Dear Linh

I 'm very sorry to tell you that you shouldn't expect much out of life. I wish you could have gotten more but here's the truth,

Your parents don't care, they never did, they care about Tam but if they could get rid of you, or replace you with a different daughter they would in a heartbeat.

Tam won't care that they care, however, and he'll follow you to wherever he needs to and you tease him but when it really comes down to it you'd do the same, and then there's Wylie,

You will love him, you will love him like you've loved him in a million different lives and maybe you have. He will bring light into your life in ways you never knew you needed. And then suddenly they're both gone, snatched away from you, and suddenly the world has to much darkness and not enough of it at the same time.

And suddenly you have enough tears to flood another city and you remember all the reasons your parents never cared and all you can do is make that same little dancer made of water that you did what feels like a million years ago, and wonder if he's still smiling at it.

You will get matches up with Fitz after both of your first choices are gone and you tell yourself you love him but you know you don't, and he tells you he loves you, but you know he doesn't. You will spend the entirety of your marriage wondering if he even realizes that it's you he's lying to or if he thinks it's someone else, and when it falls apart you still wonder. You wonder if it's better if your friend doesn't recognize you, or doesn't care about you enough,( even platonically).

What should be noted is that this letter is truly an apology, an apology that I made you to good to truly hate anyone, that no matter how many times someone would hurt you, you would always want to help them, there is not an inch of bitter in your body and for that I am so so sorry. Today, however, I am ending it all, everything not just you, and I swear it will be better here. I swear you'll get them back and be rewarded for everything I took from you.

Love, Death (AKA Life)

AN: Carin: Well that was even more angst than the Fitz one, anyways, I'll probably do the Biana one next , also fun thing that happened today so Alli, Anne (IggyChewingOnAShoe) and I tend to cast our friends as keeper characters and so the three of us and our friend who we cast as Fitz (I'm Biana, Alli is Sophie, and Anne is Linh) were accidentally being really in character, so Anne was giving us gold fish and our friend we cast as Fitz and I were fighting over them, that Anne puts two on the table (Most likely to drive us insane,) I grab one right away, then our friend grabs one, and Alli makes a pouty face and he immediately gives it to her, like stop being so in character, and of course Anne was in character because Linh just seems the type to give people gold fish crackers for no reason (Thanks again for the crackers Anne)

Bye!