Raven was walking down the hall to Beast Boy's room. Not the usual occurance, but since the others were still asleep, likely
Beast Boy included, she was probably safe.
At least that's what she thought until she reached his door only to find that his rather unique thought-pattern wasn't
there.
Expanding her awareness outward, Raven found, and briefly connected with Cyborg, Robin, her room, and Starfire. But still
no sign of Beast Boy yet. Raven kept pushing outward untill she found that he was already awaiting her on the roof. And
from the mellow thruming he was sending off, he must be having one of his rare 'all-is-right-and-well-with-the-universe'
moods. She liked it when he was in that mood. It was quite soothing. Perfect for meditation, actually.
Slipping through the door, Raven walked calmly and as quietly as possible, so as not to disrupt Beast Boy's unusual calm.
In the past month that they'd had these lessons, Beast Boy had been on hour-long tours of each of Raven's Emotion's
Realms; one per day of the first week and a half. Further, Raven herself guided him through the Neutral Ground, which was
common to all of, but not sovereign to any of her various emotions. The next two weeks, they had created a bridge
between their minds, and once it was ready, they crossed it, to discover Beast boy's mind scape.
Beast Boy's mind, though ... random, seemed to fit him perfectly. A vast landscape depicting every possible landform,
climate, and vegetation combination populated with every animal form he'd ever taken. Even the Were-beast, which
appeared to be the region's defacto ruler, was there. Strangely, Raven found herself drawn to her friend's mind. They still
hadn't completely explored it, but for some reason, Raven felt ... comfortable there. She'd noticed that whenever she
visited, the Were-beast allways accompanied them. today, they were going on another expedition, but instead of just the
two of them, Raven would be bringing her emotions with her, to sate their growing curiosity for what lay beyond the
'Forbidden Bridge', as Raven took to reffering to it.
"Hey there, Raven."
"Hello Beast Boy. Already started without me?"
She's teasing me for meditating without her? I'll admit she's been making progress this last month with her emotions and
expressiveness, but this is new. I think I like this new feature. "What can I say? It's good to be centered. Besides, if We're
letting all of your emotions through this time, I figgured I'd need to lay down a few ground rules for having company over."
He said this while tapping his skull. "I'm sure you know how well-mannered my inner Beast can be."
Raven sent a side-long glance in his direction. If I didn't know better, I'd say we're starting to influence each other.
Assuming the lotus position, and resting her hands on her knees, Raven began chanting her mantra, and soon heard Beast
Boy's voice join her own.
"Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos;
Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos;
Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos;..."
Finding themselves on a rocky path that was now familiar to both of them, our two heroes started toward the doorway to
the Neutral Grounds. Upon passing through, they were met with a chorus of greetings.
"Hiya B.B., Rae-Rae!"
"Hey, B. Rave. How's it hangin?"
"'Sup, ash-face? pea soup?"
"H-hi."
"Greetings, Raven, Beast Boy."
"Welcome."
"Hey, Beast. Rave. it's nice to see you."
"Took you guys long enough."
They where all here. happy, rude, brave, timid, knowledge, wisdom, affection and rage. Beastboy remembered raven once
explained to him how each represented various 'self-expressive' and 'self-repressive' aspects of her own personality. for
instance, where Happy was 'socially self-expressve,' Timid was 'physically self-repressive.' One day he'd have to look those
words up.
Raven spoke, "Each of you has expressed an interest in going into Beast Boy's mind. Though we both
have some missgivings about this, we're letting it happen, as it could accelerate the terms of the
pact we made a month ago. If every one is ready...?" the emotions all gave a collective nod... "Then
we go."
A few minutes later...
"-the bunnies are gonna be so cute!"
"I know, right, and cuddly, too! I'm probably gonna wanna squeeze it till it bursts!"
"And then the koala bears! D'ya think Rae-Rae'd let us keep it?-"
Happy and Affection had been going on like this since they had all set out for thr Once-Forbidden
Bridge to Beast Boy's mind. It was getting really annoying...
"You do realize that all those 'cute-and-cuddlies' will likely be puke-green? and that each is a piece
of Dunder-head's broken mind?"
Knowledge, noticing the look on Beast Boy's face as he glanced back at Rude's comment, stepped up to
his side. "Don't feel too bad. You're not the only one that's broken."
"Yeah, and look how well we turned out!" Brave said as she clapped a hand to Raven's back.
