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Not for Edward lovers. Bella and Edward are engaged to be married. What happens when a young woman shows up at there apartment? And what is it she tells Bella that changes everything.

Warning slight lemon.

AN: I changed the fact that Emmett and Alice were siblings.


Bella's POV

When I woke I lay there on Jasper's bed. I picked up my phone and called Edward. He answered immediatley. I almost hung the phone up.

"Bella." He breathed out. I frowned.

"How long Edward?" I asked him quietly. He was silent. "Please tell me. How long? Whats here name? Do you even know her? Where did you meet her?"

"Two years." He answered. "I met her at a bar...Her name is Tanya. I do know her...Bella I didn't just sleep with her. She wasn't just someone I went to for sex." I didn't want to hear anymore I hung the phone up and threw it at the wall. The bedroom door opened and Alice was standing. She rushed to my side.

"Bella...I came as soon as I found out what happened." She told me softly. Alice, Jasper, Rose, Emmett, Edward and I had all grown up together in the town of Forks. Alice and Edward were siblings as was Rosalie and Jasper. Emmett like had been an only child. MY mother and theres had been best friends. We all had decided to go to college together. She gently rocked me. Jasper and Alice had dated once, things didn't just work out. Emmett and Rose had been dating longer than Edward and I. Jasper stepped into the room. He sat on my other side. He took me from Alice's arms. He cuddled me closely. His breath was warm on my neck. Alice excused herself. I sobbed harder and he gently rocked me back and forth. I was finally calm. I looked up at him.

"How are you feeling?" He asked me gently.

"I'm okay." I told him. "I always expected him to do this. I knew I was never good enough. I mean there had be someone else." Edward and I had never slept together. Edward had told me that he wanted to do things right, that he wanted to wait until we were married. I believed him. He said it would be more special. I had never slept with Edward, so therefore I had never slept with anyone. But I wasn't going to tell Jasper this. I was to embarrassed. I was twenty-two years old and still a virgin. That was pathetic. This brought on a whole new round of sobs that Jasper didn't understand. He cuddled me closely again.

"Shh Bella," He whispered gently. "Its alright." I shook my head because it really wasn't. "Bella whats wrong."

"I can't tell you Jasper." I said shaking my head. "Its too embarassing."

"Darlin' you can tell me everything." He said gently. "You can tell me anything." He leaned down like he was going to kiss me but pulled back and gently ran his hands through my hair.

"Edward...He told me he wanted to do things right and that he wanted to wait until we were married." I told him quietly. "He said it would be more special. So I believed him. It hurts knowing he slept with some one else. That I wasn't good enough for him, not pretty enough for him." Jasper's eyes widened.

"Oh a virgin aren't you?" He said gently, I nodded and blushed. Tears filled my eyes. "Bella don't ever think you aren't good enough for anything. You are so pretty, never let anyone tell you other wise." I buried my face in his chest as my tears poured out.

For the next few days I was basically a zombie. I ate, slept, went to class, did my homework. I was basically going through the motions. Finally Jasper got fed up with it. He burst into his room which i was still staying in.

"That's it Isabella Swan." He snapped at me. "You are going with me. Get dressed wear...something club appropriate." I nodded and he walked out. I looked at my phone and I saw the date. I was suppose to be getting married today. I shook my head. I would listen to Jasper from now on. Tonight I was going to be sexy. I was going to wear something sexy, the type of thing Edward hated me in. I grabbed a strapless dress that was dangerously low cut and extremely thin. I took a shower and slid on the dress when I stepped out. I didn't bother with a bra or underwear. Tonight I was letting everything go. I slid on a pair of flats. I blow dried my hair and straightened. Then I started my make up, another thing Edward hated. When I finished I walked out of my room and into the living room with a new confidence. My eyes fell on Jasper. He looked sexy as hell. He was wearing a fitted t-shirt, a pair of skinny jeans, and pair of all-star converse.(outfits are on profile.) Jasper was looking me over with a lustfull look in his eyes.

When we got to the club, Jasper and I started out with several shots each and then some more drinks. I was wasted and Jasper was too. Then he pulled me to the dance floor. He placed his hands on my hips and we danced closely to each other. I ground my hips into his. He ran his hand across my hips. I knew with how thin my dress was he would surely find out I was wearing any underwear. I was right. His eyes widened.

"God Bella your not wearing any underwear are you?" He whispered in my ear. His tongue flicked out and liked my ear lobe. I leaned forward taking his earlobe into my mouth sucking on it.

"Nope." I whispered, "I'm not wearing a bra either." He moaned loudly because as I said this I ground my hips into his hard.

"Fuck," He cursed. "Do you know what your doing to me?" I turned around and ground my ass into his hips. I could feel his hardness

"I can sure feel it." I told him as threw my head back and sucked on his neck. He turned me in his arms and kissed me passionately. One of his hands where on my hip and the other one was massaging my breast. He was kissing and sucking on my neck and collar bone."Let me show you what your doing to me Jasper." I grabbed his hand that was on my hip and slid it under my dress and on to my sex. We danced together for awhile longer. His hand stayed under my dress teasing me. I pulled away from I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the bar. I order two rounds of shots. We both downed one each. He looked at me and grabbed my hand. He drug me out of the club and across the street to the hotel that was there. He got a room.

Once we were in the room, all caution was thrown to the wind. He was undressing and as was I. I was done before him because all that had to go was a dress an shoes. I lay back on the bed. Jasper looked over at me and desire practically rolled off him. He moved towards me.

