Title: The Years Have Not Been So Kind

Author: RomaMarufixx

Rating: T

Pairing: Fem!Merlin/Arthur

Summary: Arthur had always been curious about his manservant, even more so when he realises that he is in fact a woman, a woman who would do anything for him, even risking her own life, but one day he has to send her away to protect her but things don't always turn out the way you want them to. What will happen when Merlin is brought back to Camelot years later, a shell of the woman she was before. Fem!Merlin, Arthur/Fem!Merlin, Non-Con, Canon AU.

Word count: 1,821

Disclaimer: Merlin belongs to the BBC.

Warnings: Rape/Non-Con


3 Years Later...


For the last four months Merlin had been in the same village, the longest she had stayed in one place, and had settled in, even making friends with some of the villagers and got a job helping out one of the farmers, who had injured his back working on the land so she had offered to help him out, he gave her some money and when the fruit and vegetables came into season he gave some to her but not a lot because he had a family of his own, a wife and three young chilldren.

Although as if life wanted to kick her in the face even more, bandits raided the village she was staying in. She hadn't been in the village whilst the village had been raided, she'd been out collecting herbs for the elderly physician, whom Merlin was good friends with.

Whilst collecting herbs she'd seen smoke drifting from the village she was staying in, and in a panic she rushed back to the village to see the bandits had rounded up some of the villagers.

"Let them go." Merlin said in a stern voice and the bandits turned to her and grinned, a young girl was no threat to them, so they made their way towards her and she grinned, her eyes flashing gold and all of the men flew backwards.

She made her way towards the few villagers had been rounded up when a few men emerged from behind them.

"Step away girly." One of the bandits grinned and she raised a brow at him and he obviously knew what she was going to, having seen what she had just done to the other bandits. The other bandits moved closer to a few of the villagers, raising daggers and swords to their necks and Merlin's eyes widened and her iris' turning back blue instead of gold as she was going to use her magic.

"Behave girl or we will kill them." the lead bandit said and she was grabbed from behind, a rag placed over her nose and mouth and soon she was surrounded by darkness. When Merlin had blacked out and fell to the ground, the bandits put down their swords and daggers away from the villagers and joined the other bandits who were standing around the young sorceress.

"What should we do?" one of the five bandits asked another

"We should take her to Camelot, perhaps to the new King?" he suggested but their leader shook his head.

"No, Camelot does not like those with magic."

"I know, that's why I suggest with give her to the king, he'll kill her and it was be legal." the man said.

"Yes, but I was thinking of using her for something else." the leader grinned down at the girl.

"Like what?" a bandit asked confused and they all stared at him until he cottoned on. "Oh."

"Yes." the leader said, glaring at the bandit, before looking over at the three bandits Merlin had knocked backwards with her magic. "What about those three?" he asked and a bandit walked over checking each of their pulses.

"Dead, all of them." he announced and walked back to the others.

"Well, now I know what we are going to do for definite." the leader grinned as did the five others.

Merlin woke up cold and looked down at her body to see she was lying on an unfamiliar bed, naked.

"Ah, you're awake." a man said, walking into the room she was in and he covered herself as much as she could, a few seconds later she realised who the man was, one of the bandits who had raided the village and knocked her unconscious.

"Where am I, and why am I naked!?" she demanded.

"You're in my home." the man smirked, walking closer to her. "And you're naked because...we're going to have some fun." he smirked, as he began to remove his clothing and it was then that Merlin panicked and trying to run out of the room, not bothering to put some clothes on.

When she reached the door, two of the bandits she had seen in the village stood there and she shrunk in their presence, knowing she wasn't going to get away, magic couldn't save her and these men were going to...violate her.

She felt tears prick at the side of her eyes as she was led back to the bed by the two bandits. The leader of the bandits was now undressed and waited on the bed as the two others brought her to him. She was placed on her knees on the bed before the leader, who lifted a hand up to her face, holding it and stroking it, as she flinched and try to move away from her hand and doing so only landed her a slap across her face by the man, before he grabbed her chin and pulled her back to look at him.

