart, and emotions spilling into every note, every word of the song. It was breathtaking and he just hoped, that somehow, this would reach her. He could feel his head pulsing and his ears ringing with his own voice but he needed this to get out. He wanted her to hear it. The song that he was singing for her.
You saved me from my loneliness
The only thing I can do for you right now…
It was such a dark desolate room. Rin sat there, brooding to herself. For years she had been there. After she had sacrificed her own self, after realizing she was nearing her end, to give herself to Kaito in hopes that he would wake up. She didn't know if he had or not, but sitting there, alone while staring at the radio wasn't helping. There were times she would cry suddenly. However, those times had passed and now she was reminded of how her life had been built. Only listening to the sounds of others from afar. She sat there, watching, her legs up against her chest as she sat there in silence. Though, there was something new. The sound of a new voice, a clear, calming tune. It was so quiet at first, she thought it was just an illusion. After a bit, she thought it came from the radio. No. It was getting louder even still and she perked up. It was a song she had never heard before, but why was it singing about her? "Being alone is so sad. Yes, that day and time within her memory. The "Kokoro" in me spills out." Sitting there for a moment, she then realized it wasn't a dream. Standing up, she could see everything change around her. Everything disintegrating slowly into a scenery which she had seen before. She had gone back to her old self and there she floated in the tube that originally had held Kaito.
I can say it now in my real words
I will offer them to you
Thank you…
For bringing me into this world
Thank you…
For the miracle you gave me
Thank you…
For the days we'll spend together
Thank you…
We will sing for eternity
For Kaito, everything was spilling into those words. He could feel himself becoming relieved of his feelings and even tears were brimming his eyes. He was just hoping that it would somehow reach her. In the midst of it all however, he could see, through the tears, a figure coming back together inside the tube. He wiped away the tears from his eyes, wondering if it was a mere trick. However, as the figure was fully forming, he could see clearly who it was. His amazement couldn't even be put into words. Her eyes closed, he wondered if she were to be like him. If she were, he would definitely find a way to make her eyes open and have him still be there so that she no longer would be alone. His wish though, was granted as the girl opened her eyes, cracks forming along the sides of the tube. The look of astonishment and relief was on her face as she saw Kaito, for her, the feelings of happiness were given to her and tears were ready to be formed. The glass gave way as the liquid spilled out. Rin flew to Kaito, wrapping her arms around her as tears rolled down her cheeks as it did with Kaito. The two held one another for a bit, sitting there, before she broke the silence.
"You're awake. Thank god you're awake." She said to him as she buried her face into his jacket. "Thank you for waiting." She murmured. Kaito hugged her close, feeling the joy of having her back. This was definitely the thing that he was missing. He buried his face into the girl's hair, feeling relieved. "I thank you for making me. I won't make you feel alone now Rin. We'll spend all days together." He told her before he pulled away, looking at her in the eye. "I can promise you that."
And so, the scientist and the creation lived together for as long as the days would allow them to.
Though, the incident that had happened in the laboratory couldn't be explained and even Rin couldn't understand. However, she figured it must have been one thing.
Kiseki.
Well, I have to say that I hope you liked the story. :3
It's based on Kagamine Rin and Kaito's version of Kokoro. Also known as, one the prequel being
Kokoro: Another ~Lambda Organ~ and the next being Kokoro ~Yet Another~ I'm not one for Kaito and Rin pairings but I have to admit that this MV had to be the cutest thing. Please I ask for reviews if you read this
