I am sad at the little number of reviews I have gotten, but I have decided to go on anyway mostly for my personal enjoyment. I don't understand why no one likes femslash. If I were to scream "YAOI!" I am sure there would be plenty of reviews. Not that I don't very much love yaoi myself (uber yaoi fangirl), but femslash is awesome too. Anyway, here I go again.

Disclaimer: I own none of these lovely characters. And I cry emo tears.

BTW, I just realized a few days ago, it's "Simplicity" not "Simplisity." Lol, yeah I can spell.


Simplicity

Chapter 2: I've got Nothing Left to Prove; I'll live with my Regrets

"I don't want to move a thing. It may change my memory. I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide. I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with Me." – Here With Me, Dido

It was the most selfish thing a person could possibly do, and she knew this. Falling in love with someone who couldn't possibly love you, even if she wanted too was far more than she could handle.

When she had seen Sora hold her…

…And seen him kiss her. Wrap his arms around her, one hand settling innocently on her knee. It was almost unbearable. But Namine knew she couldn't let those emotions take a hold of her. It was Kairi's night, and no time to fill her pretty head with feelings that weren't even hers.

After one last kiss from Sora, Kairi headed into her house for the night. She sighed happily at the wonderful night she had, and tip toed to her room so as to not wake her all ready sleeping parents. She walked into her room, twirling around one last time in the beautiful dress her mother had sewn, knowing she would probably not wear it again in a long while.

'What a waste,' she thought idly to herself, slipping out of the gown and donning a pink tank top and black shorts to sleep in. Stifling a yawn, she turned to her radio clock, seeing that it was past one in the morning.

"And did you have fun, Namine?" Kairi asked, casually, as she sat on her bed, tying her hair back in a loose ponytail.

She waited for a response but there was only silence.

"Namine?" She called softly.

A small flash of light, and Namine was sitting next to her on the bed, wearing her white version of the sleepwear and looking oddly sad. She glanced up at Kairi, and smiled sleepily, unable to override the happy and tired emotions that Kairi was portraying.

"Yes," she said softly, looking down and finding her feet more interesting than Kairi's curious glance.

"Than why don't you sound so happy?" Kairi asked playfully, but very much wanting to know why exactly her other was acting so strange.

"I guess I'm just tired," Namine lied easily, and smiled back at her somebody.

Kairi frowned, and leaned her face in towards the other girls.

"Are you sure? You don't sound so convincing to me," she said resolutely, only inches away from Namine's face.

Namine felt Kairi's breathing softly on her cheeks, and she moved back slightly to compose herself before a blush could creep to her cheeks.

"I'm fine, really. You worry too much!" She exclaimed, trying to laugh off the uneasy feeling she was getting.

"Hey Namine," Kairi started, leaning back and glancing over at the other girl.

"Yes?" Namine asked, mentally giving a sigh of relief that Kairi had not noticed her flinch.

"Why did you kiss me? I was wondering about that before, but I shrugged it off till now," Kairi leaned in again, eyes filled with curiosity.

Namine could only stare at her, mouth slightly opened. There were thousands of words she wanted to spew out, but she found her mouth dry.

It is wrong to love someone you'll never be able to be with. It is wrong, and hurtful, and unfair for the both of them. It is sick to be with someone who looks so similar to you, and don't forget egotistical.

She wanted to say something, but all that came was a small, shaking breath, that became a sob in the back of her throat. She felt hot tears sting at her eyes, and disappeared back into oblivion.

"Namine?"


To be continued?

(Shoots self) Ugh, I actually wrote hetero! I hate hetero! (Sorry to all you SoraKairi fans out there. And all of you yaoi fans too. I like to think of it as plot development more than an actual relationship. RikuSora for the FTW). Anyway, I would very much like more reviews than the pitiful two that I got at first. Even if it is your first time reading femslash, you should at least give it a try. And these girls are so cute! Why not?

Anyway, please review (gives teary eyes). And no flames without constructive criticism! No "OMG, like, they are so not gay!" or "Sora is so gay, how dare you?" They will be blatantly ignored. Thank you.