Alexis tipped her head back and let the hot water wash over her body, trying to let it wash away the event's of the evening. First she was sad and hurt, but now she seemed to be leaning more towards mad and frustrated.

She had given up on the hot water and reached for the tap to turn it off, wasn't making her feel better anyhow.

She was as surprised as anyone about what had happened, she didn't expect to be making out with Kevin Ryan, she was hoping to get out of the house for a night and maybe have a good time with friends, or her dad's friends as it were.

As she wiped the water from her body she thought, it's not her fault, he was the one who had put his arm around her, and kissed her, she never imagined that he had seen her that way, he had never given her any indication that she was anything more to him then his friend's kid.

So she put her arm around him too, but she was only following him, trying to get rid of that stupid kid who had been eyeing her all night.

She pulled a t-shirt over her head and pulled on a pair of boxers, towel drying her hair in the bedroom mirror she wondered, maybe it is me, I should have never asked him for help, or called him my boyfriend, but it seemed like the most logical answer at the time, he was too young to be her day, god, why couldn't she have said brother instead.

Oh well, its over now, I hope that dad believed that I was sick and dosen't suspect anything, that's all I need, him and Kate knowing about this. She huffed out a breath and looked at the clock, 10:57. Well, it's almost a new year, maybe things would be better for her then.

She decided on not heading to bed right away, she wouldn't be able to sleep anyway, so she decided on watching the ball drop on tv, "Lamest New Years ever" she said out loud as she settled in on the couch.

She grabbed the remote and flipped through the channels, she decided that Anderson Cooper and Kathy Griffin would offer her some entertainment for the evening and maybe help take her mind off everything.

She was just getting comfortable when she heard a knock.

"Who in the hell could that be?" she muted the tv and tiptoed towards the door, she listened and didn't hear anything, she stretched up on her toes and peeked through the peep hole.

She couldn't believe who it was, she stepped back from the door as he knocked again, "Who is it?" she asked.

"It's me Lex, can I please come in?" Kevin asked sincerely.

"Um, what are you doing here?"

"I want to explain something to you, please let me in"

"I don't think we have anything to talk about, you made it perfectly clear that it was all a stupid mistake, no further conversation required." she folder her arms across her chest.

"Alexis, if you don't let me in so we can talk about this now, i'm gonna be standing right here when your dad come's home and we can talk about it then."

He heard the lock flick on the door and smiled. She opened the door and looked at him, oh god, Kevin took a deep breath and walked in and closed the door behind him, she walked over and sat on the couch pulling a blanket over her bare legs, he followed and sat on the coffee table blocking her view of the tv.

He reached out and took the remote from the table beside him and switched the tv off.

"So talk" she said.

"You're pissed, why are you mad? I should be mad you are the one who walked away from me, without giving me a chance to explain myself." he shrugged off his jacket and tossed in on the chair.

She sat up straight and looked his square in the eye. God they really were amazing eyes.

"Ok, so your here, talk" she tried to control her anger, all she really didn't know why all she felt like doing was crying.

"Lex" he started and didn't know where to go from there. "I think that we may have had a misunderstanding tonight"

"A misunderstanding, that's what you wanna call it, fine. It's all cleared up, we never have to talk about it again" She could feel her temper rising again.

Kevin just looked at her and started to grin.

"What, it's not funny Kevin, you don't just kiss someone like that and then decide it's not right, I mean, it felt right didn't it" She didn't know why she even said that. But it felt so amazing when he kissed her that it couldn't have been all wrong.

Kevin cocked his head to one side and looked at her. "Yes" was all he could say. It had felt amazing, and he wanted to do it again, and just looking at her sitting there, knowing that all he had to do was reach out and she was right there was almost more then he could handle. He closed his eyes and tried to drag himself back to the conversation.

"Alexis, I'm not saying that the kiss was a mistake, ok, maybe for a minute I thought about the fact that you are so much younger then I am, but i'm not saying that I regret it," He waited for her reaction, but she just stared.

"I was only trying to convey my thoughts that maybe, kissing you at a party, where your dad is in the next room, may have been a bad idea, not the kiss, but the situation" He got down on his knees in front of her, and took her hands in his.

"I thought our kiss was amazing, I didn't want to stop it, but if I kept going, how do I put this, if we didn't stop when we did, I was getting a little too, excited for lack of a better word" Kevin looked up from his hands to meet her gaze.

She couldn't believe what she was hearing, she had been trying to convince herself that it was all wrong, but here he was, on his knees in front of her, telling her it was all right.

"So, what ever happened tonight, or may happen, i'm ok with it if you are" he told her.

He was relieved when she smiled at him, he brought her hand to his lips and kissed her palm softly. She felt a stirring inside that she had never felt before, he pulled the blanket from around her legs and ran his fingers up and down her bare flesh. He reached behind her and pulled her towards him, not stopping until he could feel her warmth against him and she wrapped her legs around his waste. He brushed the hair back from her face and held her tight, "Can I pick up where I left off" he whispered.

She nodded slightly and he kissed her softly. His hands roamed over her back and hers held onto his shoulders, she thought its a good thing she's sitting because her legs would have never held up. She pulled him closer as she opened her mouth allowing him access deep inside her, he could feel himself getting excited, god she was amazing, she turned him on so quickly, he pulled her tighter against him and she could feel him.

She moaned into the kiss and he pulled back, looking into her beautiful green eyes, looking for any sign of hesitation. She started to undo his tie and he watched in amazement, "Wait" he said.

