AN: Well it's a little shorter than I would like but it's the best place to stop. I hope you like it and send me review love.

Thanks to Astarte_Lydianna. The stick isn't necessary love; I swear I'll keep writing.

Disclaimer: Any recognized characters and situations belong to Stephanie Meyer. I make no money from this.

Emmett POV

I missed my girl so much, My beautiful Rose. When she found me, being mauled by a bear, I honestly thought I had met an angel. Now she was ash.

Carlisle said he would take care of her body but I couldn't let him. I had to do it, or I would never really believe she was gone.

Carlisle had re-attached her head to her body in the few seconds it took for me to rip that piece of shit apart, but I will never forget that sight. Her body on the floor and her head in his hands.

Bella was right. Rose would kick my ass if she saw me like this but Bella hadn't just burnt her life so I think I can wallow all I want.

I know she meant well and I am thirsty; in fact it wasn't that easy sitting next to her earlier when she came in.

Normally we can go for a couple of weeks after a good hunt but after the battle I should've gone again. If things had been different Rose and I would have gone together and probably had a celebratory fuck and felled some trees while we were at it.

But I guess that will never happen again. I turned when I heard a knock at the door. Carlisle came in followed by Edward and Jasper.

"Come on son, you need to hunt" Carlisle said, putting his hand on my shoulder.

I shook my head and began staring at the wall again. That's all I have done since the service yesterday, apart from the mini human interruption.

I felt Edward stiffen a little behind me, he didn't like me calling his girl that I guess, but I never meant anything when I called her the human, it was affection.

Oh man, now I'm justifying my jokes to myself, maybe I do need to go and hunt, just to not be in this room.

I heard the guys say bye to Alice and Esme and we went out the back door and ran into the woods.

Bella POV

Jake and I walked the bikes out of Jake's garage and down the path.

We got on them and slowly rode them to my favourite spot at the top of the cliff at La Push.

I never go near the edge, never mind that I know myself how clumsy I am, but if Jake sees me go anywhere near it on the bike or on foot he grabs me back and gives me a nice long lecture.

We rode around the usual road for maybe an hour, just laughing and joking and generally spending time not worrying about being chased by a bloodthirsty vampire for a change.

For the first time ever I actually beat Jacob in a race. I feel good today. I don't know if that's bad of me or not but for once I'm not poor little human Bella, always needing to be protected.

I'm just Bella.

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Jacob POV

She's so beautiful, that bloodsucker will never be able to give her what I can but I've tried everything I can think of and she's still with him.

She even beat me in a race today. I was so busy checking out her ass on the bike that I wasn't concentrating. It doesn't matter though; the look on her face when she won was so worth getting beat by a girl, at least just this once.

"Hey Bells, do you feel like trying another road?" I called over the rumbling of our bike engines.

She nodded and I went ahead so she could follow me. The road got a little bumpier, which probably isn't my best idea but Bella is pretty good on the bike now so I'm not too worried.

We rode around for a while, just having fun like two best friends should….and that's when it happened

Bella POV

I was more than happy to try a new place on our bikes. If I can beat Jake at a race then we've been riding that road too long.

This new spot further in on the cliff top was slightly bumpier. I don't mind though. It's nice to try something new.

I wanted a break, since hour after hour on a bike can make your butt numb. I called to Jake but he was revving his engine and even with his wolf senses he didn't seem to be able to hear me.

I rode over to him, maybe five feet away. He looked up as I reached him but when I pressed the brake nothing happened.

I pressed again harder and still nothing. I tried turning the clutch to try and choke it but again my bike carried on.

I looked up and realised I had managed to ride out of the bumpy area and was back on the main road.

This was bad, the main road is near the cliff edge and I really couldn't stop the bike.

Before I had time to think my bike hit something in the road, I guess maybe a rock and I was flung from it and straight into a tree.

My god I have never felt pain like this. Am I even alive? I'm thinking so I must be right?

Let's try breathing, oh god that hurts. Well if it hurts I must be alive.

Wait, what just happened? I was riding my bike, now pain.

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Jacob POV

She's breathing, thank god she's breathing.

"Bells? Bella can you hear me" I didn't want to touch her, when she flew off the bike her entire back hit the tree and I heard a sickening crunch.

She groaned but then she coughed and some blood came from her mouth. I grabbed my bike and brought to her side, leaving her piece of shit metal exactly where it is, I'll tear it apart later.

"I'm so sorry Bells, this is going to hurt" I whispered before I lifter her into my arms.

He didn't even groan and that really scared me. But I could just about hear her heart so I knew there was time. There was only one doctor that I could take her to in time, only one close, and the thought made me feel sick.

