Okay as you could see I made some changes in response to the feedback I got to try and keep things more in character for Beckett and explain things on a more emotional character based level instead of a grand moral stand one. I hope I got it right this time please let me know what you think of the newly edited story and which version you like best. I still have the old version which I can repost if you think that works better. Please let me know what you think in the form of reviews and pms as those are huge help. As always thanks for reading and for your support.