Casey loved Panic at the Disco.

She hadn't really listened to them in a long time though, for two reasons. The first reason was that Evan hated them. That was actually her excuse for not listening to them.

The first concert she had ever gone to with Cappie was Panic at the Disco. Every single song on their first album drove her crazy. There was some kind of memory of Cappie tied to each song.

Everything about Cappie drove Casey crazy. Especially her lavaliere that always hung around his neck. That was the part that always killed her. It wasn't hers anymore. She gave it back. But that was the way she always thought of it as. That's how she always thought of Cappie.

She didn't understand why this hurt so much more than when Evan slept with Rebecca. Casey snatched the bag of the table and ran, wiping tears from her face. She arrived at the ZBZ house and ran into the devil herself.

Rebecca smiled cruelly, "What's wrong Case?"

Before Casey could stop herself, she slapped her across the face. "You bitch. Do you have to steal everything from me?" She shrieked, more tears escaping and a sob racking her body.

Rebecca's face softened slightly, and she took Casey's arm, leading her to a couch. "Casey, don't interrupt me, I'm just going to tell you what I know and see. Okay?" Casey nodded. "Technically, you could only say I stole Evan from you, not Cappie. Though I think it's really the other way around. I'm going to tell you the difference between the time I had sex with Evan and the time I had sex with Cappie."

Casey shook her head, "I don't want to know the details."

Rebecca frowned slightly, "You want to hear this. They both talk in their sleep. I'm sure you know this. After I had sex with Evan, and he fell asleep, he mumbled my name. He said 'Rebecca'." Casey looked at her in shock. "After my night with Cappie, he said your name. He muttered 'I love you Casey'. Evan was never really yours, but Cappie always was." Rebecca took Casey's hands. "Cappie loves you more than you'll ever know. He thinks of his night with me as a mistake. I was nice to him. He needed comfort. But Casey, he's always going to belong to you." Rebecca hugged her slightly, and left the room, leaving Casey to think.

Casey never really liked Evan. Just what he could give her. She hated having sex with him. He didn't care about her needs, just as long as he got his own release. The first few times she tried to imagine that it was Cappie, but it didn't work. Cappie was gentle, considerate, and caring. Evan was rough. That was really the only way to describe it. So Casey just squeezed her eyes tight, and waited for it to be over.

She remembered how she had desperately clung to Cappie after their break up. She ate lunch with him, studied with him, and walked with him. Two weeks after she had broken up with him, Beaver had come up to her.

"Hey Beav." She had said casually. "What's up?"

He looked at her sadly, "Casey, you know I think of you as a friend but… Stay away from Cappie."

Casey had laughed, "What do you mean?"

Beaver's face hardened. "You know what I mean Case. Stay away from him. You broke his heart. He doesn't need you all over him."

"I'm not staying away from Cappie." She had argued.

Beaver sighed, "You give me no choice. Come with me to the Kappa Tau house."

Casey's eyes had widened in alarm, "No, he might be there."

"Some of the other guys took him to a movie to try and help him get over you," Beaver explained. Casey's mouth formed an "O" as she followed him to the house. Beaver opened the door and she blinked to make sure this was what she was really seeing.

"What happened?" She breathed.

"You happened. Cappie did this." Beaver waved his arm. There wasn't a spot anywhere. It smelled like a hospital, it was so clean. It broke Casey's heart.

"I'll stay away," She cried. "I promise."

Beaver had nodded sadly, "Thank you."

Casey recalled the night she had slept with Cappie after Evan had cheated on her. She was actually thinking of the morning after. The rest of the Kappa Taus had cheered, but Beaver had looked on disapprovingly. She remembered Rusty's disappointed tone, "You're the girl he's cleaning for."

Those words chilled her to her core, though she brushed it off. Now all these memories attacked her while she sat on the Zeta Beta Zeta couch. She composed herself enough to reach her room, bag still in hand.

She laid face down on her bed, sobbing. She didn't cry this hard very often. She knew that as soon as Ashleigh arrived she would be alarmed. Ashleigh thought that this type of crying was a panic attack from Casey. Casey could see why she thought this, since when Casey was crying this hard she couldn't breathe, and she was left gasping for air. There was no way to stop it, it just had to run its course.

Which usually took ten or so hours. Casey heard the door open and Ashleigh gasp.

"Oh my god Casey! What happened?" Ashleigh helped her friend sit up.

Casey took a few shallow breaths, "Cap-pie. He-said-he-l-lo-loved me b-b-but then-he-t-t-told me he-ha-had s-s-s-sex with R-re-reb-ecca. A-and then she t-t-old me that a-af-ter E-evan ch-cheated on me with h-h-her he said her n-n-name in his s-sleep. B-b-but C-c-ca-cap said m-m-mine!"

Ashleigh opened the bag and said, "Look Casey! The new Panic at the Disco CD!" Which made Casey wail. Jen K walked in.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" She said uncertainly.

"Yeah," the older girl answered. "You're going to help me take her to the Kappa Tau house." Jen nodded. She and Ashleigh spent the next fifteen minutes dragging a devastated Casey down the street. "Ok, Jen you go in and find Cappie or Rusty. Preferably Cappie."

Casey got a hold of her self, still gasping slightly, but she was able to speak clearly, "No. I'm going to do this by myself. Just go home you two." Ashleigh opened her mouth to protest, but Jen grabbed her arm, dragging her down the street.

"Good luck!" Jen called.

Casey felt like she would need it.


A/N- Ok, so I definately like the other chapter better. Either way, I got like 150 views on the first chapter, and ONE person reviewed. Did you want me to continue? Anyway, if you want more, review. I expect at least fifty (just kidding, but 5 would be nice).