'What love made us do'

Chapter 2

Four days had passed, Addison was going to the trailer some times to look for clean clothes and personal articles she needed to borrow. The contact with her husband on the hospital or in general was almost none. He was so furious because of the whole situation, when where they going to stop playing kids games?! Derek started to realize he was miserable without her; and realized that Meredith was seriously just a toy to play with while Addison wasn't there, In Seattle.

Four days and none of them had sex, it was like touching hell when they were walking into each other while moving around the corridors of the hospital, stealing surgeries, checking patients. Derek was still looking for a good idea to get her back and to ask for her forgiveness. He was kind of tired of always being the source of Addison's pain; when he was also hurting. But the respect and love for Addison always made him change his mind, even about Meredith. He decided it was time to talk to her and argue about it, just to work it out.

Addison was having a bad journey lately, since she got to Seattle just three people received her with a lot of love and gladness; Miranda Bailey; Chief Webber and Callie Torres.

"Can we talk?" Derek said approaching Addison in the corridor, she looked at her husband and then went back to reading her patient's story, she was wearing those red glasses that made her hair look even more brighter.

"I'm kinda busy right now." Addison replied coldly. He insisted by staring in front of her, she rolled her eyes and left her glasses and papers in the table next to her. "What do you wanna talk about?" She asked. She was serious and she seemed tired. Derek cleansed his throat. She was acting bitchy and distant.

"You know what I want to talk about. Addison I can't keep fighting with you." Derek said sincerely. Addison nodded and walked away.

She expected an apology or something, but this time she choose ignoring her husband once again. She took her glasses and the papers she was reading earlier, she left Derek alone there.

Addison came into an on-call room finding Callie there too, she was trying to sleep but Addison needed a talk.

"Callie!" Addison almost yelled at her to wake her up. She slightly started waking up.

"What's going on?" Callie asked half asleep.

"My husband is looking for me." Addison said. Callie nodded and laughed, Addison started laughing two, she sounded so crazy and desperate, she did want to talk to Derek. "Calliope. I think I'm in love, with my husband." Callie found Addison's confessions so goofy that she laughed at them.

After a long day, Addison was in the middle of the last consult of the day; Derek sneaked into the room where she had her purse and stuff, he stole her purse and left a note instead.

"I'm not giving you your purse if you don't talk to me. — Derek."

He then left to home, he didn't cared; he just knew Addison was going to come after him. Derek practically escaped from the hospital, wanting to get home as soon as he could to hide her purse somewhere and to wait for her outside of the trailer. As soon as Derek was there he left Addison's purse inside of the oven, the only part he ever thought of.

"You have to be kidding." Addison said to herself when she found the post in on her locker. She didn't have her phone even, she had to go to Derek's to find her purse, even if she didn't want that. She walked into the Chief's office, spotting Richard working on some paper work.

"Can I use your phone? Mine got stolen by my husband." She said getting into the room, shutting the door behind her.

"Yeah sure, there you go." Richard said giving her his phone she smirked at the chief and dialed Derek's number.

"Hello?" Derek said at the phone.

"I swear I will send an intern to look for it." Addison says challenging.

"I'm not going to give it to an intern! You gotta come here by yourself and pick it up." Derek said. He knew Addison was struggling, and he couldn't wait to see her mad face to appear in front of the trailer.

"I will kill you." Addison said fully of anger; she then turned the phone off, she felt warm by his voice for some reason; she left the room and waved goodbye doctor Webber.

She took her coat to finally left work, she had to admit she was happy knowing she was about to meet with Derek, even if they were both in the middle of a fight. It started raining.

As soon as Addison found herself outside the trailer, her eyes widen when she saw Derek standing there in the rain waiting for her. Addison got out of the car, wearing her coat as some kind of umbrella to cover her head.

"Can we just end this now? Please give me my purse back." Addison asked him. He smiled; knowing she was melting inside because of that perfect beautiful smile. "Come on Derek, this isn't funny." Addison said rolling her eyes.

"I will give it to you. But not now. I want you to accept my apologies. I treated you wrong again." He smiled at her, thinking he finally was doing something to get her back. She kept her distance from him, knowing she was practically an animal if we talk about her feelings for Derek; and also the fact they didn't have sex since four nights ago.

