Disclaimer: I do not won Twilight...

Previously:

"I can't, Jake. I am scared. I don't know what to do," I say quietly.

"First off we will make it through the ceremony, then I will go to your house and pack up some of your thing, then we will eat lots of ice cream and pickles or whatever you are craving. We will do this together, Bella. You are not alone, you have me," he says sincerely.

"I love you Jake," I sigh and let him lead me back to the service for my husband.

Chapter 2

Jake's POV

One night Bella showed up at my door and told me the news. We both cried for the death of our best friend. She has been staying at my house because she doesn't want to see anything that will remind her of her late husband. I went to her house and threw a bunch of her clothes in a duffel bag, so that she could stay at my house.

That was a month ago. She still hasn't been to her house and she started school today. This is the first time she left besides to go to the service. I love her and can see that she is scared. She is carrying his child and she thinks she will have to raise the child on her own. What she doesn't know is that I went out and bought a few things for him/her and that I will be here the whole time. She and her child will live with me.

I have a two bedroom apartment and she has one room and I have the other. I am in her room trying to put together a baby crib and I already have a changing table and a dresser for him/ her. I want them both to feel welcome into my life. I may not love Bella the same as I did but I do love her.

"I'm home, Jake," Bella says from the front door.

Bella's POV

"I'm home, Jake," I say opening the door.

"I'm in here," he yells from my room.

I walk into my temporary bedroom and see that he has changed it to where the baby has everything. I start to cry. It should be Edward putting together the crib. I know that that sounds selfish, but I just want him back.

Jake comes up to me and puts his arms around me. He leads me to the bed and I sit and cry. He holds me until I get up. "I'm going to start dinner," I say knowing that will keep my mind off him for a few minutes.

Jake follows me into the kitchen and takes a seat at the table, "How was your first day?"

"Hard...." I went silent for a minute. "When is it going to stop?" I whisper to Jake.

"Never, but that's a good thing. You need to just think of the good times we had with him. You remember fourth grade when we tricked him into thinking that he was adopted?" he said laughing.

I laugh a little too, "He started to cry and demanded that his mom show him his birth certificate. Then you told him it was a fake," I laughed a little more.

"It took him years to believe that we were lying," he said.

"Thanks Jake," I sigh grateful that he is here. He knows how to make me laugh even when I don't think it is possible.

I know it is short, but I wanted to make sure that everyone knew how Jake felt and how close their friendship is!! PLEASE REVIEW!!!! I love them!!