Came up with this last night. Went through a an inspiration streak. Wrote another one, andone which I'll put up on my birthday. Gotta wait 'til june for that though :) Enjoy.

Merry / Pippin Slash again. Have I missed anything....

Don't own this. And thanks for everyone who reviewed.

Continuation, obviously.

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I'm sorry

I'm sorry I wasn't there today, Pip. But my father didn't want to leave Brandy Hall. I did try though, believe me, please.

I'm going back to Crickhollow. I'm fed up with not being trusted by anyone, especially not my father. Maybe I won't be completely out of their control but it's good enough for me. Maybe Diamond will let you visit me? Maybe it'll be like it was before. I doubt it, but let me dream.

You know, I sat in my room, earlier, and stared at the door. I could hear the cheers, when It was over. When the dreaded 'Always and Forever' kiss was over. And I couldn't help but think about me there instead of Diamond. And I dreamt and wished that it was me you promised to love forever, in front of the whole Shire. But it wasn't was it?

I half expected you to come through the door, and tell me you'd run away from them, and you were ready to run away with me. I had to hope for something, I guess.

I suppose we won't be together anymore, and I don't know how I'll cope. You've always been with me. Always. And when you weren't with me, I was thinking of you. And even if you can live without me, I can't live without you. Without being near you, or seeing you, or just... living without you. I don't know about you, Pippin, but I'm going to find it hard to forget the four year of my life that meant so much to me, just like... that.

I'm sorry. For everything. Everything. I've ever done wrong. I'm sorry for pushing you out an apple tree when you were 12 and broke your arm. I'm sorry for making fun of you when you were all dressed up for Bilbo's birthday party. And you didn't talk to me for the rest of the night. I'm sorry for locking you outside Crickhollow and you caught that cold. I'm sorry for always calling you a baby. I'm sorry for ever thinking, for ever saying I hated you. I'm sorry.

Pippin, I know I should say this, but... I wish you were coming with me. I know things are different from when we sat in front of the fire talking about it, and that there are a new million reasons for you not to come. Diamond being a main one.

I have to go now, if I want any hope of reaching Crickhollow before nightfall. I'll be thinking of you, Pip. Wishing you were with me.

I love you, Pippin. Always have and always will.

Meriadoc Brandybuck