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Bella's POV

I was there for the beginning of the whole mess. The whole way everything happened. The whole mess of falling in love.

It all started on a grey morning, but it was surprisingly warm. I was sitting at a table where everybody eats outside during lunch with Edward, Jacob, Jessica,, Angela Alice, Jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie. Everything was going great. We were cracking jokes, and enjoying the time before school as always, and then I heard Jessica giggle randomly, causing the rest of everybody to look over at her.

She looked at Angela with a surprised face. Then she turned to Edward. "Umm… Edward, Angela wants to know if you'll go out with her."

I almost choked on my own spit. The air around me became tense as everybody looked to see Edward's reaction. His face turned a reddish color and he smiled a bit. His dimples that were indented in his perfected skin began to show. "Uh… I don't know, I'll tell you at lunch." he said.

The rest of the morning went on but it wasn't the way I expected it to be. Something in the pit of my stomach told me that nothing would be the same. Edward looked a little bit shocked. His eyes didn't look right. The flecks of gold and dark green didn't have the same sparkle they normally did against the light green of the rest of his eye color.

Edward met me outside of my class that day like normal, but his hair looked especially good, and his body looked more sculpted than usual; that, and he was with Angela. They were looking at each other with all loved up smiles and they were holding hands. I thought he said he would decide to say yes or no to Angela about going out at lunch, but I was wrong. Really wrong. Them holding hands was painful for me to look at. It felt like a million sharp knifes stabbing my heart as it rapidly speeded up,

Angela came up and I uncomfortably hugged her. Then Edward hugged me. There was this amazing warm, loving feeling that sent electric shocks down my spine when he touched me. It felt right. He held on a bit longer than usual, and it felt like a goodbye. I wanted to stomp my feet and cry at the same time.

What the heck is wrong? I wondered. I should most definitely not be feeling this way about Edward. But the only other time I ever felt like this was when I had a huge crush on a boy at school, all to see that he went out with Jessica, and now Jessica isn't as close to me as she used to be…no. I must be confusing the head over heels feeling with this. Because, yeah, because there is no way in the world I could feel like that about Edward,

We sat and talked for a while and then he left, once again, he and Angela left hand in hand.

Alice, who I never realized was there, looked at me like she knew exactly what was running through my head. "Are you okay, Bella?" she asked.

"Uh. Yeah." I said, and let the new, strange feeling soak in.

Something is seriously wrong. I thought. Why is this hurting me?

Alice waved goodbye and smiled lightly ,and then went to her class. I shook off my thoughts of Edward, and proceeded throughout the school day. And at lunch I tried more than hard not even to look Edward in the eye. It hurt too much. So I just ignored him in science, during 6th period.

I left school that day with shaky legs, and I could still feel and hear my heart beating in my chest like when I saw Angela with Edward. Why? I kept asking myself. I knew that I never felt really bothered when I heard about the girl Edward was taking to the dance, or who he was currently going out with. But this was different. Maybe it was because he was going out with a such a close friend of mine. Yeah that was it.

I think.

I went home with shoulders slumped, still confused.

I studied, and did dishes, cleaned the house, and tried my absolute hardest to stick to a usual routine and not think about Edward. Which I found to be hard, because he was my best friend in the world. I even ignored his calls, which was tough and made me feel more than guilty,. But eventually I fell asleep, and drifted off into a dream.

The science class I'm in is going on a field trip of some sort. I am sitting next to Edward and Angela is somewhere on a different bus that is coming on the field trip with us. He gazing into my eyes, saying sweet things and then he says in his beautiful velvety voice "You know Bella, you're kind of beautiful."

I blush of course, then look around and behind me to see who he was talking to.

"I was talking to you, cutie." he says, which makes my stomach feel a little bit little butterflies decided to live there.

"Won't Angela be angry you said that?" I ask him, and can't get the fact the he called me a cutie and beautiful out of my head.

He smiles some more and says, "Yeah, but let's live in the moment a little." I protest and say no, but he is so good looking at the moment, that I can't resist after a lot of persuading from him.

Then, Mike Newton walks up out of nowhere and he says something unimportant enough not remember and then he takes my hand and Edward's hand and puts them together and he smiles, then walks away. Edward looks at me with his big green eyes and I almost melt looking in them. "It feels right, huh?" he asks me.

I blush even more, and it feels like all of the blood in my body goes straight to my cheeks. "Yeah." I say.

And the bus stops and lets all of the kids out to some sort of a park with a beautiful grass field and pretty paths and flowers. And Edward does gentleman type things like hold the bus door open for me (which makes me wonder why the bus has doors that need to be manually opened, but I shake it off). And we walk around the whole field trip holding hands.

At least a majority of the field trip until we find a cozy bench and sit down to talk. Suddenly, Edward leans in and kisses me, and I kiss him back, and we keep kissing. He holds the back of my head to pull me in closer, and he starts to kiss my neck, and we are making out for a really long time, and then Angela walks up.

I woke up that morning a bit more confused than I ever thought I could be. The dream puzzled me even more.

The next week consisted of me not being able to get Edward out of my mind. And more dreams of us either going out or him being completely in love with me, and even more jealous feelings against Angela. After a while, I have no choice but to conclude that I like Edward on a much higher level than friends. A much, much higher level.


AN:

I know this chapter is chore. Just like the last one. I'm sorry. But I was just so happy that I got all of the feedback from you guys that I just had to give you a little more so you would stay happy with me. And because I like writing, and have a lot of free time right now. Heh heh. But anyways, Please review!!! They make Bella understand the feelings she has for Edward, and they make Edward like Bella even more!!! Love you for reading.

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