"Oh no," she smiled at him, "You are not getting away from me now" she tossed his tie into the chair with his jacket.

"No, listen," he kissed her neck, "We can't do this now, they will be home soon" he whimpered as she began unbuttoning his shirt. "Lex, if we don't stop i'm not gonna be able to walk" he protested. She grinded her hips against him, causing him to lose his train of thought and moan into her hair.

He pulled her with him as he stood, making her squeal, "Kevin"

"You don't play fair" he whispered, giving her the most sensual look ever, the look alone made her wet, not to mention the fact that he was holding her so tight that she could feel him pressing against her inner thigh.

"What am I gonna do with you?" Kevin joked. Kissing her neck, as she tossed her head back giving him all access.

"I can think of something" she choked out shyly.

"Can you now, and what would that be?" he sucked on a sweet spot right behind her ear. She smiled wildly and tightened her grip with her legs.

"Ok, are we gonna stop or what?" Kevin took a deep breath trying to get himself under control. "Because i'm getting to that line, that if we cross, we won't be able to uncross" Kevin reluctantly set her on her feet but kept her close.

Alexis reached up to kiss him and to take the opportunity to rub herself against his bare chest.

"I don't wanna stop, let's go up to my room." She turned to walk to wards the stairs and he grabbed her wrist.

"Lex, are you sure that your ok with this, and don't give me that look, I don't want you to feel like your pressured into doing this" Kevin kissed her forehead.

"We are not doing anything that I don't want to do, If I didn't want to be here with you, I would not have opened that door and let you in here" She said pointing to the front door. "That reminds me, I need to lock it again" She quickly made her way to the door and snapped the lock shut, when she turned around he was waiting for her by the bottom of the stairs.

She took his hand and they walked up the stairs together.

They walked into her room and Alexis closed the door behind them, and locked it. Kevin grabbed her waist and pulled her close, they made their way over to the bed and she pushed him down, "Wait here" she said breathlessly.

"Why?" he grabbed for her hand but missed.

"I just need a minute, you know, just wait a sec" she ran into her bathroom, pushing the door closed, she quickly ran a brush through her hair and applied some lip gloss, and looked at herself in the mirror, she gave her self a little pep talk. "This is gonna be fine right, you've done this before, not with an older guy, but with guys, and it's been ok once you've gotten used to it, I bet he's amazing in bed, ok, let's go do this." She fluffed her hair and as she was about to walk out she realized what she was wearing, "Ah stupid t-shirt and old boxers" she slid the boxers down her legs and tossed them in the hamper, the shirt was just long enough to cover her, but she thought that she looked ok.

She opened the door and found him sitting on the edge of the bed. She walked over to him and climbed onto his lap, he held her close and kissed her slowly, he let her finish removing his shirt and tossed it carelessly on the floor. She ran her hands over his back and he loved the feel of her against him. He stood and lifted her in the air, she wrapped her legs around him as he lowered her onto the bed, and stood looking at her, he quickly removed his pants and climbed on top of her, hovering over her just slightly.

He ran his finger tips up her inner thigh under the hem of her shirt, he stopped quickly when he felt her breath deepen and he realized she wasn't wearing anything underneath.

"Oh, you are a bad girl aren't you" He moved his fingers across her most sensitive area. He lowered his head and kissed her leg just below the hem of her shirt, making her giggle. He sat back and pulled her into a sitting position, grabbed the hem of her shirt and raised it over his head.

"God your beautiful" he mumbled as he laid he back down, following her closely. He Couldn't believe that he was here with her, getting ready to do this, he leaned his head down and kissed her breast as he positioned himself between her legs, which she gladly opened wide for him.

As he sucked and bit at her sensitive nipple she moaned and ran her fingers through his hair.

"Oh God, Kevin" she moaned out loud.

He began to play with her slowly, "You are so wet, did I do that to you?"

She nodded in silence, as he pushed two fingers inside, she opened her legs wider silently begging him to go deeper. She started to rock against his hand. " Oh you are enjoying this aren't you?" She smiled wildly.

Just as she found her rhythm, he stopped. "What the hell Kevin?" She questioned.

He laughed and said "I gotta get a condom" He took off his boxers and climbed back onto the bed, lowering himself he kissed her deeply, and she gave him a look of reassurance, she took the condom from his hand, and opened it, helping him put it on.

"Last chance to back out" he smiled down at her, his blue eyes shinning.

"Not a chance" She raised herself up kissing him and pulling him closer. "Fuck me"

He laughed and pushed at her entrance, running his hands up and down her body, he started to push in slowly, she closed her eyes and held her breath.

She felt amazing, as he started to move back and forth, he wondered how long he could possible last, it didn't help that she moaned ever time he pushed in and wiggled against him.

He lifted her legs higher and leaned down, rolling her hardened nipple between his fingers.

She bit her lower lip and reached up to grab the headboard, to try and keep herself still, so that she could feel him harder. He noticed this and began playing with her clit with his free hand, she tried to push his hand away but this just made his push harder, she stopped fighting him as she felt herself come undone.

He felt her body tense and relax as she whispered his name, and he quickly followed her over the edge. He collapsed next to her on the bed. He pulled her close to him and he could feel her heart racing. After a couple of minutes and a few deep breaths, she noticed the time on the clock, 12:00 am.

"Happy New Year Kevin" She kissed his cheek.

"Happy New Year Lex" He kissed her back.