Chapter 2:
Today is the day. Today he will possible lose all his family. Sam graduated from school last week. His dad couldn't make it, but he's not surprised. Dean was there cheering and hollering from his seat when I graduated top of my class. Later he took me to pizza place. Money is always tight, so it was a treat. You'd think he should be happy, but instead he's been feeling with dread every moment it passed. He has been since a hunt two years ago. First he was having nightmare for weeks of his father killing him. Few weeks after the dreams started they went on a hunt. It was a demon possessing a middle aged man. That hunt decided his fate for life.
They're in an abandoned warehouse. The demon's holed up in there. Dad went through the front. Me and Dean are waiting for the signal. I feel so tired. I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in weeks. Dean is worried. He tries not to show it but I can see it anyway. Worrying about me, his pain in the ass little brother, that's all he ever does. It's making me more tensed. Why does he always have to be the one responsible? I want to look after him too, something my brother will never understand. him. A sharp whistle brings me back from my inner turmoil. That's the signal. I look at my brother. He nods his head at the back door. We're both armed with shotguns and holy water. I follow him in. As we're making our way through the place there's a loud bang. We run towards the noise. Dad's lying in a heap by the wall. There is a man standing in the middle of the room. I shout christo and the man flinches. He's eyes have turned black. He came at me then. With a flick of his hand I'm thrown across the room. My ears are ringing. Distantly I hear Dean shouting my name and a shotgun going off. By the time the haze has worn off I see the demon has got the upper hand. He's got Dean by the throat. I get up and soak the son of a bitch in holy water. Smoke starts to rise from him. He's angry now. Dean can tell too that he's gonna come at me full force. So, he starts chanting the exorcism but the demon is standing too close. With a swipe of his hand Dean gets thrown through a table and lands loudly. 'Dean, Dean' I get no reply. Seeing him lying there seems too much like my dream. I want to go to him. But as the only person standing the demon's attention is on me now.
'Sammy boy. Just the one I'm looking for.' Says the demon. Now I'm worried. 'what do you want?' 'Calm down boy. I just want a chat. After all I came here for you' okay now I'm really worried. What can a demon want from me other than to kill me of course. ' why don't you skip the bullshit and kill me now' I say with as much courage I have. 'kill you. Now why would I do that? My father wanted me to see how you're doing. After all you are his favorite.' What is he talking about. I am starting to get a bad feeling about this. 'what are you spouting you bastard?' 'oh! Hasn't daddy dearest told you ? you're one of us Sammy boy. Evil runs through you. Soon you'll join us. All that power just waiting to be unleashed.' I cant believe this. I'm not evil , I wont be. 'Dean will finish you and your fucking father. You will never have me' Dean wont let me be evil. He'll fix this. ' oh don't you worry about a thing. we'll take care of your pest of a father and brother. I am looking forward to hearing then scream , just like your sweet mommy' I cant hear any more. I start reciting the exorcism. This time he doesn't stop me. Just continues to taunt me with how he'll enjoy killing my family and me joining in. No sooner had I finished, smoke came out of the man and disappeared in the ground with a horrible screech.
Sam can never stop thinking about that hunt. At first he tried not to believe what it said. Demons lie all the time. Instead he tried to bask in the glory of Dean and dad's approval for finishing the hunt on his own while they were down. he never told any of them about what the demon said. But it was always on the back of his mind. The dreams continued on . some nights more some nights less. The effect was never less hurtful but he got better at hiding them from Dean. No need to worry him. Then dad got a lead at the thing that killed mom. That news brought all his denial crashing down. It was a demon. A yellow eyed demon , father of other demons. Yellow eyes, just like in my dreams. Just like the demon said. That means it was all true. Mom died because of me. The demon was there for me that night. In that moment I knew I had to protect my brother. He wont be hurt cause of me. This hunt for the demon will kill them them both. I have to stop them. Dad will never give up his quest for revenge and Dean will never give up dad. So, I had to kill the demon before them. Since then I have started to through myself at hunts. Dads happy about my sudden interest at hunting though he'll never admit it. I need to be at my best if I want a chance of standing against the demon. He will surely come for me, and then I will be ready. But having Dean with me wont help. He'll just end up getting killed trying to save me. So, I've made the perfect plan to keep my family at a safe distance away from me. All I needed to do was wait till the time was right. And now that I have graduated, the time to put my plan in motion has come. I will save my brother and I will die before I become a monster that Dean will need to hunt. This I promise you Dean. And I'll kill the demon for you mom. Please forgive me.
