A/N ok this is longer and hopefully better. please excuse any spelling and grammer mistakes, i am mildly dyislexic(i probley mispelled that) and am having trouble downloading a spell check programme,so please bear with me for the time being. please reveiw! any tips are always wanted. enjoy!

Rain, it rains all the time, the sound used to make me sad, but now it tells me that I'll see Edward,It tells me that there is no chance of sun today and that is worth the damp and cold and the sad sound against my window pain.

When I wake in the morning his sent is aleady in the air, I breath it in, letting it surround me and fill me up.

Then I feel his arms, they, as always, are encircling my waist, making me feel so safe he could have held a knife to my throat and I wouldn't have flinched,

but then, Edward would never hold a knief to my throat.

Then I feel his lips press gently against my shoulder, my chin and then my mouth.

when at last his lips leave mine and I can breath again, he speaks,

''morning'' he whispered, God I love his voice, it's like velvet and smoke.

''hi'' I say lamely, I always sound childish around him.

''what do you want to do today?''

'' mmmmm..this?''

Edward chuckled at this and then sighed,

'' as much as I would love to comply, it simply wouldn't be productive, come, there must be somthing you wish to do, anything?''

''no...'' I said with a shake of my head,

''yes'' Edward gently prodded my back to make me continue,

''no, I am completly content to do nothing with you, well not nothing, lay with you,talk to you , kiss you, and if all else fails, watch T.V with you.''

Edward smiled, and held me closer.

''me too'' and he sounded like he ment it.

After a few hours of talking and kissing and blissful silence, my stomach betrayed me and edward insisted we get up and I eat somthing.

After I ate, we sat down and watched T.V

''well thats just stupid'' scoffed Eward in disgust

I had found a Buffy the Vampire Slayer marathon(just to annoy Edward of course)

''I know sweetheart'' I said soothingly, but Edward could hear the amusement in my voice,

''you planned this didn't you, you knew this was on tonight.''

''no!... ok, maybe,but its just so funny,when you see her with her little cross and the stake, I swear you face is comical''

''I'm glad your enjoying yourself, but personnaly I could think of something much more entertaining to do'' he said with a sugesstive grin on his face,

I faked a sigh and rolled my eyes,'' honestly Edward you have a one track mind...lucky for you, so do I''

with that Edward flipped me on to my back and lay gently on top of me,kissing my neck and working his way up to my mouth.

I could feel electricity shoot up and down my body, I thought how unfair it was that Edward could make me feel so good when I had so little power over him,

just then I heard a little moan come from his body,and opened my eyes to see what was wrong,''Edward?''

''sorry'' he whispered ''your just so intoxicating, you have no idea how I feel when I touch you, he said, running his hand up and down the

lenght of my body, making it hard for me to hear what he was saying, ''like I'm on fire, but in a good way'' he bent over me again and

brushed his lips against mine,'' yes,in a very good way'' and then we were kissing again.

''hmmm...maybe not as powerless as i thought''

Edwards kisses were amazing, it was like everything in the world fell away leaving only him and me.

Suddenly I felt his hand slide up my top and gently move over my chest,

I felt a thrill of excitment run through me, this was new, very new, and God I liked it.

Edwards hands moved as expertly as his tounge.

But he was pressing to hard on my chest, I gasped for air but Edwards mouth blocked me from it, more pressure on my chest caused me to jerk my head in pain and shout Edwards name, before we both heard a sickly CRACK. Edward was off me in less then a second, his face full of concern, as I twisted in pain on the bed.

''Bella?'' he whisperd,

'' Edward, it hurts,My ribs, I think I broke one.''there was a long pause before Edward spoke, as we both relised what had happened.

''no Bella,...I broke it.'' his voice was full of pain and guilt, it was the saddest sound I'd ever heard, sadder then the rain.

'' No,it was an accident, Edward! Just an accident! Do you hear me?''

'' theres no such thing!'' he shouted his voice filled with anger, but I knew it was only at himself, and that was worse then if it had been at me.

He stood up swiftly and reached for me.

''come on, I'm taking you to carlise''

''No'' I said and leaned out of his reach,

his face contorted with guilt and hurt,

'' Bella... I won't hurt you, I'll be careful''

I rolled my eye's, typical Edward,

'' oh yes!'' I said sarcasticly

'' because I think you could hurt me, you, Edward! The most protective person in my life''

''...but I did'' he said, his voice was bearly there,it was so low.

Now I was angery,

''Edward I'm not going to carlise untill you understand somthing, I trust you!''

'' your a fool'' he sighed

Now I was really pissed!the pain in my chest was forgotten, I was going to make him understand.

'' Edward, stand me up!'

Edward very,very gently picked me up and stood me in front of him.

I reached down and took his hands in mine and placed them on my hips, leaving them there I held his face in my hands, forcing him to make eye contact with me

'' I trust you, I trust you with my life, with my soul, with my body, you're my everything and I never want to see that look in your eye's again, do you understand?

Edward nodded,

''good, now repeat after me, ''it was not my fault'',say it''

Edward sighed, '' it was not my fault'' but his heart and eyes were telling a different story,

but it would have to do, the pain was getting worse now my anger had subsided

''ok, now you can take me to carlise''

and with that I was in Edwards arms, and the world around me became a blurr as we sped to edwards house.