I vaguely remember being carried behind the stage. When I awoke a medical person was leaning over me and gave me water. Once I was still and not jumping around and screaming, I felt better.

"Could I go back out and watch?" I asked the person.

"There's no way for you to get your spot back but I don't think it would be a problem to watch backstage, as long as you stay out of the way." The crew member replied.

I smiled. Watching from backstage! I was almost glad I didn't feel well. Little did I know this was just the beginning. The crew member eyed me suspiciously, as if I was special.

I had thought i was close to Tokio Hotel before! Well now I could almost reach out and touch Georg. Lights were flashing everywhere and people were running around shouting orders backstage. I couldn't help but wonder how the bodyguards spotted me and lifted me out of the crowd.

"If I were you and i had the chance, I would thank Bill after the concert" A crew member beside me told me as if he could read my mind.

"Why?" I asked...Thank Bill, did she mean in person?

"Didn't you see him? How do you think the bodyguards knew how to get you out? Bill told them to get you some air" I hadn't seen him. According to the crew member, Bill had leaned over in-between songs and pointed at me and told the guard to get me out after talking to David off-stage.

I was having trouble comprehending that I might meet my idols. I was so excited. As the band played "By Your Side" my pulse started racing. This was the last song. As they played their last notes, the fans went crazy.

Bill smiled beautifully and thanked everyone again. As the four left the stage they walked past me. Tom, Georg, and Gustav smiled excitedly at each other. And Bill winked at me as he passed. My heart seemed to forget to beat as I smiled back. He stopped momentarily to say "I was hoping you were still here."

I could still hear everyone screaming behind me, but I followed a crew member to a room where apparently Tokio Hotel were. She pulled open the door and ushered me inside.