Strange.

That's how Natalia always felt around Lilli.

She was so sweet, so kind, so gentle to Natalia. She was to everyone, really. So it wasn't as if it was special treatment, but…

Natalia was used to everyone being afraid of or intimidated by her. Or to just avoid her altogether.

But sweet Lilli, always so nice, never (seemingly) intimidated by her, never speaking a harsh word, never running and hiding from her.

Lilli had always treated her kindly, whereas Ivan (her object of affection) and others had treated her coldly.

Natalia had (though she would never admit it), grown quite affectionate for her, and often would seek her out at gatherings.

On this particular evening, it dawned on Natalia what this strange feeling was.

Happiness.

"Lilli." Natalia said, setting her coffee cup down on the counter.

"Hmmm? Ms. Natalia?" Lilli asked.

"No need to be so formal…" Natalia breathed, leaning in.

"Ms. Na- Natalia – Mmm!" Their lips met.

After a moment, they pulled apart, faces flushed.

"You make me happy, Lilli." Natalia whispered softly into Lilli's ear, brushing some blonde hair from the girls eyes.