Good Bye Carly

It had been a week since we had graduated and already Carly was leaving. Her parents and Spenser were helping her move into her new apartment by NYU. She didn't have to stay in the dorms like Sam and I did. I knew that I had to try not to cry when she was going or Sam would harass me. Even though she would be crying herself. She would tease me about being in love with Carly and Carly never feeling the same way. The truth of it was, I did love Carly, but not in a romantic way anymore. I used to dream about her being my girlfriend, and I finally got over it when we hit 17.

It had been Carly's birthday party and she was dating this guy from the Football team named Greg. I was pissed off the whole party, wondering what he had that I didn't. The only thing I could figure was popularity and more muscles. I would never be that big jock type. I was pouting over on the stairs, when Sam came up to me and five stared my back sending me forward to fall on my face. I was about to scolded and then I turned and saw her hands covering her mouth. She hadn't meant to send me so far forward. "Really Sam?" I asked pulling myself up.

"I'm actually sorry." She explained her cheeks red. "You normally can handle that stuff now. I haven't sent you flying for like two years."

"I wasn't braced for it." I answered.

"Obviously." She said with a grin. I couldn't help but grin back. I sat back down on the stairs and she sat next to me, "Why are you being a Creeper?" She asked. It did seem creepy. I was sitting up at the top of a dark stair well staring out at a room full of people. I shook my head with a frown, "Just not a good day."

"Of course not. Your you." She harassed. I rolled my eyes and turned away from her. I was not in the mood.

She sighed, "You're mad about Carls and Meathead." She said easily. She knew, probably anyone would. This was either going to go one of two ways. She would either be supportive and tell me to get over it, or she would make fun of me and tell me to get over it. Sam and I had a better relationship since we dated. She could be serious and understanding with me, it just depended on the day. I nodded.

"Okay," She put her hand on my shoulder and rubbed it. "You need to get over her." She said, I knew she would though. "Have you ever thought maybe you only like her, because she is a challenge?" She asked.

"What?" I turned her with my mouth gaping, "Sam, I have liked Carly since I was nine. Do you really think I would like a person for 8 years over some so stupid as I can't have her?"

Sam shrugged, "I don't know Freddie. There are a lot of girls out there who would be a better suit for you than Carly. I mean Carly is great, but what do you to really have in common other than being nice?"

I sat there and thought about it, "Umm, well there is doing Icarly." I said as an example.

"We did Icarly together Fred, it wasn't enough to make us work." She retorted. I nodded my head, "Our relationship wasn't a failure though." I added.

"No, it wasn't." She looked into my eyes, which made me feel nervous, "It made us friends and have respect for one another. It was good while it happened, but why did we break up?"

"Because we felt like we were taking a connect we had, and making into something it wasn't." I answered slowly. She nodded her head and patted me on the shoulder and headed back down to the party.

It all hit me in that moment, if I couldn't make it work with Sam, how could have I made it work with Carly? I didn't think Sam was right about me only liking Carly as a challenge, but she was right about the fact that we didn't have anything in common. All these years I had been idolizing Carly in my head. She was beautiful and wonderful, but so were most of the women I knew. I got of the stairs and went down to the party. My infatuation ended that night.

I walked across the hall and Sam and Carly were on the couch crying and hugging. Gibby couldn't come do to the fact that he had summer school at the moment. He said his good byes last night. I was lucky, because I started fencing camp next week, this year I was an instructor. If it had started this week I wouldn't be able to be there.

"Oh Freddie..." Carly cried from the couch. Sam covered her face, so I couldn't see her tears. Silly girl, like I wouldn't think she would cry today. Her best friend was leaving and we wouldn't see her in a long time. Carly stood and walked to me and wrapped her arms around me. She nuzzled into my neck. "I'm going to miss you." She sobbed.

I squeezed her tight, "I'll miss you too. Good luck in New York." I whispered.

"Take care of Sam in Utah. I don't want to see her on America's most wanted or Cops." Carly said with a little laugh through her tears.

We all laughed a little, I didn't imagine it would be this hard. We countinued with our good byes and followed Carly and Spenser out the doors of the building. They loaded up into to the cab they were taking to the airport. We waved to them good-bye and Sam gripped onto me. I didn't say a word about it. This was beyond hard to her, Sam didn't have a good home life, and Carly's home was pretty much hers.

Sure Spenser would be back in a week and let us hang out there, but for the week she'd be stuck at home. I couldn't stand to think about that, I couldn't stand to see another cigarette burn on her. "Sam, remember how I had rented a room in the basement?" I asked. There was still a bed down there. My mom wouldn't let her stay at our apartment. She would be allowed to visit, but not stay the night.

She nodded her crying head into her shoulder, "There is still a bed down there. I could bring you some blankets. You could sleep there until Spenser gets back." She wrapped her arms around and nodded her head again. "Why don't you come up to my place for a bit?" I asked. She didn't want to be alone. Neither did I.

