They rode for two days without a break. When her numb arms couldn't hold onto him anymore, he simply shifted her position and made her sit in front of him on the horseback…he didn't want to stop before reaching Denerim.

When the horses couldn't take it any longer, Loghain ordered his soldiers to pitch the tents and rest for the night….he seemed like a possessed man after leaving Ostagar. Although Kallian who was in the back lines, that night, didn't fully understand what happened, she could tell that it was grave…

"My lord, can I speak with you?" Kallian entered Loghain's tent.

"What?" he looked so tense.

"Did we lose at Ostagar?" she carefully asked.

Loghain stared at her for a long while before saying "the Grey Wardens betrayed the king, and I couldn't intervene in time to save him…we lost the battle but we also lost the king and half of our army" he said calmly observing the girl's reaction.

Kallian clapped her hand over her mouth in shock.

"The villains! I knew there was something wicked about them since I met this Duncan"

Loghain turned around and sat on the edge of his bed…

"If this is all you wanted to know," he said trying to dismiss her but Kallian rushed toward him. She sank to her knees in front of him and grabbed his hands.

"My lord, I cannot imagine how you feel, but I…if there is anything I can do to comfort you…" she said. She didn't even measure the impact or the meanings of her words…

"Did I raise a harlot, a comfort woman for soldiers?" Loghain squeezed her hand.

"That's not what…you are hurting me, your grace" Kallian begged and he let go of her hand.

He rose nervously and left her kneeling before the empty bed…

"For you, I will be everything you need or you want…if you want comfort…then be it…I won't be ever ashamed of being with you in any way you see fit...if this is all you want from me…I love you and trust you enough to…"

"leave," he said, his voice was shaking...insure.

Kallian stood up and prepared to leave…so shameful she wished the earth would split right now and swallow her…but when she walked past him a hand grabbed her arm and she suddenly found herself in his arms…

She had to blink several times to realize it was not one of her fantasized walking dreams…Loghain was holding her in his arms…it happened only once before…the night her mother was murdered…

She carefully raised her hands and put them on his large back, and he responded by burying his face in her soft curls, inhaling her scent…He felt her large smile against his chest and he laughed as his hands began to slide lower, past her back…it felt so natural, easy and good, that he for a moment wondered why did he wait for so long...everything had worked according to his plan, the king, and his three advisors were nothing but a bad memory now…but he knew it wouldn't be easy.

Kallian tensed as his hands started caressing her behind…maybe, she was not as ready as she thought.

Loghain marveled at how perfect her little body was…not too much, nor too little…he gave it a squeeze and she suppressed a shriek…he looked down at her face and she was as he dreamt her to be, blushing, anxious, breathless…fear and want, written in her beautiful face. He pulled her nightgown up and up until his hand could reach under it. He first touched lightly over her small-clothes but quickly seized the annoying piece of tissue and pulled it down.

Kallian didn't object as he took her underwear off…he was now kneeling before her, looking up at her,

"Pull your dress up," his voice was husky.

Kallian hesitated…she didn't imagine that they would be in such position before even sharing their first kiss. She finally did as asked and pulled her dress up.

"pull it higher," he ordered. "above your waist," he specified, staring at her from his kneeling position.

Kallian finally took a deep breath and pulled her gown up to her breast…her legs trembled and she didn't dare to make eye contact with him….

She almost sobbed when a finger touched between her legs…and she looked down only to meet his gaze…

"This how it is going to be Kallian, not like the books you read..." he said caressing her not enough wet entrance. Was he trying to frighten her? Yes, she should be frightened, he concluded.

"Could you stand it? Or shall we stop here?"He asked…many young girls would think they want to be touched by older men, but almost none of them would stand the way a man who is no longer a hesitant stuttering boy, would have them…

"Please, Loghain, I want you…" she said trying to sound convincing.

He chuckled "your body is telling me the contrary"

He tried to push one of his fingers up but it was almost impossible, she was too tight, not wet enough…it would take too much time and effort to prepare her.

He rose to his feet and pulled her to him. He traced the contour of her lips with his finger…

"if I take you tonight, in the morrow you won't be able to ride on a horse back…so, how could you still comfort me, little one?" he whispered near her lips.

"I…I…" she stuttered breathlessly before instinctively sucking at the finger that was resting on her lips.

"that's a good idea" he let out a chuckle that ended in a low groan… she didn't seem to understand as she kept sucking on his finger…he suddenly withdrew from her and sat on the bed. Kallian, confused, looked at him…

"Come here," he patted his lap...

