A/N—Wow … thanks so much for the wonderful reviews and words of encouragement… I was really worried about this story… it is so different from anything I have written before. So thanks again….

Chapter 2.....

JJ arrived at work on forty five minutes later and was shocked to see Emily was already there. She was sitting at her desk listening to Morgan's latest story with just a hint of a smile on her face. It still amazed JJ how things were different at work. JJ often thought that Emily deserved the Oscar for some of her acting abilities. JJ knew the reason why. It was the same reason Reid had hid his drug problem.

JJ simply shook her head as she turned towards Emily's desk. It often amazed her how for a group of profilers could be completely blind to what was right in front of them, well that was except for Morgan.

"Hey JJ." Morgan smiled as she approached them.

"Hey Morgan." JJ plastered on a fake smile. "Hey honey, you forgot this." JJ said as she put Emily's badge on her desk. In Emily's rush to flee the house this morning she had forgotten it.

"Thanks." Emily said quietly.

"So you two excited about today?" Morgan asked. "You think it will take this time?" Ever since Emily and JJ had told Morgan they were trying to have a baby, Morgan was over the moon. The thought of becoming an uncle was almost too much for him. JJ and Emily were his best friends and their happiness meant everything to him.

"I hope so." JJ smiled.

"Excuse me." Emily said as she stood up. "I need some more coffee." JJ watched with sad eyes as Emily walked towards the break room.

"Everything okay JJ?" Morgan asked as he stood up beside JJ. Although Emily was a pretty good actress, Morgan knew something was wrong by the look in JJ's eyes. He had known JJ for a long time and to him she was as much a sister to him as his real sisters.

"Yeah, everything is…" JJ stopped when she looked at Morgan's face. He was giving her the 'don't lie to me' look. "I just don't know Morgan. I just don't know." JJ said as a tear escaped her eye.

"Look I think we both know that Emily has a problem, but until she can admit it there is nothing we can do." Morgan said as he wiped the tear from JJ's cheek.

"It's just…. Something happened in the compound Morgan and it breaks my heart to know that she won't tell me." JJ allowed herself to be wrapped up in Morgan's arms.

"I know honey. I know." Morgan said quietly. "Is she going with you to the doctor today?" Morgan asked and JJ shook her head. "Do you want me to come?"

"No, you don't have to do that. I'll be fine."

"Are you sure?" Morgan asked he let her go. "Because I don't mind."

"I know you don't but really it's fine." JJ offered another fake smile.

"Okay, well if you change your mind you know were to find me." Morgan gave JJ a quick kiss on the forehead and JJ turned to go back to her office. Morgan watched his friend walk away in silence. He really hoped that Emily figured out how to handle what she was going through and soon, because he wasn't sure JJ was going to hang around that much longer; she couldn't and if and when JJ left what little strength Emily had left would crumble.

Later that afternoon JJ sat in one of the examination rooms waiting for Dr. Williams to come in.

"Hello JJ, how are you this afternoon?" Dr. Williams asked a few minutes later as she walked into the room.

"I'm good." JJ half smiled.

"Emily not joining us today?" Dr. Williams asked, a little surprised to see Emily not there.

"No she is….busy at work. She couldn't get off. She was really upset that she couldn't be here, but such is the life of an FBI Agent." JJ lied to the doctor. Now Dr. Williams was a smart woman, her medical degree was a testament to that. So she knew that JJ was lying. When she first met JJ and Emily six months ago, Emily had been a permanent fixture beside JJ; asking numerous questions, almost to the point of driving the good doctor insane. Then about three months ago, something changed. Although she would still come with JJ to all of the appointments, she no longer asked questions. Rather she sat quietly in the chair and she no longer held JJ's hand during the examinations.

"Is everything okay? I don't mean to pry, but is everything okay with you and Agent Prentiss?" Dr. Williams asked. JJ wasn't sure how to respond. "Cause you know that it's not too late to stop this. Maybe wait a little bit."

"NO!" JJ said louder and quicker than she should have. "I mean no. We both still want this. We both need this." JJ said with all honesty. Again, Dr. Williams knew there was more to the story, but she decided not to push it.

"Okay, than. Let's get you prepped for the procedure."

Three hours later, JJ left the doctors office and made her way home. The whole way home she prayed that this time the procedure would take. She was convinced that a baby would be what Emily needed to bring herself out of this funk.

JJ walked into the dark house and sat her purse and keys down on the table. She walked into the living room and found Emily sitting on the couch watching the television. The coffee table in front of her was covered in beer bottles. JJ sighed and turned to leave.

"Where the hell have you been?" Emily asked as she jumped up from the couch.

"I had a doctor's appointment today, remember?" JJ replied, turning back to face Emily. JJ expected Emily to say something, but what happened instead she had not anticipated. Before JJ knew it Emily had pushed her, rather forcefully up against the living room wall. Emily's lips crashed down onto JJ's in an extremely sloppy kiss. Emily's breath reeked of alcohol and it was all JJ could do to not gag. "Emily stop." JJ managed to say as she pushed Emily off of her.

"What? Come on baby you know you want it." Emily smirked; her once brown eyes almost black. Emily moved towards JJ again and before JJ could react Emily had ripped her shirt open. Emily grabbed JJ's breast so hard that JJ cried out in pain. Though it never phased Emily as she moved in for another sloppy kiss. It wasn't until JJ felt Emily bite her lip that she used all of her strength to push Emily off again. "What the fuck?" Emily snapped as JJ brushed her fingers across her lips. She pulled them back and was shocked to see blood.

"You're drunk and I'm sore." JJ snapped back as she continued to stare at the blood on her fingers. "I had a doctors appointment today right now the last thing I want is sex! Especially not sex like this." JJ yelled as she pointed to her bloody lip. Emily looked at the blood that was trickling down from JJ's lip and she suddenly felt sick to her stomach. Her mind told her to beg for forgiveness but her mouth refused to cooperate. Emily continued to stare at JJ and what she saw in JJ's eyes terrified her. She saw fear. JJ was afraid of her. In that moment JJ was scared of what Emily might do and that was almost too much for Emily to handle.

"Fine you know what, screw you!" Emily yelled as she grabbed her keys and stormed out of the house. Once outside Emily pulled a card out of her pocket and quickly dialed the number. She waited for the voice on the other end to say hello. "Hey Lisa, its Emily. You know from last night?.... yeah exactly….. you mind if I come over?.... great see you a 15 minutes." Emily closed her phone and peeled out of the driveway.

Back inside, JJ cringed as she heard the front door slam shut. Tears began to fall almost immediately. JJ grabbed her shirt and pulled it tightly across her chest; she slid down the wall and began crying hysterically.

A/N-Okay so I know that this is a little shorter than most of my stories, but that just seemed like a good stopping point….. PLEASE REVIEW…..