"Is crazy home?" She mumbled through tear soaked eyes.

"No, she works until 9 tonight." I answered and she began walking towards the elevator. Wiping her tears from her eyes. I know she hated people to see her cry, so I tried to avoid eye contact.

We rode up silently and when got into the apartment she walked straight towards the fridge. She opened the door, "What the Chiz, Fredward? No ham?"

"No my mom is trying a kosher diet." I knew that would rise a heckle out of her.

"Your mom isn't jewish, is she?"

"Nope."

"So just crazy then?"

"Yep." I answered with a grin. My mom had gotten a lot worse recently, with me going so far away for school. She begged me to go to Seattle. I refused so I wouldn't have to be here with her. I love my mom, but she is just to much. She freaked out even more when she found out Sam was going back. She had this fear that I would get back with Sam. Like Carly though, Sam was beautiful and wonderful (In her own weird way), but she wasn't for me.

Sam had settled for a wheel of colby jack cheese and didn't bother cutting it. She was just biting into it. "Sam, my mom is going to freak if she sees teeth marks in that cheese wheel."

With a mouth full she said, "it'll be gone." Although it sound like, "wittlbegawn."

We hung out for like 2 hours, just watching UFC fighting on tv silently, other than the sound of Sam eating Cheese.

"Can I check my facebook?" She finally spoke now the cheese was demolished.

"Sure." She walked back to my room, and then I remembered the last time I left her in my room she had cut all my boxers into thongs. I jumped off the couch and rushed into my room and she was laying on my bed curled in a ball crying.

I couldn't see her face. It was covered in all her blonde locks. "Sam." I whispered. I didn't want to just plop onto the bed, because she'd hit me. I had to let her know I was there. When I sat next to her on the bed I looked down at her. I wanted to brush her hair out of her face, but that would make her mad. "It will be okay."

"But, she's gone." She whispered, "the only person in the world who didn't think I was a piece of shit."

"I don't think your a piece of shit Sam." I told her decide to push the hair out of her face.

"You don't?" She asked me through glassy eyes.

"No, I've told you 100 times that you are wonderful, you just..." I didn't get to finish because her lips locked with mine. I froze for a second in shock, we hadn't kissed since the night we broke up 3 years ago. Should I be doing this? I asked myself. She was my friend and we had got to a good place, could this mess it all up? I continued trying to reason things out in my head, but her lips felt so soft. How could I resist? She was soooo beautiful.

"Sam, are you sure you want to do this?" I pulled away. I couldn't let her do this, she didn't really want me. She was just sad.

"Shut it Freddie or I'll break your face." She whispered, but not in a mean voice. In a sexy voice. The sound of her voice didn't match her words, but the sound was enough to put me into a trance of lust. Her lips met with mine again, and I wrapped my arms around her. I probably was squeeze to tight out of excitement, but she seemed to like it. Her fingers were running through my hair and she gave me a little tug to push me to kiss her harder. She used to do that when we dated.

I slide my tongue between her lips and she let out a soft moan. She pushed me down to the bed and began to grind her body against mine. My boner was so stiff at this moment, I believe you could balance a cup on it and it wouldn't fall. As it rubbed against her flat belly, it made my eyes roll back in my head.

"Oh god Sam!" I moaned as she rubbed her wetness against my thigh. I could feel her soaking through her track shorts. This was as far as we had gone dating. Kissing and dry humping, so I wasn't going to make a move to go further. She then began pulling on the hem of my shirt trying to get it over I sat up moving her body with mine and yank it off. Something seemed to flash in her eyes.

"You look so fucking good Freddie." She whispered in my ear and then gave it a lick. I shivered as her lips began to glide down my neck. She gave a little nibble on my neck, which i enjoyed, then shit actually bit me. I had no idea I would find that so arousing, my body jerked in reaction and excitement splashed through me. I was 100% experiencing an addreline rush. "Sam!" I growled and with out think I grabbed the front of her yellow tank top and ripped it in half.

She looked down and gasped, she looked up into my eyes then and gave me a naughty grin. Thank god she had liked it. I began touching her bra covered breast through the ripped tanked top. She felt so soft and smooth. I had never touched a boob before and I prayed that this wouldn't be the last time. Her hands slid of me to the front of her bra where she undid the clasp. Then she pulled off the ripped tank and the bra and through them on the floor.

Sam's tits were huge. My eyes were glued to their every movement as they bounced. How did such a tiny girl have such a huge tits. They had to be D's. I putting a shaking hand on her tit as she grinded against me. I laid back while touching it so I could watch her dry fuck me as a fondle her.

They jiggled in my hands and I squeezed them. I had to try and think about what I had saw in the pornos that I watched for my regular jacking off. Sam was not a virgin. I knew this. She had dated this douche bag named Dean for two months and they had sex. I had to be better than that guy was. If we even got that far.