Kallian pulled her gown up and sat astride on his lap, facing him… he grabbed her hips and pulled her to him and she felt it for the first time…his hardening cock pushing against her lower abdomen…her cunt start throbbing as she involuntarily started rocking her hips grounding her aching part against him…but he grasped her hips and immobilized her…

"Not so fast," he said when she gave him a pouty look.

"when will I receive my first kiss, your grace?" Kallian said.

"I ignore it, I am no fortune teller, girl," he said.

Kallian blinked, then she angrily tried to rise and leave…only whores didn't get kissed on the mouth and even if she would die for him…she wouldn't let their relation turn into something cheap and sordid…

"you said you would be satisfied with whatever I am willing to give you, are you going back on your word?" Loghain tempted her holding her slim waist tightly, speaking with his mouth only inches from her own.

"I wasn't aware of…" she muttered... He leaned in and she suddenly found her lips pressed against his...Kallian couldn't say how long they had kissed, but she could describe the longing on her loins getting tighter as their tongues met and entwined and how she shuddered when he ripped her gown to bare her small breasts…what made her reach the summit of her pleasure, so fast? Maybe his skillful tongue and lips, or was it his deft fingers toying with her sensitives nipples and the powerful thrusts of his hips underneath her, jamming his hard cock against her aching cunt…it didn't matter…she came screaming, tossing her head back as he held her closer and buried his face between her breasts.

She was still lost in the fog of her orgasm, limp into his arms, when she threw her arms around his neck, rubbing her face against his cheek, her soft lips against his rough stubble "I Love you, I love you, I love.." she kept repeating it like a helpless fool…

When she was lucid enough, the first thing she could feel was his heart beating fast and…his still hard as rock cock pressed against her… she was the one who promised to comfort him…yet she had been taking all the pleasure from the start…

"My lord, I…have been selfish…" Kallian raised her head from the crook of his shoulder and shyly looked at him…he laughed.

"show me how to pleasure you" she insisted, all she had done those past years was taking, his money, his time and his effort, now she had to give him something as well.

"Unbutton my breeches and take it out," he said as he took her hand and put it over his erection.

Kallian did as he demanded. She unbuttoned his pants and without her touching it, his cock emerged like it was animated by a life on its own…hard, long, curved, thick and throbbing…it was begging to be touched…and she did without waiting for the permission, she grabbed his hot cock and caressed the velvety texture of its skin…

"Squeeze firmly, but not too much and move your hand up and down," Loghain said with a breathy voice.

Kallian followed his instructions, carefully observing his face, to know the perfect speed and pressure she should use…his heavy breathing, half-lidded eyes and parted lips…a vision that made her cunt wet again…

Yet she felt that something was missing in this perfect harmony…

Without taking her hands of him, Kallian left the bed and sank to the cold ground…she looked at his jolting thick cock and she leaned in to kiss it…he groaned. So she did it again, an open mouth kiss on the tip where white liquid was starting to pearl…

Loghain's patience reached its limits as he grabbed his cock and placed his hand on the back of Kallian's neck and pulled her toward his aching erection

"wet your lips, be sure they are covering your teeth…now take it in your mouth and suck" those were orders clear and firm, that Kallain followed without discussion and the reward was worth it…Loghain shut his eyes tightly and arched his back, choking a loud moan…and then he gazed at the elf through half-lidded eyes...he was looking at the girl he had for many years done everything to preserve her, shelter her from all evil... one of his rare charitable, altruistic deeds and it had to end up like this...him corrupting her and enjoying it so much...he was drunk on the obscenity of the situation...the darkness that had once touched him, he kept spreading it all around him...but now it was not the time for such toughts...it was time to savor her sweet mouth and live the present moment.

she did her best…even if it was hard to accommodate his girth into her small mouth she did it, ignoring the pressure that made her teeth scratch the interior of her lips…she kept sucking, licking and stroking his shaft with her hands…he was near she could tell by the movement of his hips, pushing forward wanting to sink further inside the wet heaven of her mouth…she had to keep going…suddenly Loghain grabbed a fistful of her hair and removed her from his cock…he started stroking himself…once, twice and hot spurts of white liquid jetted on her breasts…he seemed so satisfied looking at the kneeling elf before him until she started touching the sticky liquid he ejaculated over her chest…

"Come here," he said as he took off her ripped gown and used it to clean her breasts.

"Did I pleasure you well?" she asked.

He didn't answer...

"Sleep now," he said as he covered them with a blanket…what would Cauthrien think when she would come to wake him up in the morning…he didn't really care he concluded as he kissed the forehead of the sleeping girl in his arms.