Chapter 1
Mauve POV
'Poor Spencer stop mourning for me you need to live your life I hate watching you like this it hurts me to much and I'm dead' I thought to myself.
I've been waiting outside Spencer's apartment for two weeks he needs to move on. Then I saw a cute couple walk by. They were eating ice cream and laughing about the good old times. I got really angry that should be me and Spencer will never get any happy moments togethers. So I followed them their appartment complex was 5 blocks away from Spencer's. They walked to the 4th floor and entered their home. They throught away their ice cream bowls and walked over to the window to look at the moon and stars.
The man said," Why can't our lives be so simple and peaceful like this everyday. Look at the stars they are so beatiful and peaceful almost as beatiful as you."
"Oh thank you. You are as hot as those stars and so sexy, but I know what you mean our life is too chaotic. Why can't life be so simple, but at least I have you," said the woman.
Seeing them so happy made my anger so uncontrollable. I can never have that simple life with my Spencer my physical body can not be there for him. I will never get the chance to feel his arms around me and tell me it will be alright. Right now I just want to take away their happiness so they could feel my pain. This isn't me what am I saying but I want to end their lives so much so they can feel my pain. Everyone will pay those who live with love will pay and price is their life. So I came up from behind them and pushed them out the window. Ha, perfect. I need to stop I'm a scientist I help people by discovering things to help people why am I killing them but they can't go unpunished. I left that appartment and came back to see my Spencer still crying. He will never get to see me again.
