Okay the next chapter. Well before I start I would like to make a promise; No-matter how many people review I will write a response to all of them! Even if it takes longer to write the responses then the chapter. I promise. So on that note:
REVIEW RESPONSESAngel Gemman: Take deep breaths this chapter will help explain things, I don't want them to break up either! Thanks for the review. Is this soon enough I also think he would but this chapter will explain things even if they don't get back together.
CattyCat: Actually I think your right, Im changing who she runs too. I'm not sure the Jess in the books would end it, but then again we don't know what happened before I started writing this chapter should make people happy. Thanks for the review! Oh can I ask why it was a little confusing?
Mrs. Nikki Slater: Thanks a lot! Soon enough for you? So do I. I hope that this chapter at least explains what happened, even if they don't get back together
Well Thanks to all my reviewers, I love you all. And also you were really nice and I thank you for the things I could improve.
Enjoy the chapter!
Rob's POV"You know what Rob your right. Your on probation for god knows what, you don't trust me enough to tell me. You don't want to be seen with me. And you obviously don't care for me that Freaking much. So im going to make this a whole lot easier for you. IT OVER"
Shit! Okay Wilkins calm just ring again she didn't mean it.
I just dialled her number again, taking deep breaths"The person you have called is busy please hang up and try again"
Shit. What am I meant to do I love this girl, im not leaving it at that.
That defiantly wasn't meant to happen I called to explain and apologise and some how I got her angry again. I want to take her, but its just not practical. I mean yea I want her to get on with my family but taking her on a trip to see my dad in prison? Yea that wouldn't be a good idea. Of course I could have just told her where and why I was going but that would be to easy. Holy FK ive messed it up, she's going to hate me now. And shit im crying oh yea that's great. An 18-year-old guy crying because his (illegal) girlfriend dumped him, yea that's really macho.
"Rob. Honey what's wrong"
Oh even better mum would chose now to wake up and see her only son crying in the kitchen with the phone in his hand.
"Nothing mum, allergies"
"Rob. Im your mum I know you don't have any allergies"
Yea Wilkins well done, your mum knows you. Don't even dare tell her why, your meant to be looking after her although Gary seems to be replacing you really well.
"Mum its Jess…"
"Is she okay?"
"Well I don't know, she broke up with me. And now I cant ring her and dam it I love her mum" Well done Wilkins cry to your mum about a 16-year-old girl, that's a wise move
"Ohh honey I know you liked her, why cant you ring her"
I handed her the phone
"The person you have called s busy please hang up and try again"
"Well what are you doing sat here, go over to hers"
"Got to go to work mum, and then ive got that trip"
Yea the trip, the thing that started all this trouble, even mum thinks it's a work thing. Why can't I tell people that im going to see my dad, I'm allowed to see my dad.
"I'll ring Gary at the garage and tell him your not feeling too well and you need to rest for your trip. Then you get your arse over to Jess's house and sort this out"
"Thanks mum, but she probably doesn't want to see me"
"Rob don't be stupid, Jess loves you. Tell her the truth about the trip and why you don't want to take her"
"Yea I guess… Wait you know about why we were arguing? And about the trip?"
"Honey I couldn't miss all the shouting, and darling she's got a point. Of course I know about your trip, Gary's your boss he told me that he didn't need you to go away"
"I Guess Mum, but what if she wont see me?"
"Why not tell her what you just told me?"
"Which bit?"
"The loving her bit, that's all she wants Rob. She doesn't care about anything else as long as she isn't wasting her time. Tell her how you feel!"
"Right okay I'm going. Are you sure you don't mind about my trip?"
"Of course not, no matter what he does he's still your dad. Now go"
And I was off; I didn't even dry my eyes, just put my helmet on and drove off. I didn't even bother with speed limits. I'm going to tell Jess the truth. About the trip and my feelings. God im scared.
Well here I am Jess's door. Okay Wilkins just knock. Lift your hand up and hit it against a door and pray Jess answers.
Shit her dad. Okay breath.
"Hi Mr Mastriani, is Jess in? Can I speak to her?"
Why's he looking at me like that? Oh the tears, that's gotta confuse a guy
"Sure Rob, she's ermm in her room. Go straight up"
"Thanks Mr Mastriani"
"No Problem Rob"
Okay deep breaths, the father of the girl you love just let you go into her room, Breath she'll probably kick you out anyway. Right do I knock or go in? Well someone's already in, Hell its another guy already maybe that's why she… No Wilkins its Doug
"Jess… What's wrong? Is it Rob?"
"Yea, We broke up"
"Did you…or him?"
"Me. I don't even know why. I really like him Doug"
"I know Jess, it'll be fine. Trust me"
Oh hell I can't go …yea I can okay knock. We've done this before, lift hand and hit it against the door.
"Piss Off Mum, there's a reason I came to my PRIVATE room"
Oh hell she's angry, that doesn't make a difference speak, say anything
"Jess, please it's Rob. Jess I Love you. Please let me in"
I know I said say anything but dam Wilkins saying I love you for the first time, with a door in-between you and her brother there yea, not such a good idea. Oh well too late now.
"Rob"
"Jess im coming in"
"Okay, Doug would you?"
"Sure Jess, you know where I am"
And here I am in her room after just saying I love her, ive got a lovely tear stained face, perfect to match hers, God I made her cry. Wilkins you idiot!
"Did you mean it Rob?"
God she sounds so frail, how could I have hurt her.
"Yes Jess, I love you. I just hope you didn't mean what you said on the phone"
"But Rob its so hard for you. I just don't know what to do"
