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EPOV

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I slowly lifted the cover off my head, making sure to go as slow as I could; wanting to relish the warmth subsiding inside the blanket and my flesh. My hand skimmed over my night table on the side of my bed as it went over all my books and cd's and I stopped it as I felt the alarm clock under my touch. Not knowing where all the buttons were, I jabbed my fingers into random buttons and after a few seconds the alarm turned off.

Knowing I had to get out of the bed sooner or later, I kicked the blanket off, grabbed my cell phone and scurried into the bathroom almost walking into the wall when I saw the text and the picture attached to it.

Hey babe. I love when you play cold and rough. Here's a little reward...

-Lauren (Your hawtt girlfriend) xoxo

The picture showed Lauren and me pressed up against a wall making out at Mike's seventeenth birthday party, more like an orgy. I remember I had to get Lauren to drink all the punch and vodka and quickly make out with her to get out of there. I can't believe she got a picture of that. We look so intense, probably because I was a little tipsy too.

What really angered me about the text was how Lauren signed it. First of all, she is no where near hot. No curves, no muscle, only a cleavage that makes her fit for a slut, seriously. Second, she is trying to bring back the dead past, I broke up with her two months ago but she keeps clinging to me like some sort of koala it's getting really annoying...can't she find some other guy that could...satisfy her?

Like, yeah sure, I let her get into my pants once, but that would be a decision I would regret forever. It was very awkward to say the least and she was pretty annoyed that I wasn't losing my virginity to her, not that she was losing her virginity to me at all. Knowing her, she probably already slept with half of the male population in Forks Highschool.

But I know one girl that will always be the best fuck for me, because she was one of the two times I've had sex. That memory led me to another large smile with a pretty hard dick. I didn't think that Bella and I would carry on that promise that we made to each other in grade 3, but I guess we're seriously taking it to our graves.

Grade 10, June 9th, Bella and I carried on one of our many promises. We had sex. That night both of us removed all barriers and just let each other in, we really connected; quite literally. I can't lie, that will be a night I will remember probably for the rest of my existence...

*Flashback*

"Hey Edward how about this one?" Bella asked for the millionth time

"No, bella it has to be special, something you would give to someone really special" I replied for the millionth time.

Bella and I were out at the mall, and I wanted her help finding a gift for her for getting me out of detention today. Except, the fact that she doesn't know who I'm getting the gift for except that it's a girl. But for real, the gift was just a suck up, I really wanted to ask her if she'll help me carry on the promise that we made in grade 3. C'mon we're in grade 10, 16 years old, and full of teenage hormones...I really needed a better release and who else could I do it better with than my bestfriend...bella.

"Ooh, how about this charm bracelet, it says, 'E'. I'm sure whoever it is will love to have the starting of your name on their hand, right?"

I scanned the bracelet, and it was perfect for her.

"Yeah you're right, especially when that person is you" I said

She looked up at me, shock clearly written over her beautiful face and some suspicion, she knows whenever I buy her something for no reason that I want to ask something, or should I rephrase it 'ask for something'.

"No, you can't give this to me"

I frowned slightly, "And why not?"

"Well first of all, I don't even know why you're getting it for me, and second, I know you're just sucking up to me, and you really want something from me, so you might as well spit it out"

I smiled a little at the last statement, "Bella, the bracelet is for when you got me out of detention, if it ever went on my school record, I'll never get into Harvard, and you'll have to go alone. This is just a little appreciation gift." That has got to be the lamest excuse I've ever come up with, everyone knows that my father, Carlise has refurnished the library and the school is already indebted to him.

Bella arched her delicate eyebrow, "Bullshit"

I know... "Fine, I did want to ask you something, but I don't know if you'll take it the wrong way" I grumbled.

Bella silently nodded for me to continue, but what I had to say could not be said in a high class jewelry store where the sales representative keeps eyeing you if you're going to steal or not, she would most likely pick in on our conversation. I grabbed Bella's hand and dragged her behind me into a secluded corner outside the mall.