"Uhh, thanks, guys, but I wasn't really paying attention, sorry." Actually, he was, but he didn't want
an already awkward situation getting worse. That, and he was wondering exactly what it implied that
Happy and Affection where basically squealing like schoolgirls over him. He knew from his first trip
here, accidental though it was, that Raven didn't not like him, but still had no idea how much she did
like him. If she even kinda liked him, she'd've said something by now, right?
Beast boy mused on his friend for a while longer, until Raven pulled him from his thoughts. Having
kept pace with him, she allowed her other selves to pass ahead of them, as all knew their destination,
and that they where still only allowed to pass when our heroes joned them.
"Beast boy? Something on your mind?"
Beast boy jumped. "Huh?" He looked around, until he saw Raven looking at hom placidly. Granted, she's
always placid. Nothing ruffles her feathers. "Oh, hey, Rave. You say somethin'?"
She blinked. "I asked if you had something on your mind. Apparently, you do. Would you like to talk
about it?"
Beast boy could almost swear he heard Happy and Affi, his nickname for Affection, squeal just about
when Raven blinked there. ... Odd ... "Oh, you know, nothing important, just wondering when the alien
zombies would start using their VooDoo beams to turn us all into the mindless undead... You're not
buying that anymore, are you?"
"Not in the least. I stopped believing you where stupid when we met the Doom patrol, and I found out
your adoptive mother was an actress, and your adoptive father was clever enough to build a helmet that
gives him psychic powers. I assumed then that you where just puting on an act to hide how you really
feel. If we're going to have any hope to complete the tenents of this pact, we'll need to be honest
with one another. Got it?"
Beast boy nodded. "The Truth, the whole Truth, and nothing but the Truth."
Raven reached out a hand, about to pat him on the head, but quickly restrained the urge, and settled
for a pat on the shoulder. "Good job."
Beastboy basked in the appreciation that was so rare from her. Then something occured to him. "Hey
Rae? How come you're the only one that doesn't pet me? I mean, CY's rubbed me behind the ears a few
times, Robin patted me on the head once, and just last week, Star rubbed my belly."
Raven's look grew venemous. "She did, did she? I thought I told her... "
Beast boy perked up. "Told her what, Raven? Did you tell everyone to stop petting me?" It wasn't
really all that big a deal, but Beast boy, like any other animal, enjoyed physical affection immensly.
to have it taken away from him really hurt, and to find that Raven ordered it, well that just wasn't
cool at all.
Raven looked him in th eye. He deserves an explanation. "Yes, Beast boy, I told them all to stop.-"
"What!? Raven, why?!"
"If you'd let me finish, I was about to explain myself..." She noticed him crossing his arms in front
of himself, but he looked her dead in the eye. Well, I've got his undivided atention. It's not helping
that I can sense his anguish over this. "I know you really like the attention, but I felt it was
having a detrimental efect on your psyche. It was reinforcing the thought that all you are is an
animal. Being the Doom Patrol's mascot didn't help that thought, but I can't do anything about what's
already been done. I can, however, stop this team from perpetuating it."
"Okay, you lost me. I may know more than I let on, but you still know way more than me."
"Simply put; you're not a pet, Beast boy. You're a person."
Now, he understood. "That's gotta be the nicest mean thing anyone's ever done for me. Thanks, Rae."
He pulled her into a warm hug, and she couldn't decide which she liked more: the feeling of his arms
around her, or the emotional warmth that emanated from him. His emotions where always strong, but at
this distance, or rather, lack thereof, they where downright intoxicating. Maybe if he and I... Raven
stomped the thought out right there, knowing that as much as she wanted someone to be there for her
like she thought Malchior was, it could never be. As long as her Father existed, He'd threaten anyone
that close to her, hoping to use the heartache of such things to twist her to his purposes. And she
wouldn't risk Beast boy like that.
"Hey, Love Birds! We're waiting on you! Hurry up!"
Blushing, each took a step back, and Raven took to the air. In the distance, Beast boy saw Rude turn
to Brave and say what looked like 'Ooh, you are so gonna get it.' At least, that's what he thought it
was, based on what he knew about reading lips. Either way, Brave seemed rather quiet during the yelling
Raven gave her, which he still was too far away to hear, even though he had been flying up to the
group, and with Rave's back to him, he couldn't tell what she'd been saying, but it was making Brave
look scared. Horrified, really.
When Beast boy finally arrived, he noticed Affi smiling at him, but nothing else stuck out at him, except Brave's mumbled
apology, to which he gave a mumbled, "Don't worry about it"
Raven turned to the group. "We're here. Beyond this, lies Beast boy's mindscape."
As they began to cross the bridge, Rude turned to Rage. "Traveller beware: Here there be monsters."
