Dear Fred,
Your second funeral was just what you wanted it to be. A party. We all celebrated your life, I wish you could have been there. I set of our entire stock of fireworks- Mum looked like she was going to kill me. I may be joining you sooner than you think, even without mom's help. I just feel so lost, but I know you would want me to go on, but I can't, I really can't. Please come back. I need you more than I ever did.
-George
