Bella POV. Preface Flashback:
"You don't want me?" i said shakily, oh God please please let him say yes he does... How would i live without him? "i'm sorry Bella, you're not good for me, i don't want to keep pretending im something that i'm not. You're a distraction Bella, over time you'll easily forget me and us vampires... well we're very easily distracted." i didnt miss that smirk on his face and then he tried to conceal with that mask of his but i knew him to well. The day that i had dreaded was here and i had known it would happen eventually my life was just to good to be true.
He had fallen for another, he probably fell for a horrible blond slut of a vampire! i could feel the hatred in me, this was new! It seems that, well, that im finally developing a backbone. Hmmm, Rosalie would be proud. Edward brought me back to my thoughts, "i'm leaving for good Bella, I promise it will be as if i'v never existed" Uuugghh!!!! Here comes that stupid protective Edward!! Then it hitme if he is gonna leave well GOOD RIDANCE!! i don't NEED him in my life. Its time to share my thoughts with Fuckward!!!
" You know what Edward!! Leave!! I don't want a pansy like you! i actually thought you were the man of my dreams but i was wrong!!" i watched his face contort in shock, i was glad, this is the new Bella the one who doesn't take anyone's crap!
"You can go now, go with whatever slut that you found!! YOU ASSHOLE!!!" After my rant i flipped him off with that wondrous little finger of mine and turned and walked away. I didnt give a fuck then, i was hte new and improved Bella Swan. Nobody was gonna control me
That moment was the deciding moment in my life. That was the day that i chose to go to New York for my new life. And i never looked back again....