"Derek come on, I don't wanna talk about it right now." She did want to. She just liked to not act as the easy bitch every guy can get. Derek nodded in signal of saying no.

"I called you a cheater. You deserve an apology." Derek insisted her. She tried not to smirk but she did, she was in desire; the desire of having Derek holding her.

"Okay I accept your apology." Addison replied quickly, like she just wanted to go to her hotel and end the discussion.

"Ads, you're not okay." Derek knew her so well, something was going on with her. She started crying.

"I'm such a bad wife. I... I can't even talk to you because I'm afraid of making you upset." Addison said sincerely, wiping her tears out of her face, trying not to show her soft and weak part.

Derek managed to just take her coat and he left it get wet on top of Addison's car, he hugged her; embracing her body, making her feel safe.

"What do you wanna tell me?" Derek looked down at Addison. She didn't know what to say. She just, hugged him back. Derek stroked her hair and caressed her back, she hesitated.

She closed her eyes and decided to tell him. "I want a family." Derek didn't understand what she was saying at the very start, but then understood. She wants children.

He took Addison's face with his two hands, the rain getting them even much more wet; Addison's eyes got widen. He smirked at her, she started crying again, her soft heart needed to let some feelings and fears to leave her body.

"Just let me know when you're ovulating." Derek joked, but that made her feel much more better, it wasn't only a joke, it was only a me too. It was a yes. Derek felt so good knowing she was now starting to be more honest and to trust much more on him. He also felt so happy she wanted children, she was so sweet when it came to telling Derek her fears and defects.

Addison smirked. "Thank you." She said simply, filled by happiness, the warmth of his body next to her made her get closer, she kissed him deeply, romantically, recklessly, sweetly. She was so relieved; one of her dreams was becoming a mother, next to him.

When their lips separated from each other, Derek took Addison's coat from the car and hold Addison next to him while walking inside of the trailer, she leaned her head on his shoulder. When they got into the trailer; Addison took her boots off and got into the bathroom, Derek changed himself into pajamas, while Addison was still inside of the bathroom.

"I hate this trailer." Addison said coming out of the bathroom wearing only a robe.

"You do." Derek said, reminding himself that.

"Where's my purse by the way?" She giggled looking around, she was still smiling. He couldn't believe stealing her purse would ever work out.

Derek just pointed over the oven; "right there." He giggled.

"Oh, smartie!" Addison laughed. She got inside of the bed next to Derek, her hair was wet and she didn't care. "Derek, where you serious?"

She asked, reaching for his hand under the covers, he hold her hand and kissed her temple, with his other arm he pushed her closer to him, so she could rest her head on his shoulder.

"I am." He said softly.

"I never told you, but it was so hot when you punched Mark in the face because of me." She said caressing his strong shoulder.

"It was worth it." Derek replied talking in her ear softly, making her go crazy in love. She kissed his lips softly and gently, then went back on resting her head next to his.

"Wanna start trying already?" Derek asked playfully. She smirked. It felt properly to lay on that bed with him, it felt properly to be with him. He felt like her presence there was such a gift, there was no more hate.

"I'm a neonatal surgeon, i know it will not work this way..." For some weird reason she started to talk about doctor things. "I should just wait until my-" Derek made her shut up by kissing her, she left him do whatever he wanted.

"Hey, why you didn't want to ask me earlier about this whole baby thing?" Derek asked after the kiss. She opened her eyes, sad that he stopped.

"Oh, um, I was just afraid that maybe you weren't into the idea." Addison complained.

He pecked her lips. "You are so sweet." Derek said; kissing her.

"Why sweet? I am not sweet!" Addison asked between passionate kisses.

"You are." Derek told her; running his hands down her back, kissing her neck and collarbone area.

"Oh okay, I think I can be sweet tonight. Or maybe my whole life." She joked. They both made up just because of a purse.

Addison took his husband's face into her two hands and kissed him, deeply, she was now crossing her arms in the back of his neck, one of her hands was now on his neck, then on his chest.

