Please Turn the Time

Disclaimer: Bleach and its characters belongs to Kubo Tite

Summary: During his awaiting for his death, Szayel Aporro recall his memories when he was alive. Live happily with his brother until the moment when he became Hollow.

Pairing: Il Forte Granz/Szayel Aporro Granz

Warnings: may content rape, incest, yaoi, sex. I've warned you...read at your own risk.

Note: The italic one is Szayel's current state mind, usually he comments on what happened in his past. Try to connect every italic and you'll find full sentence.


Chapter 2: the clock started to move backwards

The storm really invaded the Granz family tonight. Their mother tried to suppress her anger and avoids to talked with her children. She kept her anger for the right person, for the head of this house and family, for her husband.

And the silence still invaded until the time for dinner. Her husband seemed didn't feel the changed on his wife and he kept eating and talk like usual.

...And the storm...

Accumulated in one point...

Ready to blow everything...

"Starting tomorrow I assigned to another town..."

"I understand...so you can meet that whore, huh?," Szayel's mother replied.

"Why you always suspect me for something I didn't do?!"

The heat increasing...

As the storm comes...

"Because you did all what I suspected!!"

"I'm sick being here!!," His father threw the napkin and stood.

"You can pack your belonging anytime you like!!"

Suddenly the table slammed hard and everyone's attention diverted. Il Forte stood and put his spoon on the table.

"Please consider the place where you gonna fight, it makes the food's taste gross!!," He turned on his heels and walked towards the stairs.

Szayel Aporro's eyes followed his brother and Il Forte sensed that. He looked through his shoulder and stared at his brother's puppy eyes-Szayel Aporro indeed didn't want to be in the same room with their parents when everything is getting worst.

"Get out from there, Otouto!!"

"Ye...yes...," He complied and followed his brother to his room.

Szayel Aporro close the door of his brother's room and walked towards Il Forte who held cigarette on his hand and he exhaled the smoke from his mouth. The smoke gave new shade of color in the room. Il Forte himself seemed didn't care of what happening in their house and he stared at the night view before the window.

"Nee...Nii-san do you think...they're gonna divorce?," Szayel Aporro stared at the wooden floor.

Il Forte scoffed, "I don't give a fuck, it's their business...I don't wanna get involved, if they wanna split, then let it be..."

"But...but still...I don't want this family separated," Szayel Aporro held his tears. He didn't want his brother saw his tears.

But it's too late because Il Forte already saw it. He looked intently at his brother, his face showed that he was irritated with his cry baby brother, but the truth is he was trying to say something to his brother.

"Listen..."

His sentence cut abruptly when they heard loud smack from their dining area. Followed by their mother's scream.

"I'll pack my things and get out from here, I'm enough of you!!"

"Whatever!!"

The door slammed right away after the loud smack. Szayel Aporro's feet tremble but his consciousness made him far from collapse.

"Mom...where did she go...? Where..."

Crystal in his eyes blocked everything in his sight. But before he fell and collapsed. A warm hand catches him from behind and hug him in a tight embrace.

"Stop worrying them...they're adult and stupid...let them be...," Il Forte whispered softly on his brother's ear and Szayel Aporro's tears fell unconsciously from his eyes then he started to sob. He turned and rested his head upon his brother's warm chest, cried everything that he feared about.

"Nii-san..."

Il Forte put his hands on his brother's shoulder and calmed him in silence. His thought lost to something else, something that maybe threatened his brother.

The storm indeed gone...

And after that only deadly silence on the ground but...

The storm also brings something...


My attachment to you...

After their mother stepped out from their house, Szayel Aporro only lived with his father and older brother. Their mother departure changed their life but, they know they had to move on.

In the other hand, the smallest member of the Granz family felt his brother spent more time with him in their house and decrease his absence and his habit to bring women. It was no big deal for some people but it was really big deal for Szayel Aporro. He loved his sarcastic brother and happy to spent more time with him and he knew that his brother also on his side, protect him from something he didn't know what it is.

"I'm home..."

Szayel Aporro's ears catch his brother's voice and he ran through the hall to welcomed him. He put his best smile on his smile.

"Welcome, Nii-san...I already cook you dinner!!"

"Well...well then...," He smiled and put his hands on his hips. "Seemed you already become a nice housewife, huh?"

"I worked my best!!," He answered in his cheerful tone.

They sat and Il Forte scanned his brother's food. He stared and stared but nothing's changed. Szayel Aporro watched nervously.

"Why don't you eat it, Nii-san?'

"Frankly...your food is suck!!"

"Wha...what?!"

"How I'm gonna eat it without having a stomachache!?"

"How cruel...at least try a bit...," He plead in his puppy eyes.

"No way!! No way in hell I wanna risk my life on this food!!," He pointed the food.

"Hee??!"

Because I believed...

You're strong...

I believed you can protected me...

Between the laughter in the dining room, they didn't aware someone watched them behind the wall. That person smiled faintly then gone to the place where the light couldn't reach him.

And I believed...

As long as I'm with you...

Everything will be all right...

But...


A/N: thank you for read and review ^.^

not much on this chapter but this chapter needed to lead us to the next chapter...(what am I babbling?)

Actually I wanna give them a different name coz it's their previous life and as you know when average hollow changed into gillian, they have different personalities and life before, but when I reconsider it, it might be confusing and I used their name instead.

If you realize I named the chapter based on 'clock and time' theme, coz Szayel current state really wants his time to be over (poor him) but I don't know the later chapter, I know it somehow gonna turn back at me like a boomerang. But I'll enjoy it for now

Now my sketch doujin stuck at the next chapter and I really confused what to write after that...

hoho...happy new year all

and please read and review!!