What Happened to Forever?

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Thank you for reading my first chapter hope you guys enjoy this next chapter :)

*I do not Own the Mortal Instruments*


Chapter 2: Why is this happening?

I have got back to my old routine; wake up, shower, do nothing about my appearance because what the point, eat but only a little don't want to give people more to hate about me, drag myself to school, try and not fail in all my classes, ignore pretty much everyone not that they notice, walk home, eat tea, do homework, sleep!

Everyday's the same. For the past 6 months I've done this and on the weekends i do nothing but sleep, watch TV, draw and read. Except this weekend was different i had to go out for dinner my mum wanted to do something 'special'. Now this is different nothing has been so 'special' to go out to dinner and spend some 'quality' time together since she told me she was in a relationship with Luke. Not that it was already obvious but hey don't want to spoil her 'surprise'.

While getting ready i have come to the conclusion that either someone is dying or is already dead or my lack of doing anything at all has been noticed and i need some inspirational talk to get me out of my rut as they call it.

Mum has been calling me for the past five minutes but i really needed to finish this drawing i just couldn't get the face right the nose and the eyes seemed to be either to far apart or just off in some way. A knock at my door shakes me out of my concentration

'Clary! We have to go, i have important news and if we don't hurry we'll loose our table! its took forever to get a table in this restaurant, now out the drawing can wait.' Through the whole time she managed to get me up and to the front door and literally pushed me through the door thanks mum!

'I don't know why you are making this so difficult its just dinner' mum said this why driving and looking at me through the mirror

'I'm just not hungry, i was drawing i would like to go back to my drawing' i mumble which was true but to be honest i hate to leave my room its like my security blanket in my room i feel safe.

'Well you can get back to it soon promise just some food and a little talk i promise you will want to hear the news i have to tell you' The expression on her face was like on a small child waiting to be allowed their favorite ice cream as they are going their favorite place of all time. I was interested but i left the conversation at that and went to staring out the window looking up into the night sky.


At the restaurant we sat and eat in silence me playing with my food trying to make it look like i actually ate something and my mums knees bouncing under the table i think that about sums up our excitement levels to find out and tell the news that was about to embrace my very own ears.

'We're moving!' My mum almost screams

'What!?' I shout whisper trying to not draw any attention to my table

'We are moving! I got a job opportunity it is far to good to pass up and i though since you aren't exactly enjoying the life you have right now you would be excited for the chance of a new start, a new beginning and no Sebastian.

No Sebastian! what? no please no 'Can't i just stay here and you move across the country for this opportunity you just can't pass up? i like my life here?'

'No definitely not! we are moving and that is finale' The stern look in her eyes showed that she was serious and their was no way out of this.

'When?' I barely whispered i would have to find a way to say bye to Sebastian he must care right?

'We are moving Wednesday Clary, you wont go back to school we will pack and go, okay?'

WEDNESDAY and NO school this is going to be hard for me to see him ill find a way. 'Which state is it?' again just barley a whisper i reply to my mum and Luke as they look at me like i'm about to burst into flames.

'well we aren't exactly moving to a different state kind of different country ... England'

'England!' Why would my own mother ruin my life like this how dare she now not only i'm going to be the short chubby red head girl i'm going to be the weird American kid!

'Clarissa! This will be an amazing experience for both you and me they are wanting to show my art in different galleries across London i cant pass it up, Luke's coming and hes excited you can be too please do this for me?'

I stand quickly and walk out i have no were to go so i just stand by the car trying to process the news. I'm not to England, on Wednesday and there is definitely no way out of this. My life is ruined they are all going to hate me.

Why is this happening to me?


So there is Chapter 2! Hope you guys enjoyed it not much happened in this chapter but it will get more exciting soon as i promised Jace is coming very very soon don't worry.

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