Mac's POV
I don't understand what just happened here. I - dam that kiss felt good. Made me feel emotions I've never felt before. But how can this be? I mean I have my girlfriend Peyton, we've been dating for 6 months now, how can I feel this strongly for another woman. Especially if that woman is my best friend, my partner, my 2nd in command. I mean she's gorgeous but I'm way out of her league. Besides she couldn't have feelings for me the way I do for her. Dammit, what am I saying I'm admitting I have feelings for Stella.
This can't be. No - no that kiss was a spur of the moment. We're in danger, with these irish thugs trying to kill us for their coke we have and maybe it was just I wanna kiss you before I die. Oh you am I kidding, I gave into her kiss. Its like she had me wrapped under her spell. It felt so good, her lips on mine, I can feel my body burn within in minutes, feeling it betray itself to her as I pulled her close to me, feeling the curves in her body, oh great I'm going insane over something that can't be real. I need to get out of this alive so I can talk to her, so I can find out for sure what brought on that kiss that is not cemented to my brain. Ok mac concentrate, get this guy and all is safe. But as I round the corner and see him there, my phone rings to life and I know its peyton.
Cursing myself for leaving the ringer on, the perp makes himself known and we are both struggling to push each others gun out the way. As one goes flying into the set trap I see him make a move for it and I try to stop him but it was too late. I see him move into the trap and I had to jump for it knowing it was going to set off and explosion. I finally head downstairs to find my team, but more importantly stella is what's on my mind. Knowing that we need to talk. As I head outside the crime lab I see her near the entrance and she just jumps into my arms and hugs me. As she whispers in my ear asking me if I'm ok I tell her that I'm sorry. Just as I finish my last word I see peyton running towards me and I slightly push stella out of my grip and start walking toward her and she too jumps into my arms only this time she's kissing me all over and just holding me tight.
And I can't help but feel my stomach starting to tighten as I know I'm hurting stella by doing this. As peyton continues to hold me and kiss me I feel a pair of eyes trying to connect with mines. Then Don calls my name out. As I turn to face him he asked me where I was going and all I could say was "London" and turning away quickly before I see the hurt expression in her face. I just wrap my arm around the so called love of my life and keep walking not knowing what waits for me in london or how things will be when I get back
