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Never Again, Chapter 2

I did my best to hide my embarrassment once Tsunade-sama had told me why she thought I needed a break. I only nodded 'Maybe a day off would be nice.'

"Don't worry, the system won't fall apart, you do a lot taking care of those brats all day I'm sure you're tired. See you tomorrow."

"Yes I will be back tomorrow, thank you." I quickly made my way to the door, practically running for my apartment. Maybe today he wouldn't want it, maybe I could have a break then I would be fine .I just need a chance for my body to rest that's all. I would be fine tomorrow, right?

I heard the knock on my window but I was too asleep to get up and open it for Kakashi, I knew it was him. Maybe a few weeks ago I would have run to the window to open it for him, but not now. I was tired.

I could hear the window slide open and knew he had gotten impatient and decided to let himself in.

"I know you're awake." I didn't knowledge his existence. "Come on stop being an ass Iruka."

"Kakashi, where did you grow up?"

"Umm….Konoha. Why do you ask?"

"Well did anyone ever teach you how to ask for permission before coming into someone's home in Konoha, or were you raised in the stables?" Kakashi chuckled.

"No Iruka I wasn't raised in a barn."

"Then get the fuck out of my house!" I growled. This stupid, beautiful man was keeping me from my dream world. Why, oh why did he have to do that?

"Oh Iruka-kun don't be so mean. I almost feel like you don't care about me." I growled again, then sighed. Turning showing him my face for the first time that night, consequently seeing his face for the first time that night also. His mask was down and I couldn't help but stare at that beautiful face. Why was I in love with this man with the beautiful face?

"No matter how you try you can't stay away from me, can you Iruka?" Kakashi stalked over to me crawling over me so I was staring straight up at his face. "You want to know why that is, Iruka? It's because I own you…you wouldn't be able to live without me, you're just my little pet."

No, it wasn't true, it couldn't be true. I had been used enough in my life ,why did the one man I know I love have to be like this? It had been so long since I had trusted anyone, and now the man I did trust always treated me like a sex toy.

I wasn't expecting him to kiss me so I 'eeped' automatically allowing him entrance to my mouth…that was my mistake. Once his tongue hit mine, I was puddy in the man's arms. There for him to shape anyway he pleases…so it was true he really did own me.

I really was nothing to him, just another whore that couldn't get passed his touch. I had failed him; I wasn't able to crack that outer shell like I promised him when this all began.

Flashback

I had silently longed for that handsome silver haired ninja since the beginning of team seven. The moment I laid my eyes on his singular grey blue orb I was hooked, I would try to catch a glance at him every chance I got. He was like a drug, one look and you were hooked.
It was on my day off that I noticed him without his guard on for the first time…and I think the only. I was walking to the memorial stone, planning on paying my respects to a few of my fallen comrades when I saw Kakashi in a tree. He had his hands covering his eyes and I could see tears on staining those gorgeous cheeks.

This was right after Sasuke had betrayed the village, I hadn't thought on how that would have affected Kakashi. I was only worried about Naruto ,who told me he secretly loved the trader. In those exact words of course.

I wasn't thinking on how that would make Kakashi feel he must have felt like a failure ,that his star student didn't think that Kakashi was strong enough to teach him all he needed to know.

Pretty much the whole village knew of Kakashi's terrible luck with loved ones. I couldn't blame him for being upset if Naruto despaired ,I would have been upset as well, though I was a special case with my extreme mother-complex.

After that I made a silent vow to Kakashi that I would find some way to ease his pain, but I had failed my mission. I wasn't easing his pain I was just letting him use me. To over power me, at first I thought that, this was okay, that he could release tension and maybe a little later on he would fall in love with me.

End Flashback

Now I knew that would never happen I would never be able to crack this ninja's shell. This was the last time, the last time…after this I wouldn't let him use me…if it was the last thing I did I would make sure that he couldn't use me anymore…it would be the best for the both of us.

Author Time:

Hey guys its meeeeee!!! Okay so there are not many people reading this Fic. T.T Well I guess not all of my Fics can be good but I know were this is going now and you will want to read it!!!!!!!! Especially if you're into angst….but review or I won't update I only want 5 reviews and I won't update until I get my 5 reviews so be sure to tell them about this Fic. I'm deciding to be a moody bitch about this so do it quickly or I may drop the story.

Editor's Note: Isn't that mean of her? T3T