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Chapter 2

Olivia laid in bed replaying today's activities in her head.

Her little girl was gone to become a mother.

It was like her whole world had come crashing down in a second . She had dreams for Isabelle. There was college. The grad school. Then marriage and kids. Now those dreams had to be put on the back burner all because she hadn't watched her enough.

In retrospect made she shouldn't have let her go to all those parties every Saturday night. Or buy her that short skirt because it was in style and it would make her seem like the cool mom.

"If only I would have been there more" Olivia whispered softly to herself.

Isabelle had told her time and time again how she wished her that she didn't work so much. It was true her job did take up much of her time but she tried to spend as much time with Isabelle as possible. She was on a three week leave now so she could have more time with Izzy before she went back to school.

I promise ill be a better mother from now on

"Mom may I come in " Olivia heard a voice say from bedroom door.

"Of course pumpkin come sit" Olivia smiled and patted next to the empty spot on the bed. Moving over a bit to make room for her daughter. Feeling the bed shift she looked over and smiled taking a glance at her daughters belly. Noticing the new round shape it had to it.

Was that always there? No it couldn't have been. I would have noticed right?

Isabelle played with her fingers . Something she always did when she was extremely nervous. After telling her mother about her pregnancy a few hours earlier she had locked herself in her room her thinking about what she was going to do after a while she had come to a decision.

"I want to have a abortion" She blurted out.

"Are you sure Isabelle ?" Olivia asked " I mean its your choice of course but there are other options"

"I cant carry him or her around for 9 months then give it away for to strangers and mom I'm to irresponsible to raise a child I think getting pregnant in the first place showed that" Isabelle said lowered her head in shame.

"Okay Izzy if that's what you want ill make you a appointment with my ob-gyn for tomorrow "

"Thank you" Isabelle whispered.

"Isabelle have you told the father that your pregnant yet?"

"He wouldn't care if I was mom he's a real jerk."

"The why did you sleep with him?" Olivia asked " You're a beautiful girl with a even beautiful heart you deserved so much better Isabelle"

"I know mom" Isabelle said gently resting her head on Olivia's shoulder.

Olivia pulled her daughter into a embrace and they laid silently until they both fell asleep.

The next day

"Mom do I really have to do this its so embarrassing" Isabelle cried . Shifting uncomfortably on the hospital table. She was ordered to get undress and put on a thin paper gown and wait the doctor to see her. When she first walked in the first thing she saw were the stirrups and then she realized what there were for..

"Were you embarrassed when you were having sex ?" Olivia asked suddenly regretting it once she saw her daughter slump her shoulders and frown.

"I'm sorry Izzy I shouldn't have said that" Olivia went over and rubbed her back " You'll be just fine Dr. Christians is a great doctor and will take good care of you"

There was a knock on the door and she knew that had to be the doctor they had been waiting for a little over 20 minutes.

"May I come in " a short middle age lady asked as she peeked into the door.

"Sure" Olivia responded .

"So who do we have here Olivia" Dr Christians asked shaking Olivia's hand before walking over to Isabelle.

'This is Isabelle my daughter" Olivia said.

"Well nice to meet you Isabelle and don't be nervous I will try to make this as comfortable as possible for you." Dr Christians said snapping on a pair gloves.

"Thank you" Isabelle said forcing a small smile.

"Okay first ill need to ask you some questions."

"When was your last period"

"Um around the last week in may till early June" Isabelle replied.

"Ok good would you like to see and listen to the baby's heartbeat"

Isabelle hesitated

"Its okay honey I'm right here" Olivia said intertwining her hand into her daughters."

"Yes I would like to see please' Isabelle lifted up the gown so the doctor could apply the jelly.

"Okay this will be cold " Dr Christian warned before squirting the jelly onto her abdomen. Moving the instruments around trying to find the baby.

"There it is" Isabelle announced .

"From the date of you last period and the sonogram you look to be around 3 months along"

"How long till abortion isn't a option" Olivia asked fascinated by the little human being on the monitor.

"Well we advise mothers to not get one after the 4 month"

"I cant do it mom" Isabelle said taking her eyes away from the screen and looking at her mother.

"That's my baby on the screen I cant just kill it" Isabelle said tears slowly leaving her eyes.

"Are you sure you want to keep this baby Izzy?"

"More than anything" Isabelle smiled and turned back to monitor looking at her future.

Olivia was snuggled up in bed with her favorite Ben and Jerry's ice cream and Wizard of oz on tv. Isabelle had fallen asleep as soon as they had returned from the doctor. Olivia didn't have the heart to wake her for dinner she looked so peaceful.