Derek pajamas wasn't there anymore; she kissed his chest and kept kissing him up his neck, to end up in his mouth again. Addison moved herself on top of him, wanting to have the control of the situation. Derek's hands playing with Addison's wet hair made her feel alive, so comfortable of what she was doing. For a moment they were those horny teenagers, almost kids, that used to be years ago.

"I love you." Addison said between kisses, her robe flew far away from the bed,

Derek replied; "not as much as I do." He kissed her deeply again. Derek removed her wet hair from her neck and starting kissing it up and down, getting to her ear, whispering...

"are you up to it?" He didn't even know himself why he was questioning sex with his wife, but he was having a romantic feeling she didn't want to screw.

"I'm always up for it." Addison whispered in his ear now, trying to sound sexy, which she had accomplished; both embraced and Derek kept kissing all her body.

The time came right away, Addison moaned so loud, that she even felt thankful of not having any neighbors. They were both of them coexisting. The pleasure that were both experimenting was supreme, two Greek gods, together. Collide.

After everything, Addison finds herself cuddling with her husband down the covers, playing with each other feet, embracing. "Derek, is that a picture of your mom?" Addison pointed at a picture in the wall, she laughed.

"Oh my God, yes. hi mom." He laughed with her. She hit his arm softly, like trying to say shut up! Not helping.

"Ugh now I feel like your mother saw everything we just did." Addison said disgusted, resting her head on Derek's chest, holding his hand.

"Why do you act like it never happened?" He laughed, looking down at her eyes.

She pecked his lips. "That was totally different situation, how could I know your mother was sleeping in your room that night!? You never stopped me though." Addison testified.

"Uh, Addie, I'm pretty sure I told you three times not to take your shirt and bra off. Besides, I never invited you to get into my house through my window." He laughed and stroked her hair. She giggled and smiled at him.

"I just remember you touching them." Addison laughed now. Derek looked at her curious, not understanding at the very start, but then he did.

"And I happen to be the pig?" He joked; he kept looking Addison's beautiful face for a long time. He felt so bad for the past they had; he left her, abandoned her after finding her with Mark on their bed, but he couldn't blame Addison, he wasn't home that often and the busy life of being such an important doctor was always bothering and damaging his personal life. That night Addison learned a lesson.

The next morning was annoyingly difficult to live, both wanted to lie in there and just have each other for another twenty - four hours. Addison could tell Derek had been thinking a lot, she just wanted him not to think about her. "Are you and Grey friends?" She asked.

"I don't think so." That was the answer Addison wanted, and it was also the one she received. She nodded and smiled knowing her marriage was working out this time.

Addison opened one of her bags and took a good outfit for the day; Derek was getting inside of the shower. "Hey, no! Can I shower first?" Addison asked standing up from the bed in her robe.

"Sorry! I don't hear you." Said Derek laughing getting inside of the shower, Addison rolled her eyes, she took off her robe and joined him inside of the shower, she wasn't there for dirty playing with her husband, she was actually getting there because she wanted her shower and she couldn't waste any more time. It was another beautiful day to save lives.

Derek couldn't deny he was looking at her body with desire, her perfect legs, her bright red hair, her eyes. Those eyes where his everything. She was struggling a little, considering that the shower wasn't big enough. He was resting his hand on her right cheek, she was smiling; Derek pulled her into a soft kiss.

At the moment both got inside of the hospital they were both holding hands and giggling at something stupid Derek said, she rested her head on his shoulder. He was holding her and caressing her shoulder, they were chatting as they entered the room where their lockers where.

Mark entered the room and Addison rolled her eyes. "Hi guys." Mark regarded us both.

"Mark." Addison replied, taking off her coat.

"Mark." Derek said also, taking his watch off. Mark laughed and started putting on his 'doctor outfit'. He rolled his eyes.

"Heard about the mystery pregnant doctor?" Mark asked both, they both looked at each other wondering what was he talking about. "I guess you haven't. Gotta go!" Said Mark leaving them alone. Derek looked at Addison with widen eyes.