"Fuck me Jasper." I said looking into his eyes. "Don't worry about the pain I want to feel it. Don't stop even if I cry out." He moved on top of me and entered me roughly like I had asked. There was no more playing around. I cried out in pain but Jasper didn't stop because I asked him not to. It felt wonderful the pain and all. When we both came, we both fell asleep with him still inside of me.

When I woke up the next morning Jasper was still on top of me and inside me. It took me a minute to realize what had happened. I slapped my hand to my mouth and tears sprang to my eyes.

"Oh my god!" I said loudly, sobbing slightly and it startled Jasper awake. It took him a second and he looked down at me. His eyes widened.

"Shit." He said when he realized the position we were in. But I felt him growing hard inside me and it caused me to moan. Before we realized what was happening his lips were on mine and we were grinding into each other. When we had both finished he rolled off of me and cursed again.

"Bella did that really happen? Did last night really happen?" He asked me quietly.

"Yeah Jazz it did." I told him a slight sob in my voice. He pulled me to him. I couldn't help it, I snuggled against him. I looked at him.

"It will be okay," He said gently. My heart beat erratically. He played with my hair and tried to calm me but I was having all kinds of realizations.

"Jasper...." I said panicking, "We had sex. Unprotected sex. I'm not on birth control. I never needed it....well you know why..." He nodded, worry filled his eyes. I looked at him and was saddened at the thought that this was just sex, drunken sex. Or so I thought. Until he kissed me gently.

"Oh Bella baby." He said gently, "Whats wrong?" I shook my head.

"You'll think I'm stupid or insane." I said quietly. He frowned at me.

"Never Bella." He told me. This gave me some courage and I took a deep breath and I looked at him.

"I'm just sad because all this is was sex...drunken sex at that..." I whispered. He seemed to understand, his eyes widened.

"Bella do you want more?" He asked me. "I have wanted more for god knows how long. Thats why me and Alice never worked. Because I was in love with you." It was my turn for my eyes to go wide.

"I do want more Jasper." I told him, "But you know its only been a week and a day since i found out I threw eight years of my life away on a man who didn't love me. I still need time. I need to go slow. But maybe I won't need that because your you Jasper and I have known you my whole life." He held me closely to him Then my phone started going off. I jumped up to answer. It was Edward. I stared at the phone.

"Where the hell are you?" He yelled into the phone. "Alice says you and Jasper have been missing since eight o'clock last night and its four o'clock in the afternoon." Jasper was watching me concerned.

"Well Edward. Not that it is any of your business anymore. I'm in a hotel room with Jasper now if you will excuse me I need to find my underwear." I said calmly into the phone and shut. Jasper looked amused.

"Babe?" He said sounding serious.

"Yes?" I asked him.

"You weren't wearing underwear last night." He said and laughed. I smiled at him and couldn't help but laugh. I watched as his eyes racked over my body. I sighed.

"I know." I told him sounding upset. "Now I have to ride home in that incredibly thin dress with no bra or panties." Jasper groaned loudly.

"I guess we need to get home then." He said and I nodded.

When we got home Rose was there looking at both of us very seriously.

"I got a call from Edward." Rose spoke looking at us.

"Really? Me too!" I told her. Jasper was staring at me amused.

"Really?" Rose asked playing along with my sarcasm, "What did he say?"

"He wanted to know where I was." I told her.

"Oh? What did you say?" She asked me.

"I told him that was in a hotel room and to please excuse me that I needed to find my underwear." I told her smiling at her. Her fake smile dropped.

"Bella do you know what you did to him?" Rose asked me. "He called me crying because he was so upset about what you said to him. Why would you lie to him like that?"

"I didn't lie to him." I told her, "Well actually I did. I wasn't looking for my underwear I hadn't been wearing any."

"Oh my god." Rose screamed and swung at me but Jasper grabbed her hand stopping her. "No wonder he came to me all the time when he was upset. No wonder he never slept with you and he always came to me." I froze and looked up at her and so did Jasper. She broke out of Jasper's grip and jumped on top of me. She kept hitting me. Jasper was trying to pull her off but failing. After a few minutes, I didn't know how much more I could take. The smell of the blood was getting to me and I started feeling weak and dizzy.

"Rose stop!" Jasper screamed. "Your going to kill her! Rose please stop it. God damn it I love her." Then everything went black.

When I woke Alice, Emmett, and Jasper were in the hospital room. Jasper had dark circles under his eyes. Alice was leaning against Emmett and his arm was wrapped around her. Jasper jumped as soon as my eyes opened. I tried to sit up but Jasper gently pushed me back down. He handed me a bottle of water and I tried to open but my hands shook to much. He took the bottle back. He opened and it and put it to my lips. I drank greedily.

"How long have I been here?" I asked quietly looking at them.

"About a month." Jasper told me. "Bella there are some things you need to know." I stared at him confused.

"Like what?" I asked him.

"Bella what do you remember?" He asked me.

"Your bitchy sister yelling at me. Admitting she slept with Edward and knocking the shit out of me." I told him.

"Thats good you haven't forgotten anything." He told me. I frowned.

"Jasper please just tell me what is going on..." I begged him. HE grabbed my hand.

"Bella your pregnant." He told me. I froze. He watched me closely. "Bella?"

"I'm okay. I mean I knew this could happen." I told him. "We talked about this. How do you feel about it Jasper?"

"Bella. I'm actually quiet happy about....Now that your awake that is." He told me gently.

"Why now that I'm awake?" I asked him.

"Because the doctor said that if you didn't wake up soon there was a chance that neither of you would make it." He told me and my mouth formed a small 'o' shape.