She had decided to keep her baby.

Olivia explained to her on the ride home that some serious changes had to be made if she keep that baby.

No more late night parties.

Hanging out with friends.

Going shopping for herself only .

Everything from now on was about that baby.

She said she knew that and that she would be the best mother that she could,

Olivia hoped.

"I need more ice cream" Olivia said to herself.

She was stopped by the chirping of her phone by the ring tone she could it was Elliot. She didn't know rather to answer or not she had told Elliot that her and Isabelle couldn't go to the park with him and Lizzie because of a family emergency she didn't go into details.

"He'll have to find out sooner or later" She whispered before pressing the talk button on her cell.

"Hey El"

"Hey you I haven't heard from you since you blew me off yesterday so I was just calling to see if you were alright."

"I didn't blow you off I had a emergency"

"You know you never told me what this emergency was which means you blew me off and that hurts my feelings"

Olivia sighed here we go.

"Elliot Isabelle is pregnant" Olivia said.

Silence

"You there El" Olivia said breaking the awkward silence.

"Yea I'm here.. that's just wow "

"Yea I know"

"Is Isabelle alright she wasn't you know raped or anything was it" Elliot asked.

"No she was not raped El"

Elliot let out a sigh of relief "Good."

"So how are you taking this" Elliot asked.

"It feels like I've failed as a parent you know ?" Olivia replied " I mean what kind of mother lets her 15 year old daughter get herself knocked up"

"You cant blame your self Liv you couldn't have been there all the time watching her you know that"

"Yea well I wish I had now my daughter has to go through a pregnancy and raising a kid when she still is kid herself."

"Hey it will be okay don't you worry"

"Thanks" Olivia smiled.

"I'm going to let you go now I see the Wizard of Oz is on and I know your watching it"

"You know me so well" She said.

"Ye I know talk to you later" Elliot said before hanging up the phone.

There was another chirp from her cell phone just seconds after hanging up with Elliot.

"Cant a women watch her tv in peace" Olivia silently screamed.

"Benson" Olivia greeted.

"Benson I thought we were on first name bases by now" A familiar voice sang through the phone.

"Dean?"

"The one and only I've missed you can I come over?" Dean asked.

"I'm not really in the mood for sex tonight" She replied.

"Who said anything about sex is that all our relationship is to you"

"I really wouldn't consider booty calls a relationship" She said

"Well this doesn't have to be a booty call I just want to see you" he pleaded.

"I'm in my pajamas watching the wizard of oz"

"I can put on my pajamas to and I love the wizard of oz"

"Your not going to take no for a answer are you" she asked.

"Nope"

"Okay come over but Isabelle is her so we have to be discrete"

"When am I going to be able to meet her she sounds like a lovely girl" Dean asked.

"How am I going to introduce you all ?" Olivia replied sarcastically " Honey this is Dean no he's not my boyfriend we just fuck every now and again."

"Ouch that hurt" Dean said

"Yea well I'll see you when you get here bye" Olivia said throwing her phone unto the bed.

30 minutes passed when she heard a knock on the door.

"Coming" she yelled carefully not wanting to wake Isabelle.

"Well don't you look sexy" Dean said looking at her cloth pajama pants and pink camisole before giving her pulling her into a kiss.

"Dean were giving the neighbors a show" Olivia said pulling away from his arms and closing her front door.

" Well maybe we should take the show to your bedroom." Dean replied sneaking behind Olivia and kissing her neck. After almost a year of sex he knew her every spot which made saying no to him very difficult and rare.

"No Dean you said we could watch Wizard of Oz and that's what I plan to do but your more than welcome to have sex with yourself if you can be quiet" Olivia joked.

"Very funny Livia"

"Come on stud" Olivia said grabbing his hand and leading him upstairs to her bedroom.

"You know this is the first time you have stayed over and we haven't had sex" Olivia said matter of factly laying her head on Dean's bare chest.

"Yea I almost like cuddling with you just as much as I like the sex" Dean joked.

"Really well maybe we shouldn't have sex anymore just cuddle"

"That'll be fine with me" Dean said looking over at Olivia. "You know I'm not just using you for sex I really do like you and if you don't want to have sex all the time we could actually go out on a real date"

"Really" Olivia asked. Shocked that Dean actually asked her out on a date.

"Yea you know if you like"

"I would love that" She said cheerfully straddling him as she kissed passionately .

"Olivia if we don't stop I might have to take back the no sex tonight" Dean said trying to catch his breath .

"Okay okay you mind if we stay in this position" Olivia said .

"Whatever you want baby"

Olivia smiled resting her head on his chest as she fell into a peaceful sleep.

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