Allen talks to much about someone Kanda would rather not hear about. Ensuing emotional crisis and opening up of Kanda etc. Quite cliched but cliches are cute. Also, yes this is the same time as chapter 1, but a different perspective. I need titles please make suggestions!!

Am I likely to own -man? I can't draw at all, and have a lot to do. If animes took five minutes to produce and I could draw I would have made millions by now. Also is Linali still in it? Yeah? Then it's not mine!! And Komui isn't featured in every episode? No? Then definitely not mine 3 3 ß long disclaimer.

In this fic there will be lots of lovely BL, implied lemon, Yullen and some dark Yukki (didn't know what to call KandaXTykki and this seemed funny) Also possibly some Linali hate.

Kanda woke up suddenly. He glanced out of the window, judging by the position of the moon it was one/two in the morning. He touched his cheek. It was wet. He sighed exasperatedly and wiped the tears from his eye. He wouldn't get back to sleep tonight. Not after that dream. This was the third night he'd had it now. Stupid rabbit, talking about .. him all the time. He hadn't had that dream since a month after he had joined the order. But now…

He shook his head, trying to make sense of what was running through his head. He needed to occupy his hands. He picked up mugen and the whetstone that was on his desk and began to sharpen the sword.

Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink `

The steady, smooth sound of metal on stone soothed him, allowing him to drift off into a semi conscious state. His hand continued to move up the long blade, making it even sharper than it already was.

Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink

The metal glinted in the dark room. The moonlight reflected in the blade. Kanda's hand continued to move. Up. Stop. Up. Stop.

Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink

The order was silent. Kanda started. Someon was up. He shrugged and continued to sharpen the sword.

Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink Schink

Allen opened the door, but Kanda didn't notice, he just carried on in his dreamlike state. Suddenly a sharp pain brought him out of his reverie. He looked down. His finger was bleeding. He was a swordsman and he couldn't even sharpen his own sword without injuring himself. No wonder he hadn't been able to be there when he had needed him most. No wonder he had let the other man…

It all grew too much for the man. He couldn't take this anymore, years of hiding everything were finally catching up on him. He broke down, sobbing into his pillow. Mugen clattered to the floor. Kanda stayed like that for five minutes or so. But then… Someone was in his room he looked up. Shit. Moyashi was in there. What? Why was Moyashi in there? It was his room…

He looked up "What the hell are you doing here moyashi?"

Yay!! This is from Kanda's pov now. And it doesn't count as an update because it was the same time period. I still want five reviews!! Preferably with title suggestions.