Stef and Brandon had settled into a good routine. Stef would drop him off every morning and most days she would pick him up, when she wasn't able to her mother or father would. Brandon was shining at school and learning new skills and he had found a love for music. They were just trying to find the right musical instruments for him now.
Stef was finding parenting as a single parent difficult, juggling her job and son was sometimes hard, and at the moment she had very little help from Mike. They had separated because she had felt their marriage was failing. She'd asked him to leave. She'd done this and now she was having feelings for someone else. It didn't help that that someone else was a woman. How was she going to explain that one. She had tried, so hard, at the start to make things good but she knew it wasn't happening. They had been falling apart since they had first got together.
She also knew he was drinking. She'd heard the rumours around the station. He was drinking and drinking heavily. She felt a lot of guilt about that. She'd driven him too it. She'd put him in this situation.
Her main guilt right now was the feeling she had for a woman she barely knew. She knew she was sexually attracted to woman. Her heart beat faster when she was around her and she felt her knees go weak every time she was near her. she wanted to kiss her. she wanted to know what her lips tasted and felt like.
Stef shook her head. she had to stop having these thoughts. They were wrong.
She had just dropped Brandon off and was heading back towards the car when she saw her, talking to another parent. Stef stopped, looking at her. Lena was thin, she had a long neck that Stef wanted to run her tongue along and a body she wanted to touch. Again Stef shook her head as if this would get the thoughts out of her head.
"Stef, hi, how are you?" Lena said walking towards her.
"Hi, Lena I'm fine," A few weeks into the school year Lena had asked Stef to stop calling her Ms Adams. "How are you?"
"I'm great, I hear that Brandon is doing really well"
"Yeah, he is," Stef smiled. "I'm very proud. His reading and math is coming along."
"That's great to hear,"
"Erm, do you have time to get coffee?" Stef suddenly asked. She didn't know why she asked. She just did it. it was her day off and she had no real rush to be anywhere else.
"Yeah sure, there is a coffee place just up the block, I can claim I'm working." Lena smiled.
Stef's heart hit her chest harder as the woman in front of her smiled at her. Stef swallowed hard. Her body shaking slightly. This was real. She was going to have coffee with Lena Adams, away from school. How the hell had she got herself into this situation?
They walked into the quiet coffee shop that was near the school, Lena smiled. as Stef opened the door letting her in first. Stef did it without thinking.
"What can I get you?" Stef asked pulling out her wallet.
"Black coffee please,"
"You get a table, I'll get the coffee," Stef said as she joined the small queue. Her eyes locked on Lena as she sat in a window seat, looking out at the world. Stef took deep breath, she didn't know why or how she'd got herself into this situation but she could think of worse places to be. She ordered the coffee before collecting it. she walked over putting it down in front of Lena and sat herself down.
"You're a cop, right?" Lena said, looking at the blonde in front of her.
"Yeah, I work funny hours before of B." Stef admitted.
"Are you in uniform?" She'd never seen Stef turn up in uniform. She'd always been in a jeans and a sweater which seemed to be her stock go to clothes.
"Yeah, I've been doing it for eight years now,"
"Wow,"
"Yeah, I went to the academy out of college. I'm not the greatest academically." Stef admitted as she nursed her coffee.
"Not everyone is."
"You're doing well,"
"I wouldn't go that far," Lena smiled. "I'm working on my PhD long distance while trying to work full time. it's a lot."
"Wow, PhD." Stef said. This woman was way of her league and she was starting to get the feeling. She shouldn't be here. but she wanted to be here.
"In Child development." Lena said softly.
"That's amazing,"
"I want to give the kids at school the best possible start in life. we want Anchor beach to become a charter school I think, depends how things go,"
"Would Brandon still be able to go?" Stef said worried.
"Oh, it won't affect his attendance. Just change the way we teach and how we get our money." Lena smiled.
"Thank goodness, he…erm…really likes it."
"I'm glad."
They both fell silent. Drinking their coffee.
Stef couldn't take her eyes of Lena, she was stringing feelings that she had not had in a long time. feelings that she had repressed. She pushed them down when that minster had told her that being gay was a sin, that she would lose her family. she was welcoming the devil into her life.
Stef took a deep breath.
"Are you okay? Stef?" Lena asked, reaching over the table she touched Stef.
They both felt it, like a shockwave. Stef pulled her hand away. Scared of her feelings. She was supposed to be normal. she was supposed to be straight. Stef looked at Lena. scared.
"Erm, I'm fine, fine. Really."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, sorry. I shouldn't have asked you to come."
"Please, don't go," Lena said, "
"I'm sorry." Stef said, moving back slightly.
"Don't be. Please, let's finish our coffee's and then head back to school, we can talk about anything you like."
"Thank you," Stef said.
"Let's do dinner this Friday," Lena said without warning, "Get to know each other better,"
"I'd like that, Mike has Brandon on the weekends."
"It's a date, I'll tell you tomorrow where I book?" Lena asked smiling
"Yeah sure, that would be great," Stef said suddenly nervous.
Lena sat in her office hours later, her mind was stuck on one thing. Stefanie Foster. she couldn't get her out of her mind. She had a girlfriend, she was dating. She didn't even know if Stef was gay. but touching her hand had sent a shockwave all the way to her core. It made her heart race. She'd wanted to kiss her. she'd wanted her.
She knew she couldn't have her.
She wasn't even a lesbian.
She's a married parent at the school but she wanted to much more. She didn't know how she was going to cope with it. she had not idea. She got the feeling from Stef that she was either a lesbian in the closet or bi-sexual but she didn't want that to be wishful thinking on her part.
She took a deep breath and finished the report she was doing.
She had to get home.
She had a date.
Stef lay in bed, darkness filled the room, her eyes locked on this one spot on the ceiling. Her mind was racing. She put Brandon to bed, had another fight with Mike, which then someone lead onto a fight with her mother about how she was treating him.
She wanted more from life.
She wanted Lena Adams.
She barely knew the woman but she wanted to know her.
Her thoughts turned to Tess. The night her father found them curled up on the sofa, his rage. She closed her eyes she could still hear his voice.
"Stefanie it's against god and it's wrong. Homosexuality is not normal. it's shameful." That statement had stayed with her.
She had feelings for Lena.
Sexual feelings. She knew they weren't friendship feelings. She wanted that woman naked. She wanted her skin against hers. She wanted to feel if her skin was as smooth as it looked.
She opened her eyes. She wondered what Lena smelt like, tasted like. What her kisses would feel like.
Thinking of this, she did the other thing her mother had told her was shameful. She slipped her hand under her PJ bottoms and down to her wet centre. She knew she was wet from thinking about Lena and she had to do something.
Lena lay along in bed, naked. Her own thoughts moving towards Stef. She wanted to know her. she wanted more than friendship but she knew. She couldn't have that. She would have to get to know her. find out what kind of person she was. she needed to know her. which was why she'd asked her for dinner. She knew in her heart she was overstepping with a parent. She closed her eyes, thinking of the shy woman she'd had coffee with. Her hands slipping under the sheets and finding her wet centre. With images of Stef in her mind, Lena made herself cum hard.
