A/NSo here's the second chapter! Thanks for the reviews! Italics equal peoples thoughts.
"Okay deep breathes Veronica you can do this. I mean it's only been 6 years right?" Veronica was repeating this over and over the closer she got to.
Before she knew it she was in front of the Mars-Fennel house. Keith and Alicia had bought it after they got married in the middle of Veronica senior year in high school. Veronica got out the car and started walking towards the door but before Veronica could even knock on the door Katie Veronica's little sister opened the door. "Mommy, daddy! Ronica's here! She then jumped into Veronica's arms.
"Oh My God! Katie you've gotten so big! Since I last saw you!"
"Did you bring presents?" Katie said looking around to see what was in Veronica's purse.
"Of course! But that will have to wait till tomorrow ON your birthday." Veronica said laughing
"Ronica! Come on I won't tell anyone if you give it to me."
"This one's a handful just like her big sister." Alicia said standing in the doorway behind Katie and Veronica
"It's only a matter of time before she starts running around talking about the money shot." Said Keith who was standing next to Alicia
"Well that's the first the thing you learn as an P.I. extraordinaire!" Veronica said waving her arms in the air
"Okay are we going to let me in or are we going to sit and freeze our butts off talking about the greatness that is the Mars clan?"
"Veronica its California and its 70 degrees at the least!"
"So I'm a bit on the dramatic side. Sue me!"
"A little?" asked Keith
"Hey! Is this the way that you speak to your daughter of 24 years?"
"Come on let's go in the house Alicia made lasagna."
"Yum! My favorite! So you really do care. "said Veronica putting her hands over her heart in mock hurt
"Yeah whatever! Ever the dramatic one. Wallace should be here in about fifteen." Said Keith
Fifteen minutes later there was a knock on the door. "I'll get it." Said Veronica
Veronica opened the door to see Wallace and a tall brunette with green eyes.
"Wally!" said Katie from behind Veronica
"Hey Katie! How's the pre-birthday girl?"
"Excellent! Mommy made laagna!" Katie then ran towards the kitchen
"V! Girl come give your brother a hug!"
"Wallace! I've missed you!"
"Yeah me too! Phone calls are definitely not enough you need to visit more"
"Yeah well I'll work on that. Anywhoo… Who's your friend?"
"Oh right sorry! V this is Lola Montez. Lola this is Veronica Mars.
"Nice to meet you Lola. So you are the girl who has taken our little Wallace's heart?"
Lola laughed "I guess you could say that."
"Hey honey. Hey Lola how are you?" asked Alicia
"Hey mom." Wallace said while giving Alicia a hug
"I'm good Mrs. Fennel. How about you?"
"I'm good. Why don't we all sit down dinners ready"
They all sat down for a dinner and just talked and had fun after dinner Keith said he needed to talk to Veronica. When Wallace and Lola left at around ten Alicia said she was going to bed. Katie had already been put to bed by Veronica at eight.
Veronica walked into the kitchen and sat at the counter next to her dad with a plate of Oreos.
"Hey daddyo. What did you want to talk about?"
"Hey kiddo. Well I'll just be blunt have you talked to Logan since you left?"
"Ugh! No dad."
"Why not Veronica? You owe the boy that much! I mean you just left."
"Because! It's what I do right? I run… When the going gets tough I get going. Because I'm scared of what he would say dad! I mean from what Wallace has told me I hurt him really bad." Veronica was up pacing now.
"Honey I'm not trying to sound mean. I'm just saying yeah Logan was broken but I think he at least needs closure I think that's why he took it so hard."
"You seem to know a lot about what Logan needs. Wait have you been talking to him?"
"Yeah we've been talking since you left. He was pretty bad after you left and the boy didn't have a father so I've been there for him."
"How bad was he?" Veronica whispered
"That's not my place to tell. But if you want to ask him I can tell you his new number and address."
"Uh no not right now anyway because if you tell me I'll just wind up going over there and I'm not ready."
"Okay kiddo when you're ready just ask, but just please talk to him before you leave." Keith asked
"I'll think about it dad."
"Okay well I'm going to bed I'll see you tomorrow kiddo."
"Okay goodnight daddyo."
What am I going to do? I haven't talked or seen Logan since…
FLASHBACK
Veronica and Logan were in the middle of one of their infamous fights. These fights were becoming a daily occurrence. They all had to do with Veronica having no trust in Logan what so ever."Veronica I can't do this!"
"Do what Logan because if anyone should be mad it's me! I've been calling you for the last two hours and you haven't answered the phone once! What were you doing where you couldn't pick up?" With each word Veronica's voice was getting louder and louder.
"I was busy. I told you that I would probably be unreachable!"
"What were you doing for two hours that you can't tell me?"
"Because I just can't! Can't you just accept that and trust me?"
Veronica was silent. "Of course you can't because you don't trust me! What do you want to hear Veronica? What that I cheated on you?"
"No of course not!"
"Yes! That's exactly what you want me to say because then you could break up with me! Instead of just trusting me and believing in me! But that would be too hard wouldn't it! That would mean you would have to put effort into our relationship!" Logan was yelling at this point
"Logan of course I put effort into our relationship!"
"No you don't." Logan whispered "You know you've never said 'I Love You' at first I was okay with that because I knew it was hard for you."
"Logan of course I've said 'I Love You'!"
"No you haven't. I've said it and you've agreed. Every time I say it you either say "yeah me too" or you nod your head in agreement but those words have never come out of your mouth. I thought I could say it enough for the both of us but I can't."
"Logan…"
"No Veronica it hurts too much! I can't love enough for the both of us you have to love back. I love you so much but I can't do this anymore." Logan put his hand on Veronica's cheek and wiped away a stray tear.
"Logan are you breaking up with me?"
"Yeah. I think I am. Veronica I need you to love me back. I can't hurt this much anymore. I think some things need to change before we can take that next step."
Veronica could feel the tears rolling down her face. Logan bent and kissed Veronica once they broke the kiss. Logan whispered "I'm so sorry Ronnie" in Veronica's ear
Veronica just kissed Logan in response and left without saying another word. After Veronica left Logan was still standing in the same spot he was when Veronica left. Logan put his hands in his pocket and in his right pocket he felt the velvet box.
'I was going to propose'
Logan was hoping that proposing would bring Veronica to say those four words he so desperately wanted to here come out of her mouth. 'I Love You Logan.'
The next day when Logan woke up there was a voicemail on Logan's phone from Veronica.
"Logan I'm leaving Neptune I think it's best and there's no use trying to stop me by the time you listen to this I will have already left. I think it's best if we have some space between us please don't try to find me or make yourself miserable obsessing over me."
"Logan, I Love You."
End Flashback
Veronica turned off the kitchen light and went up stairs to go to bed.
A/NHope you guys like it! I worked hard to make it more interesting than the first chapter. Next chapter will definitely have a Logan appearance in it so! I should have the next chapter up by tomorrow I hope.
