School. I hated school i had no idea why my parents were making me go i had been home schooled until i stopped aging which took all of two years. now i have to go to school. They say that i have to go o people won't get suspicious about why i don't go, but i really don't see what is suspicious about being home schooled. So far i haven't made that many friends, there is a couple of peoplei am really close to. Liam is one of my closest friends he was the first person that i met when i came to this school. My other friends are RIkki she is my best girlfriend, Alex i didnt think i would like her at first but she turned out to be OK, Anna is so sweet, and last but not least zander he has always wanted me to go out with him but i thought that he would be better as just a friend.
In the middle of lunch I had the best idea. I was going to take zanders offer to go out to dinner and a movie with him. i knew that we would probably have no future but if nothing els i could use him to make jake jelouse.
"hey zander." I was hoping that today wasn't the day that he decided that i wan't worth it.
"hey. So have you considered my offer yet?" Good old zander.
"yes I have." i liked to make him sweat.
" ya i didn't think so"
" No, wait i was thinking about it and i would love to go out with you."
"really?"
"yup. It's a date"
I wasn't sure whether to feel guilty or happy. zander wasn't the peoson i would want to be with but he was nice looking. He had a very short dirty blond hair, deep blue eyes and cutie dimples. Not to mention his muscular body.I had never been attracted to anyone but jake but if i forced myself to like zander then maybe i would start actually liking him.
" Are you really going to go out with him?' asked Alex
" ya i guess." she had never really liked him but because they had the same group of friends she put up with him.
" well girl. you are setting our standers really low."
" well maybe hes not that bad." It was true but i was still wondering if i had don the right thing.
On the way home i was wondering if i should tell anyone. I was afraid of what they would say. On the way in i met Alice. she was standing at the door. That sneaky future watcher had probably seen me go out with zander as soon as i decided to do it. I loved her so much just like the rest of my family but sometimes her power got in my way. I know she can't help it but it's not like i go around showing her pictures of things i am thinking.
"so any plans this weekend?' I wished he would just ask about what he wanted.
" Alice I know you know."
" Renesme. You are going to break Jacob's heart."
" He won't care. Its not like he is dying to be with me."
" Renesme. You know that Jake loves you." I knew she was right.
" Well maybe I don't love him!" I had never said such a big lie
" Renesme."
" what?"
I turned around to see Jake standing behind me. Before I could tell him I didn't mean any of it he started to run of I knew he wasn't angry because he didn't transform into his wolf form but i could see the disapointmen and sadnes in my eyes. I felt awful but if he really felt that way he would have did somthing about it.