I held her close to my body, trying to jiggle her as little as possible and climbed onto my bike. I kept talking to her but she didn't respond. I kicked the bike off its stand and using one arm to hold her to me took off to the Cullen's.

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Esme POV

I've been sort of wondering around the house since the boys left this morning. I can't believe my daughter is dead. My first daughter. Rosalie was difficult but I loved her like my own.

I can't possibly even imagine what Emmett must be feeling, losing his mate. I could never lose Carlisle; if he went I would join him there would be no living without him, so I don't really know what to do for Emmett.

I just hope this hunting trip will be the start of him at least speaking again. Carlisle says he spoke to Bella earlier, but just barely.

I was in the kitchen when I heard a rumbling sound, an engine.

I looked up and saw Jacob Black riding up my garden lawn on a bike, cradling something in his arms.

It only took a moment to realise what or should I say who it was before I was screaming "ALICE! CALL CARLISLE QUICKLY!"

I ran out to the young wolf boy and instantly smelled blood. I stopped breathing and got beside the bike.

Alice was by my side a moment later "They're coming back, I made Bree stay in her room" she frantically cried as she looked at Bella's pale face.

Jacob climbed off the bike quickly and laid her on the grass.

"What happened?" I asked looking down at her. I didn't need to touch her to know that her heart rate was too slow and that she didn't have long.

"I don't know. We were riding our bikes and hers just wouldn't stop. She hit a big stone and it through her off the bike, she hit a tree and when I got to her she was coughing up blood" the boy hurriedly spit out.

I took Bella's hand to feel for her pulse but I couldn't get it. I held my breath as steadily as I could and put my ear right to her chest but I could barely hear anything and when Bella's lungs tried to breathe in she made an odd wheezing noise.

"Esme, I can't see anything with the boy here, I don't know what to do" Alice sobbed.

"I do" I said wishing to every deity there was that Carlisle could get here quicker but it was obviously down to me.

I'd never done it before and I mentally crossed my fingers that I could stop, her blood smelled so sweet.

I bent down to her neck, and pushing all the venom that had pooled in my mouth towards my teeth I bit into her.

"What the fuck are you doing?" Jacob screamed trying to pull me off her, he was shaking violently, I could feel the trembling before he laid his hands on me.

Alice grabbed him and pulled him back, unfortunately causing him to phase.

I had to concentrate, I bit Bella's wrists and then ankles. I hope I got enough venom in.

It was so hard to stop but by god I am not losing another daughter. I wrenched myself away from her and towards where Alice was now fighting off a russet wolf.

"Jacob Black, she would have died! Would you have preferred that?" I yelled at him, only for him to run at me again.

He stopped just as I jumped out of the way as an awful scream came from behind us. Bella was convulsing on the floor. I panicked, please don't say I did it wrong. I heard a rustling from the trees, and my boys came hurtling through.

Edward first as he was the fastest, followed by Carlisle, then Jasper and finally Emmett.

Carlisle was instantly at Bella's side, checking for signs of a pulse and seeing the bite marks checking to see if she was in fact changing.

Edward was stood over them, stock still in his shock. Seeing her there like that was terrible, but what could I do? I was not going to let Bella die.

"We need to get her in the house" I heard Carlisle say. He looked to Edward but my son just stood there.

Surprisingly it was Emmett that came over and lifter her. Carlisle was at their side, keeping her wrist in his hand to make sure she still had a pulse to push the venom around her body.

Jasper was with Alice, sending calming waves to young Jacob, trying to get him to change back and calm down before he tried to take another snap at one of us again.

I can't even begin to process everything that just happened but I know one thing, I did the right thing.

Edward POV

Carlisle's phone rang just as Emmett dropped the Bear he had drained. He didn't even fight with it, just grabbed it, snapped its neck and drank.

Carlisle's head snapped up and he looked at me. I didn't even need to hear his thoughts to know that something was wrong with Bella and before a word fell from his mouth I took off running.

I was the first into the back garden. The sight before me stopped me in my tracks. Alice and Esme were dodging attacks from Jacob in his oversized mutt form and my beautiful Bella was lying on the floor, the smell of her blood permeating the area and her body convulsing.

I heard Esme's thoughts and saw it again from Jacob's mind. Heard the sickening crunch as her body hit the tree again and again in his mind.

I couldn't move even when Carlisle looked to me to take her in the house and didn't even growl when Emmett picked her up.

My beautiful girl was turning and she would never be the same again.

AN: So how will Bella react to waking up as a vampire and how will Emmett continue on without Rose, review and you will find out that much quicker.