"Behave, or I will slap you again." she glared at the man and he slapped her again, before pulling her face back to him. He moved his hand to the back of her head and gripped her black messy hair, pulling her forwards to his lips, and kissing her roughly, biting her lips and tongue and grinning when he heard her grunt in pain.

He pulled away from her and moved so he was stood by the bed, his hand still gripping onto her hair. He moved so he was behind her body and Merlin panicked when she felt him touch her sensitive area. She whined in protest and moved away only to be slapped harshly on her rear, leaving a print.

"What did I say!?" the man shouted at her and he buried her head into the bed, tears staining the sheets below her. It wasn't long after that the man used his fingers to penetrate her and she squeezed her eyes tight and gripped the sheets below her waiting for something other than fingers to be put inside of her.

"Mm, I think she's ready." the leader said and his tone of voice made the tears spill out of her eyes and she buried her face deeper into the covers as she felt the man pull away his fingers and move himself in the right position to penetrate her.

She braced herself but another man pulled her up by her chin and shoved his long shaft into her mouth making her gagged and squeeze her eyes close, more tears escaping her eyes and trying to stop herself throwing up as the man's sour flesh touched her tongue and whilst concentrating on not choking the leader thrust into her, breaking her virginity straight through and she screamed around the other man's flesh.

She felt blood trickle down her legs, but the leader continued to thrust inside her, adding to the pain. The third bandit, who Merlin had almost forgotten was in the room, pinched her side and Merlin jumped and the leader slapped her rear and the man who had himself in her mouth pulled out as did the leader and she fell into the covers as the three men spoke quietly.

She saw one of the men pass a vile of oil to the leader and Merlin's eyes widened, realising what they were going to do to her. She tried to move but the pain from her lower body was too much.

The three men made their way back to the bed and Merlin whimpered as she was lifted up onto her knees and one of the bandits laid himself down onto the bed and Merlin was thrown onto him, her breasts touching the man's chest which he must of liked a lot as he felt the man's cock twitch.

He moved her around until she was on his cock and pushed her down and she bit her lip in pain, not wanting to scream out again in case she was slapped for doing so. The man gripped her hips and pulled her up and down on her length before gripping her breasts and using them to drag her down until she was bent over and the leader knelled down behind her and gently began massaging her rear.

The third bandit gripped her face and stuffed his cock in her mouth, whilst a finger entered her anus and she screamed around the penis in her mouth which got her a slap on her face and arse cheek whilst someone pinched her side and it was then that she realised that the other two bandits had entered the room, both naked.

It wasn't long until the leader entered her behind and more blood poured down her legs, going over the dried blood from before. The man below her continued to push her down with one of his hands on her hip and one on her breasts and the other bandit thrust his shaft in and out of her mouth, making her gag several times. The two men who didn't have their parts inside of her, were touching themselves, beating themselves off to the performance in front of them.

It was long until all the men finished, their juices squirting into her body in three different areas and she sobbed knowing what consequences could come from their actions.

The men swapped places, the leader now in her mouth whilst one moved to her vagina and the other to her ass while the two other men continued what they were going above her.


The following day the bandits were on their way in a carriage that they had stolen and Merlin was sat in the back, rope wrapped around her now clothed body. The previous night she had been taken, over and over again until all the man were so tired they passed out and Merlin had cried herself asleep only to wake up, dressed and tied up in the back of a moving carriage.

She continued to cry, last night was horrific, the only thing that was keeping her alive was the thought of Arthur, oh she missed him so much and she missed Camelot so much as well...her life had gone so downhill these last three years.

"What is it?" one of the men whispered.

"Knights of Camelot." the leader hissed back and Merlin felt hope flutter through her body, if the knights found them, they would kill or arrest the bandits and take them back to Camelot and take her back to Camelot to safe house her. Her eyes flashed gold in an attempt to open the back doors of the carriage.

The three man who sat around her noticed this and one of them grabbed her and slapped her across the face and the other men joined in hurting her until she wasn't able to use her magic, although she didn't care...she was going home.