"Edwa-" Bella started saying, but I cut her off with a kiss. I forgot what it felt like to be so close in proximity to her, and all my teenage hormones started to stir. But what I didn't think about was Bella's reaction, I think she was shocked because after a few seconds she started to respond to the kiss. I licked her bottom lick willing her to open her mouth, slowly she opened her mouth and my tongue went straight into her mouth fighting for dominance. After a few seconds, we had to come back up for air. We separated our heads, we both were still breathing hard from the hot kiss we just had.

Bella looked up at me, obvious questions in her eyes, "Edward, what was that?"

Hmm..not how was I going to explain this. "Bella, my teenage hormones are slowly starting to take over my body, and I'm afraid of what might happen if I don't try having..sex"

Understanding crossed Bella's face but I carried on, "-but see, I don't want to have sex with some random person, or pay for it for that matter, I wanted to have it with someone that I care for and cares for me...so I thought about you, because my virginity is very important to me, and I wanted to give it to someone just as important, without getting my heart broken...and I thought that person could be you" As I said that I looked meaningfully into Bella's eyes, my gaze never wavering from hers.

Bella looked quite shocked, but after a few minutes she engulfed me into a heartwarming hug, I thought she would start a tantrum or completely walk away and forget me, but this? She will never seize to surprise me.

"Edward, that has got to be the most sweetest thing that you have ever said to me, and you know what, you are right. If I want to lose my virginity, why should I do it with some other person when I have you of all people, my answer is yes, yes Edward I will sleep with you."

By jaw dropped, I couldn't believe my ears, did Bella just say that she's going to have sex with me and be okay about it? Well, I think she just did. I didn't respond as quickly, 'cause bella started biting her lower lip and looked a little nervous. I didn't know what to say, except for two words, "Thank You."

Bella just smiled. "Umm...my dad's not going to be home tonight, he's spending all night at the station because of some new case...you want to come over?"

Tell me if I'm wrong, but did Bella just ask me to come to her house tonight, while there is no parent supervision, and we can do what we want to do? "Yeah, I'll come..umm...I have ah, um, you know, protection?" I made it sound like a question. Bella shook her head, which confused me, I didn't want to get her pregnant.

"I'm on the pill, no worries" Bella reassured me, probably thinking of the same thing I was thinking.


-Later on that night-

Bella and I were sitting on her couch, watching tv, well I think we were, because we kept on sneaking glances at each other, both of us blushing whenever we got caught by the other person. This lasted for the next half hour when I finally saw a sly smirk cross Bella's face. I think Bella didn't want to keep this whole awkward distance between us, because she crawled over to my side of the couch and straddled me. Is she thinking what I'm thinking?

Bella leaned in and whispered in my ear "I'm ready" those two words sent shivers down my back, but it felt so good at the same time as if all this was just expected. I looked at bella, her brown chocolate orbs decorated in a little fear and anticipation that mirrored my own green eyes. I nodded slightly, and stood up, making sure to keep my hand in Bella's the whole time.

Bella quietly started her way upstairs walking slowly step by step, towing me in behind. We walked up the stairs silently and were starting to approach Bella's room, Bella let go of my hand and jumped onto her bed, lying on her side facing me, motioning for me to come closer with her index finger. I walked in behind her, but turned around facing the door, closing it firmly behind me.

*End of Flashback*

I shook my head, clearing my head of all thoughts that leaded to Bella and I naked in a bed, especially from that night, so I got dressed. I walked downstairs greeted my mom and quickly slipped out the door. I revved the engine of Volvo, and sped off to pick up Bella. After the night we slept together, It was now a daily thing for me to pick her up before school and drop her off after school. Us sleeping together sort of connected us more in a more meaningful way, and we were now open about everything, never afraid to tell each other anything; and I wouldn't change any of that for the world.


I eased into Bella's driveway, and stepped out of the car walking into Bella's house leaving the car on idle. Who really was going to steal my car in the rainy town in Washington called forks? The chances were small, but what's life without a little fun? I just stepped right into Bella's house, not bothering to knock. As some sort of ritual, every morning Bella leaves the front door open for me, not bothering to answer it, her dad was gone to work because of his early shift, but he probably wouldn't care all the same.