"Don't look at me that I way, I don't have a penis. Wait, but you do!" Addison replied to his look. Derek nodded and thought; What if it's Meredith!? Addison thought about it for a moment and just reminded herself; it's not about her; nothing is about her, just, ignore her, don't remember her, she doesn't exist, Addison. Her thoughts told her. Addison didn't want to think about Meredith now. Specially not now, when her marriage was finally working.

She took her doctor outfit and dressed herself quickly, it was a beautiful day to save lives. Addison left the room before Derek, already stressed about her day. Derek kisses her goodbye, exiting the room. She joined all her red stunning her into a pony tail, leaving the room ready for a busy day.

"Miranda, Hi." Addison said to doctor Bailey, they were both reading someone's stories.

"Hello Addison." Bailey replied. Addison was enchanted by her patient, it was a difficult case and she couldn't wait. She loved tricky cases.

"Who's Intern is gonna work with me today?" Addison asked Bailey, knowing she probably already had scheduled everything, as always. She kept looking at the papers and nodded. Bailey first checked the hour.

"Today you're having doctor Grey." Miranda said, turning herself and walking away from the spot she was. Addison, speechless, almost threw the chart of her patient into the nurses desk, she ran behind Miranda, following her. Addison couldn't believe what doctor Bailey was saying. I will not even stay close to that slut.

"I'm sorry, doctor Grey? What about Stevens? Or Yang? Yes, Yang! She hasn't been with me." Addison almost begged Miranda to change her intern, for her, Meredith was just another trashy intern even if The shepherds had such a big struggle with her.

"I'm sorry Addison, there's nothing I can do." She kept walking. Addison kept following her, she couldn't work a whole day with Grey around her.

"Yes you do! You are their resident. Come on, Miranda. We are friends!" Addison begged again, Miranda turned to see Addisons face. She was kind of furious, Addison just wanted another intern so she could survive the day.

"Excuse me, I'm doing my job, just as you should right now. When I'm working i do not get to have any friendships or relationships. I get to punish my interns, i am the nazi, so I need to make them suffer and hate themselves, because that's my job. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go check on a patient." Miranda explained herself an slept Addison there, she hated herself for a moment, she came back to the spot she was originally, reading her patient's story.

"Doctor Montgomery; Doctor Bailey told me today I'll be with you." Grey told Addison in a nervous tone.

"Doctor Shepherd. I'm doctor Shepherd." Addison replied. "And you are six minutes late."

"That must have been cruel." Derek replied to Addison, she was telling him about her day with Meredith Grey, he laughed at every detail and little furious tones of her cute and sweet voice.

"It was totally cruel." They were both getting into the trailer, she took her coat off just as he did; Addison crashed with the tiny kitchen table. "Crap! Ugh, Derek I hate this trailer." She said.

"I know you do," he smirked. "Are you okay?" Derek asked her. "I am." she took her shoes off and left herself to fall on the bed. Derek jumped next to her into the bed, she giggled.

"Are you ovulating?" For some weird reason Addison never felt so attracted towards a man... or the word ovulating.

"Not yet." She told him. He kept himself silent, stroking her hair, kissing her forehead and looking into her two beautiful blue eyes. "Derek..."

"Yes?" Derek replied. Her smile faded away, Derek couldn't understand why she was so miserable.

"I'm sorry, love." She said, hugging him. "I blamed you for everything and you weren't the one to blame, I was." Addison said. She was feeling so bad, because she once screwed everything up. "I really am the worst, thank you for not leaving me." He knew she meant every word, she called him 'love' .

"Addie..." Derek wanted to say something to her to comfort her, but he thought it was better to let her cry it all and calm down. He received her hug and patted her back, cuddling with her. Her tears were a river.

"I'm so sorry." She kept crying, badly. Addison having a breakdown and I feel guilty about it? I might just... Derek never really realized for real his feelings for her, he just felt like he loved her and he owned something to her, but everything was clear now; he was in love with that woman and felt broken about letting her cry.

Don't... cry. He thought, he embraced her much more strong now, letting her cry all she wanted on his chest, wiping her tears away.

"I'm so sorry!" She cried. Derek just wondered why she was so emotional today; today she decided to have a breakdown.

