Let Love In
A/N: Alright. It only takes one bad review for me to go hunting for a Beta. Sooo…Is there anyone out there wanting to be my beta. /smile/ If so I would be so grateful. You may email me at Pandakoi at gmail Enjoy! Even with minor mistakes. XD
Chapter Two
"Sara…"
She could feel her skin ripping from the sharp edges of the key.
"Honey, please…don't cry."
Why did this surprise her? The pain, the agony?
"I should have…"
Her hand released the key. The sound of the metal hitting the cold floor broke her from the inside.
"I could have…."
Why did it not surprise she wasn't crying?
"I would have…"
"Shut up." She murmured, her voice barely rising above a whisper. She was sure he heard it because he went silent. Her cloudy eyes stared down at the mess in her hand. Small jagged marks from the key had cut into her hand, leaving them angry and vicious looking. She heard him take a deep breath and she could feel his mind buzzing.
"He's right…Even if we weren't caught then…"
She closed her wounded hand and looked back at him, her face as plain as her white collared shirt. "I understand…This wouldn't have worked out anyway." Her own words sent volts of shock through her. Lies, lies and lies. She told herself in her mind. It could have worked out. It could have!
"…It was…"
"It was fun while it lasted." She heard herself say, not sure if she had control over what she said. Better have her say it before he did. Before he broke any other piece of her that was intact. She soon found herself walking down the stairs then in a flash she was in her car, driving through stop signs and crossing double lines, and in another flash she was climbing her stairs, her keys jiggling softly.
She had seen many bad romance movies break when the girl gets through her door and shatter before she could even set her keys down. If life was only that less dramatic. She thought as she dumped her keys in the bowl. She shed off her jacket on her way to the bathroom. Half way there she froze, her eyes landing on a book.
"Sara…I should have never asked you to do this. I could have been much stronger then I was when Nick was kidnapped. But I want to thank you for being there. I would have never gotten through it with out you…Honey, please…don't cry…He's right…If we weren't caught then we could have destroyed our whole career….It was-"
"It was nice while it lasted…" She finished picking up the book that Grissom had given her. A small blood smear was left on the spine as she dumped it in the trash. "But I thought we could have last longer…" She found herself by her bathroom door, unable to stop the pain wavering through her torn body. And just like a bad romance movie, she thought, it would get a lot worse before it ever, if it could, get better.
TBC
A.N: I meant the whole beta thing…really folks…alright I won't push. Hoped you enjoyed this SHORT chapter. XD