I grabbed an apple and just sat at her kitchen table, awaiting her presence so we could finally get to school. After what felt like a half hour, she made it downstairs.

"Hey Edward, didn't hear you come in" She mumbled as she poured herself some cereal.

"Well, I guess was pretty quiet wasn't I?" I replied smirking.

We sat in a comfortable silence, and were out the door at about 7:30. With my insane driving which is what Bella thinks it is, even though I think it is completely normal, we made it in 15 minutes, with 15 more minutes to spare.

We decided to just wait in the car, so I put in my debussy c-d and played Claire de la Lune. Bella just looked at me and gave me a thank ful smile, probably for putting in the cd. It always gave us peace at mind. I smiled back, a little wider indicating my welcome with my eyes. I think it was pretty neat how we could just have conversation between each other without either one of us having to say anything. I wish I had someone special with who I could share that with...

"Edward, Edward, EDWARD, get the hell up" Bella was yelling in my ear, while shaking me trying to get me up.

Panicked, I shot up but unfortunately at the same time hitting my head on the steering wheel. I looked around airing in my surroundings, oh I was still in the car. I must have dozed off. I look to my side where Bella was sitting and was trying to keep her laughter in at my idiocy but at no avail. That just got me more fired up.

"You think this is funny" I demanded, but soon started laughing after what Bella told me what happend.

"Well yeah, especially when you were mumbling something along the lines of 'Lauren, no, don't do this, I don't want the ring, leave me alone, here look Bella will protect me from you' I find it pretty hilarious if you ask me." Hmm...never remembered that dream, must have been one of those dreams that just you just skip.

"Well why did you wake me up?" I asked, still a little incoherent.

"It's 7:55, we should start heading inside, and just in case if you want to dodge your girlfriend" Bella making kissy kissy faces as she said girlfriend.

"Haha, I'm just going to ignore that...even thought it is true. C'mon let's go."


We were walking along the path of the front schoolyard when Mike, my jerk of a friend came up running to Bella as if she was the last piece of ass and tits walking on this world and swatted her in the ass. It took me all I had not to grab him and punch his right eye out. But all this was expected once again, because over here Bella was queen B, at first I wasn't happy about it but she told me that she wasn't going to be one of those cheap slut's that try and get into the jocks pants and act like total bitches to the other students. Knowing Bella, I know that she would rather commit suicide than do that, but that still didn't stop me from silently fuming.

"Hey Mike, how was your weekend?" Bella didn't look like she was interested, but asked anyways for god knows what reason. Her small question seemed to stir something in Mike, because his whole face lit up like a fucking Christmas tree.

"It was good, but it would have been better if you were there" Was he trying to flirt? I looked over at Bella who didn't seem to be affected at all by his words, but looked rather irritated, this made me smile.

"That's sweet Mike, I'll see you later in class" If possible, Mike's smile got so wide I thought I was going to get blinded by his teeth. Did he do this everyday, how could I miss this. Oh Yeah I remember, I used to have a bitchy girlfriend that would be whining about the whole world and made sure that I knew about it. That must have slipped my mind.

"OK bye Bella" She quietly said bye to Mike, and grabbed my hand willing me to follow her down the front foyer of the school.

"Man, I don't know how many times I have to reject him to make it clear in his head that I am not interested" Bella whined.

"I understand,we have the same problem, except the fact that I dated her. I still have no clue how to get rid of my ex."

Bella just snickered "Which one?" She was trying to be funny, it was pretty indearing. I did have a past of girlfriends but they were always kept at 2nd base, and none had gone further except for Lauren, and of course Bella.

"You know who, we're just lucky that she hasn't caught us yet..." I said while sighing in relief. I turned over to Bella who didn't seem to be completely listening.

Bella looked back at me and smirked, "Don't be sighing in relief quite yet"

I looked over to where Bella was staring at moments ago, and found myself about to be hauled by a very pissed off looking Lauren, who was staring daggers at Bella and then turned back to me and gave me quick wave before lunging herself at me. I laughed quietly at Bella's comment before I was thrown to the floor of the hall.

"It's Lauren, Bitch."