"Shh, it's okay, Addie, don't worry. Everything will be okay." He told her sincerely. He caressed her head, holding her for a long time. She couldn't catch her breath that easily, the tears couldn't stop coming out of her eyes. "It's okay." He took her by her chin so she could look into his eyes. "Addison, it will be okay." He smiled at her with concern and pride, knowing she recognized her mistakes.

"I love you!" She said between cries and tears, she wiped some of them and kept looking into his eyes. Now Addison was trying to catch her breath, Derek caressed her back.

"I love you too, Addie. Don't cry, it's enough. Come here." He hugged her, kissing her forehead. She closed her eyes and tried to calm down. Her heart ached, hardly. I don't deserve such a good man like him. Addison reflected. But I'm grateful he's here now.

"Derek, I... do you forgive me?" Addison asked; looking up to his eyes. She didn't know if she deserved his forgiveness. She couldn't blame him for screwing Meredith when she wasn't there, she did the same to him.

"I already did." He said softly, pecking her lips in a sweet way. Addison finally smiled, that puffy face was still there and Derek felt so bad, the woman he loved was in pain. He got much more comfortable on the bed, Addison followed him and found a comfortable position next to him, holding his hands.

"Are you still in love with her?" Addison asked in pain and fear. Derek knew he liked something about her, he did, he liked. But, Addison stole his heart now, and she wasn't giving it again to him.

"I am not. I love you. I was with her trying; because I thought I was over you. She's nothing for me, not anymore. You are what I need and what i really want. I can't find a reason to why I just knew she wasn't the one I loved." Derek replied, in such a poetical way.

"Maybe, you might go back to her." Addison cried a little bit again. What is she even talking about?! Derek thought.

You know I am a mess and I will probably break you again. She thought. "I want you to be happy."

"Addison, you don't understand. She's not you, and the only one I desire and I love, it's you. No one else will ever be like you." Derek made her feel even much more loved. His smell was her favorite perfume. She broke the ponytail she was wearing.

She wasn't caring if she was still in her clothes. She looked at Derek's eyes for a long while and then decided to take her clothes off and get into the bed. It wasn't nothing new for Derek, it was a view he had been seeing for the last 11 years every night.

Derek also took his clothes off, getting under the covers. It was pure silence and the noise of their clothes coming out of their bodies.

She wanted to believe that he forgive her, she needed to believe him. He needed to forgive her and to make it right, he knew it was his time to finally try again. Post Mark and Meredith. Derek positioned one of his hands on Addison's hip; taking her hair out of her face, kissing her lips softly.

"Not tonight." She giggled, approaching him and resting her head on his chest, she wanted to sleep, to rest and to enjoy her husband's warm skin. "But maybe tomorrow." She mumbled softly, pecking his lips and coming back to her original position on his chest.

'Take an angel by the wings, beg her now for anything, beg her now for one more day. Take an angel by the wings, time to tell her everything, ask for her strengths to stay.' Derek reminded that song that Addison liked so much, and smiled. He turned off the lights and closed his eyes, ready to sleep. That song made him think about the treasure Addison was.

She was just a good woman who loved him deeply and just wanted to be with him, she maybe was a mess sometimes and she was cold and bitchy, but deeply inside she was a sweet woman that just wanted to be loved and appreciated. That was what caught him at the first attempt they met, besides her eyes and shinny red hair. Also... that smile.

Ask for her strengths to stay... I missed her. Derek reflects once again, ready for sleeping. He took Addison's hand and fell asleep with the woman he loved into his arms, the feeling of their skins touching felt like home.

Addison woke up with the song "More than a woman" by Gee Bees. She smiled slightly and started laughing at her husband dancing and preparing coffee at the same time. "Good morning?" She laughed at the look her husband had. He ran towards her and kissed her. Addison stretched herself with the light of the sun in her face.

"Good morning!" He said cheerful. She was still inside of the bed, naked. Wondering why Derek was so happy that morning. He went back to the tiny kitchen the trailer had. "More than a woman!" He tried to sing. Derek looked at his wife with those McDreamy eyes, she was so beautiful.

