Blair Waldorf felt sick

Takes place after Roman Holiday. Everything in Roman Holiday still happened.

Disclaimer: Unfortunately I don't own Gossip because if I did all the guys would contract a deadly allergy to shirts and pants and would have to walk round in boxers and bowties ALL THE TIME.

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Blair Waldorf felt sick.

Not because she'd once again shoved her fingers down her throat. She felt sick because of the video playing on her computer.

The video was her and Chuck's sex tape. This had to be some sick joke.

Though, she had to admit, they did look good together

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15 minutes earlier…

Blair entered her bedroom and placed the vase of roses on her desk. This was the second bouquet of yellow roses she had received in a week. This time though, the card had been smudged from the water that had been poured onto the bouquet in order to keep them fresh. Blair made a note to herself to complain to the incompetent florists later. She knew they were probably from Nate but part of her thought (wished) they were from somebody else. Someone by the name of Chuck Bass.

The first bouquet of a dozen yellow roses had arrived the day after Cotillion. The card had simply stated, 'I'm sorry about last night. Please forgive me. xxxxx'

She had known they were most likely from Nate even though she wasn't quite sure what Nate would be apologising for. For almost sleeping with her? They'd been almost sleeping together for two years. Why would he suddenly start apologising? But, then again, Nate had a tendency to just apologize to her when he doesn't know what he's done wrong. She'd known they were definitely not from Chuck. Chuck never said sorry and never said please. The whole card, from the apologising to the excessive kisses was the complete opposite of Chuck.

For some reason, Blair couldn't help but be disappointed. Not that she'd admit it to herself though.

She'd put all thoughts of Chuck out of her mind ever since her conversation with Nate on the phone after she had got his flowers. If she was honest to herself she'd know that wasn't true. Truth was she was always thinking about him. Thinking about where he could possibly be, thinking about whether he would risk his friendship with Nate and tell him the truth, thinking about how hot he was when he smirked… but she couldn't dwell on those thoughts. She was with Nate now. Everything was perfect. On the outside at least.

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"Hey" she'd said hesitantly once he had picked up his phone.

"Blair?" Blair rolled her eyes and resisted the urge to say 'who else would it be moron? It's called Caller ID'

"Yeah, it's me. I thought maybe we should talk about last night. I'm sorry for freaking out on you and everything but…"

"But what?"

"But I'm not sure I'm ready for us to go back to how we used to be. Not yet anyway."

"Do you want to meet up? Just to talk."

"Sure. Where?"

They arranged where to meet and were about to hang up when Blair suddenly remembered.

"Thanks for the flowers by the way; they're perfect, and so thoughtful. I love them"

"Flowers?"

"The yellow roses. You did send them to me, right?" she questioned. What if she had got it wrong? What if they hadn't been from Nate at all?

"Oh yeah. Sorry. I totally spaced." Blair rolled her eyes once again. Nate was so clueless sometimes. "I'm glad you liked them."

"See you later"

"Yeah, see you later"

Blair was so glad she'd made the right choice about Nate and Chuck. The flowers, which, according to the internet, represented everlasting love, were so romantic. It confirmed everything she's said about Nate. He was the perfect gentleman.

XOXO

Blair was once again watching the DVD her father had given her of his vineyard in France and fantasizing about the summer she was going to have there. Lounging by the pool watching the (incredibly hot) pool boy as she sipped her cocktail… shopping in all the cute French boutiques… heaven.

Her fantasies were interrupted when an IM flashed up on her screen.

3WB3:How are you?

BlairBear:Who is this?

3WB3:I thought you might be a little upset…

BlairBear:About what? Who is this??

3WB3:About you and Chuck

As soon as Blair saw that she gasped. This person knew about her and Chuck. How was that even possible? They had kept it a secret from everyone- even Serena. More importantly though, why hadn't they told Gossip Girl? Maybe she could bluff her way out of it.

BlairBear:What about me and Chuck? I haven't seen him in ages. Why would I be upset?

3WB3:Because you broke up at Cotillion

Shit. Time to bluff a little harder.

BlairBear:Chuck and I were never dating. How could we break up?

3WB3:Stop lying.

BlairBear:I'm not lying. I don't now who you are or what you think you know but you're wrong. So leave me alone.

Blair smirked triumphantly. This loser probably didn't know anything. They had been so careful not to get caught. She was about to log off now that she'd had the last word, but she got another IM.

3WB3:I've got proof

That's when he sent her the video.

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When Blair had recovered enough from the shock at seeing her and Chuck doing that she'd stared to pace around her room until she'd composed herself enough to reply.

BlairBear:You're sick

She meant it. What sort of person filmed other people having sex? A very sick one.

Realisation dawned on her. There was only one person she knew who would do this.

Chuck.

BlairBear:I know it's you

3WB3:Who?

BlairBear:Chuck

3WB3:This isn't Chuck. He's a bit preoccupied in the video to be filming, isn't he?

BlairBear:You set up the video beforehand

3WB3:How would he know Nate was going to stand you up and that you'd go into that room.

Blair started to think rationally. This person, whoever they were, had a point. This wasn't Chuck's sick attempt at blackmailing her. It didn't change the fact that somebody was blackmailing her though.

BlairBear:What do you want from me?

3WB3:I don't want anything from you.

BlairBear:Everyone has a price. Name yours.

3WB3:Well…

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Spotted: B braving the snow and taking a stroll through the park, accidentally leaving her bag behind. Don't worry B, it was last season anyway. C and N getting off a plane. We were wondering where C had got to. We don't blame him for leaving; the unholy union of BB and LvdW would make anyone run and hide. Even if it's just to avoid being blinded by the rock BB gave to L. We thought N and B would be spending the holidays with each other now that their relationship is back on track but while N was away, did he play? I'll be sure to find out and let you know. You know you love, xoxo, Gossip Girl

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