Well...this is how it feels. This is how it feels to look back at your past and say where was I going with this? Despite being the thing that put me on this site I never had an idea where to end it? Hell I had nothing planned ,but the first few chapters. Know as I look forward I have ideas for stories. Stories I actually have an ending to.

Despite how well I thought my first stories were and how much I said I hate authors who never finish their work...I can see how they stop. No for me it wasn't people flaming them constantly. I fell out of love for the fandom. I actually think I was falling out of it when I started. The stories were my attempt to stay just in there a little bit longer. My most recent attempt felt like it was more to convince myself to go back to it.

I think this because as I said above I never had an ending or an idea where to go after the group already formed or they escaped the village. Too much ambition ,yet not enough thought put into it. Hell even my Zelda story had an idea of what the ending would be... an ending I still want and am sure I can write. I can't keep saying I'll update these or I'll come back to these because I can't bring myself to. Anything I actually did write would feel just...hallow.

I wanted to be the author that never abandoned my work that always finished it. I wanted to be a cut above the rest ,and looking back I started in the wrong direction. I tried to keep it serious when in actuality I'm pretty sure I was going through that phase in life. You know the edgy phase we all go through without thinking about it.

Seriously pretty sure all I read was dark Naruto stories.

I can't even go back and enjoy them. I've changed in two years ,and unfortunately so has my muse. I just can't seemed to really get back into the fandom. A story here or their ,but never actually get into it. Maybe it was a combination of things that caused me to fall out of love with it ,but can't pin down where it all stopped.

So I'm sorry. From the bottom of my heart for wasting your time. For those who wanted these stories to grow into something a thing of beauty. I can't deliver. It's just not who I am anymore. I can't be the person to write this.

Yet somehow I feel like I'm free. Free to pursue other fandoms and try different stories.

As for these...well it would be a shame to end them so...I guess their up for adoption. Maybe they find someone who can actually complete them. Some one who can give you the ending you all deserve.

I do have to thing Kira Akuma though once again for his ; unfortunately, wasted ideas for the puppet story. Dude gave me more creative ideas for puppets than I could think of even if he only gave 2 .Thanks for that sorry I couldn't entertain you or put your ideas to use.

Just...Fuck.

Never thought I'd become what I hate. Well know I see their side of the argument.

Writings hard. Rewarding when you do it right ,but without a purpose or even a clue as to what your doing...it's torture. Yet somehow I feel inspired. As if from the ashes of my old works I come out as something different a new author hopefully a better one. So I have let me say this one last time.

To everyone who supported me at the beginning I'm sorry. If you don't want to stay it's fine if you don't want to read anything more from me. To those who stay and are willing to give me a second chance despite the fact this could happen again because I can't promise it won't...well I don't know what to say. Thank you...

Just hope I can be better in the future...and I have to add this hurts... surprisingly a lot more than I thought it would.