"What are you doing!?" She laughed and leaned on the bed smiling, looking at her crazy man. "Wait, there's a lot of sun outside..." Addison reflected. "Derek! We are late!" He looked at her in a relaxed way and winked. "What did you do?" She laughed, taking her robe from the feet of the bed, she wore her robe and stood out of the bed.

"Hmm.. we have the flu?" Derek looked at her, filling a cup of coffee for her.

"You are a genius." She smiled and accepted the cup of coffee. A day off sounded so great; no Meredith Grey around, or silly interns, or any patient telling her how to do her job, it was just her and her handsome husband.

"I have a surprise for you.. we are going to look for a new department. I know you are tired of this trailer, and I thought maybe a new loft for both would be a good idea!" Derek said. Addison was speechless he was going to leave his beloved trailer for her. Addison left her cup on coffee on the table, and kissed her husband deeply. She jumped a little.

"Thank you so much!" She kept kissing him all over his face; he couldn't stop laughing. "Finally!" She said happily. No more trailer. "Oh God, Derek, I'm so happy!" She said. The music was still playing. She was shaking of happiness and couldn't even talk about it anymore.

"Hey, come here. Dance with me." He was acting so romantically. She couldn't say no, she started dancing the best way she could with him even if the corridor of the trailer was little. "More than a woman, more than a woman to me." He smiled and kissed her. She was interlocking her arms across Derek's neck, his hands on her hips, both living the moment. Addison laughed and just smiled at him for a while. "Now you sing!"

"What? No." Addison laughed. He grabbed her by the hip and hold her near to him.

"Come on Addie! I already embarrassed myself in front of my beautiful wife." Derek laughed, kissing her temple. She grabbed his hand. You always do! She thought to herself.

"I don't sing." She said. He looked at her with a do it look. She hesitated, but suddenly agreed on trying her vocal cords after a long time.

"Reflecting how I feel for you..." she started, Derek smiled at her and she just kept singing. Her voice wasn't that bad but it wasn't perfect. "And thinking about those people then, I know that in a thousand years..." she stoped for a moment a looked into those two blue ocean eyes. She stopped singing and just quoted the last sentence; "I'd fall in love with you again" she smiled. The lyrics where like her feelings for him.

"You are not a bad singer." He hold her and kept dancing with her. She loved dancing.

"Derek, I know that in thousand years, I'd fall in love with you again." Addison quoted again, looking into his eyes. Derek felt so good, it was like he had a crush on Addison. Like if the lyrics where true.

"I... I fall in love with you every morning and night." Derek confessed. She lip smiled. She felt so warm, her heart was aching of the love she was feeling. She hugged him. "Addison..."

"Thank you." She said. He knew she was happy and joyful of being loved by a someone she also loved.

"The feeling is mutual." She broke the hug. He kissed her forehead. This was home; the feeling of love and cheesiness... the heartwarming feeling. She was home around him. He believed that people like them, with their chemistry, love and confidence, could never be like them specially. As Addison said once ; We're Addison and Derek.

"We are Addison and Derek." Derek replied, kissing her softly. She broke the kiss. "Why?" He asked, he wanted to kiss his damn wife and she was refusing?

"I need a shower and some coffee." She moved herself taking the cup of coffee he early gave her. He took his and took a sit on the tiny kitchen. She laughed at Derek's expression. "You wanted to have sex, didn't you?" Addison laughed again. He nodded.

"I did not wanted to have sex, I wanted to make love. There's a difference, Addie." He said, charming... acting bossy and clever in front of her. She knew she was kind of turned on by the way he said her nickname. For a moment she thought... Do I really want to shower alone? I think he looks much more hotter than the other night. God I also deserve my peaceful shower. Screw peace! She left the cup on the table again and took a sit on Derek's lap. She was holding her hand.

He kissed Addison deeply, making her lean on him, letting him kiss her all the time he wanted. Both stepped up on their feet, still kissing, walking to the shower, Derek turned on the shower, both took off the clothes they had, still kissing. They ended up both wet inside of the shower, that tiny shower; they were not having sex, they were making love.

Author's note;

Sorry, THIS CHAPTER WAS SOOO BORING. Anyways, new material coming. Please leave a review, I would like to know what do you think about it! ;)