I brushed the tips of my fingers against her nipples and she let out a small, "ahh." I was at least on the right track. Then I rolled them between my fingers and she moaned more, "Yes, Freddie!" She cried. My next instinct was to put them in my mouth, but would the be too much? Only one way to find out, right? I leaned forward and licked her nipple. In responsed she pulled my face to her tits and smashed it against it. She didn't want me to stop. I took her nipple in my mouth and began sucking it. She moaned uncontrollably. "Bite it Freddie Baby!" She moaned.

Bite it? Wouldn't that hurt? Then I though about when she bit my neck. I bit down and she screamed. I would have stopped thinking had hurt her if she didn't have my head locked into that place with her arms. "FREDDIE! YES! YES!" She moaned, rubbing her soaked pussy against my thigh. I continued doing it, but I felt myself getting out of control with each bite. I was even more spurred on by the scratches down my back with her nails.

I flipped her over, not gracefully by any means. I grabbed her arms and pinned them next to her head as a grinned my cock against her. Her eyes went wide with shock, but she loved it. She continued to moan, and then moaned, "Fuck me Freddie!"

Did she mean it? Did she really want me to fuck her? I want to so bad I was sick with it. I was in a lust crazy. Nothing else existed in that moment, not college, not Carly, nothing but Sam underneath me begging for my cock. I let go of her wrist and sat between her legs as I pulled her little purple track shorts. Her knee high socks, could stay on. They were sexy, but her panties had to go. He little purple lace thong had been soaked through and I pulled it off quickly. I stared down at her pussy, I had never seen one before in real life. Only on the internet. She had soft blonde curls on it, I didn't know she was naturally that blonde.

"STOP STARING AND START FUCKING!" Sam yelled. I couldn't argue with that. I pulled down my khaki shorts and kicked them and boxers off. "Condom?" I asked her. I certainly didn't have any. At this point I had figured that I would be a virgin for ever. I mean I was 18 and Sam was the closest I had ever got to sex.

"I'm on BC." She said as she grabbed my hips and pulled me forward. My dick made contact with her enterance, it was so wet and welcoming I almost fainted from the pleasure. I screamed out, "SAMMMMMMMMMMMMM!" I think that excited her because dug her heels into my lower back and pushed me forward. Her pussy walls gripped around my cock as I entered her. They squeezed me so good. I started breathing heavy. It was all I could do not to come. I couldn't move or I'd come.

She began sliding herself underneath me. "Sam! I'll come if you don't stop." I warned. I literally had just entered her and was going to come.

She grabbed my face and crashed her lips onto mine and flipped us over, keeping me inside of her . Once I was on my back, she continued kissing me and started fucking me. "SAM!" I moaned against her mouth. She pumped quicker and quicker with her wet pussy. I could hear out skin smacking together with each pleasurable stroke. I reached up and grabbed her tits as I began spurting inside of her. Shot after shot, my come filled her as she continued riding. Everything else around me zoinked out. All I could do was enjoy the pleasure, it was to intense to know anything else.

After I had came down my penis was still half errect inside her. I could feel her wetness and my come all over it. She started again to hump slowly, "What are you doing?" I asked. I had just came.

"Getting you hard again, so you can make me come." She said. I didn't think it was possible, but I was already getting hard again. Each one of stroke up and down my shaft was still crazy pleasurable even after coming as hard as I did. I leaned up and began bite her nipples again. That made her moan and hump faster. Then with in a minute I was fully erect. Now it was my turn. Something in me was taking over, Sam was mine. Everything in me was telling me she belonged to me and I had to be better than Dean was, I had to make her come harder.

I pulled her off of me, "Get on your hands and knees." I commanded. She gave me a naughty smirk and did what she was told, "I think I like this side of Freddie!" She cooed her approval. Good, because I wanted her to love it. I lined up behind, putting my tip in line with her entrance and then shoved in.

She screamed up in pleasure. Her head flew foward spilling her golden curls over. I grabbed on to her shoulders and began slamming into her full force. She moaned my name over and over again as I pounded her pussy.

"Who owns this pussy, Samantha?" I asked, I honestly don't know what beast had taken control of me, but I was lost to it.

"Freddie! You do!" She moaned loudly. That deserved a gift I thought and I remembered how the guys in porno's would rub girls clits. I reach down and started rubbing in between her pussy lips and her body started trembling. "YES! YES!" She cried.

I continued pounding and rubbing until she screamed my name so loud I'm sure Lewbert could here 6 floors down. Her body fell limply to the bed, but I continued pounding her pussy. Her body was trembling and shaking and I was not about to stop. I pulled on and flipped her over, I wanted to see her pretty face, while I stretched her pussy with my dick more.

"Freddie!" She gasped. I continued pounding her, now looking down in to her eyes that kept fluttering open and close between her orgasms.

"Sam! Sam! SAM! SAMMMMMMMMMM!" I growled as I finally realeased again. Without think I collapsed on top of her and she wrapped her arms around me.