A/N: thanks to my two wonderfull reviewers! I like so much to write for the evil Ryan so that's the new chapter and some others are coming soon, enjoy!

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Rated: M

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Troy P.O.V.

The next day I was in science class but I wasn't really listening, I turned my head and I saw Gabriella, she was very interested in what the teacher was saying and she was taking a lot of notes. Right beside her there was Ryan, he looked bored but when his eyes met mine they twinckled and he grinned at me. I couldn't help but smile back, how could I be so weak, when it comes to him I can't control myself. But everything has to change I thought, if I can't forget him at least I can stop to be only his sex toy I stated in my mind.

When the bell rang I followed Ryan when he went out of the class, he noticed me and entered in an empty classroom, when I reach him inside he started talking.

"So Mr. Troy Bolton seems to have needs sooner than I thought." he joked and started walking closer to me. I looked at him, he was so handsome and for some seconds I couldn't say anything, I opened my mouth but nothing came out of it. I managed to control myself and I started.

"Ryan we really need to talk" he moved closer and he made me inch since I stumbled into the door, I knew that if we became too close I would never say what I have to.

"So now you call it that way" he replied flirting and placing his hand on my chest. I felt my heart melt and my will became more and more powerless, but with a really big effort I managed to talk again.

"No, Ryan we need to talk about us." I said, he leaned forward, our lips only inches apart, I could smell his cologne and it intoxicated me untill I got lost in that scent.

"Why we have to if we can do something that is way better?" he whispered so close to my that I could feel his warm breath on my neck making all my body shiver.

"Because what we have is...I don't know...and I can't be only your sex toy...I won't be only your toy...not anymore" he started to laugh really loud and I felt hurt like never before.

"What?" I asked, I could feel tears forming in my eyes.

He looked at me amused and managed to stop laughing so he could talk again.

"What are you talking about? You can't be more than that!" Only few words that made my heart break in a million of pieces and made the tears running down my cheeks.

"But after everything we have..." he cut off my cracking words

"I have fun with you, yes, but you're my sex toy Bolton, nothing more." he said like it was the most obvious thing in the world. At that point I was crying and sobbing like a baby and I was so ashamed that he was right in front of me to watch it. As if nothing happened he started to kiss me on the lips, harsly, like always and he bit my upper lips since we both could taste the blood inside my mouth. Then he pulled away and started to nip and suck my neck. Even if tears where streaming my cheeks and I felt an horrible pain inside, like someone had shoot me right in the heart, a loud moan escape from my lips.

"Do you see Troy? I can do whatever I want with you and be as mean as I want and you still need me."

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