A/N: Well this is the last chapter hope you enjoy!

Summary: He gave everything she wanted but how come he meant nothing to her after all these years. Who will she choose? The one that broke her heart or the one that mended it?

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Chapter 2

A week has passed and Mikan tried to avoid Natsume as much as possible. If she would see him in the hallway, she would just turn back and take another direction. When it's time to eat, she would just eat outside just so she could avoid seeing him there. Today was different though because today, they have no classes and Ruka just invited her to go on a date with him and visit the central town. Mikan almost forgot that she has a boyfriend because her mind is always focusing in avoiding Natsume all week.

'Come to think of it, I haven't thought about Ruka for the past few weeks…hmm I guess I should apologize to him for not paying more attention to him' she sighed and started to walk towards the boys dormitory.

Later that day Mikan and Ruka went on their date at central town. He brought her to different kinds of shop which Mikan enjoyed. Then they searched for a place they could be alone. He held up her seat like a gentleman and seated himself in front of her. They ordered their food and ate silently. Mikan thought of all the things she loved about Ruka.

'He's simple, caring, a gentleman, understanding, sociable not to mention handsome.' She giggled earning a look from him. She blushed and shook her head signaling him that it was nothing. Then she continued to cite all the things she likes about him. 'He's also sweet not like Natsume; he's not a pervert … like Natsume' 'WAIT! I'm not supposed to think of him. I'm supposed to think of Ruka right now. I'm on a date with him for GOODNESS SAKE! Calm down Mikan...calm down'

"Mikan chan daijoubu ka?"

"Eh? Hai! Gomen ne I'm just a little tired that's all" she replied and laughed. 'Great now he will definitely think you don't love him! Mikan no BAKA!!!' she thought angrily. Then her last words echoed inside her head 'you don't love him…' She shook her head and huffed loudly. Ruka just stared at her and sighed angrily. He knows that she's thinking of 'him' again so he decided to end their date.

"Mikan let's go" he said while standing up and going over to her to assist her.

"Eh? Demo I'm fine Ruka. Don't worry" she assured him.

"BUT YOUR NOT FINE!" he shouted drawing the attention of the passersby and the people at the café. Mikan stared at him. She was shocked because Ruka never yelled at her before.

"Gomen ne…I didn't mean to shout at you. It's just that it would be useless for us to continue this date if your mind is with HIM" Mikan felt guilty because she kept on thinking about Natsume that she forgot about Ruka in front of her. She obediently followed him as he paid for their meal. The trip back home was a silent one. He didn't even look at her the entire time.

When they got home, he dropped her off to the girls' dormitory. He was about to leave when Mikan called him. She didn't know what possessed her to do that but it was too late to back out now. Mikan kissed Ruka and he kissed her back. She wanted to pull away but he held her close. The kiss has no passion like the others but she could sense the desperation on Ruka's kiss so she complied. They both pulled away filling their lungs with oxygen. Mikan bid him goodnight and run towards the door without looking back. She rested her back against the door as her tears fell down her cheeks. She crouched down on the floor and hugged her knees. She cried and whispered "Gomen ne Ruka…"

He's everything you want

He's everything you need

He's everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

He says all the right things

At exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you

And you don't know why

After some time Mikan lifted herself up and started to walk towards her bedroom. She flopped down on it and tried to cry herself to sleep. When it wasn't working she stood up and decided to get some fresh air to calm her mind. When she was about to turn into a corner she heard two girls talking in the hallway. Don't get her wrong but Mikan is not the type of girl who would listen in other people's conversation but this time is an exception. She stopped and hid herself at the corner and listened to their conversation.

"I can't believe it! So she was the reason why Natsume sama left! WAIT! how did you know about this?"

"Will you pipe down; no one is supposed to know about this! If this spreads they will totally kill me!" Retorted the girl angrily.

"Anyway about the knowing part…I heard Ruka sama and Natsume sama talking about it just now. You see I was taking a stroll outside the garden when I heard voices shouting..."

"Why were taking a stroll outside when you know it's already past curfew? gasps YOUR STALKING NATSUME SAMA!"

"Shut up! Anyway as I was saying I listened to their argument and that's when I heard Natsume sama saying Mikan was the reason and that he doesn't want to hurt her…I never stayed long because they might know that I was there." Both girls continued to gossip with each other unaware to both of them that Mikan heard their little gossip and left searching for a certain raven haired boy.

But you'll just sit tight

And watch it unwind

It's only what you're asking for

And you'll be just fine

With all of your time

It's only what you're waiting for

Mikan was looking for him all over the academy and she found him sitting at the cherry blossom tree like he used to do. She walked up to him and rested for a bit until she could catch her breath.

"Natsume…." She whispered silently. It had been so long since she last uttered his name.

"…" He didn't say anything but he stood up and prepared to leave.

"Natsume!" she called out as she grabbed his arm. Natsume was surprised at her action but he hid it.

"Natsume…don't leave me again…onegai" her words are pleading him to stay as tears began to fall from her eyes. Mikan didn't plan to say that. She was supposed to ask him if the rumors were true but when she saw him leaving, she couldn't stop herself from clutching onto him.

"Natsume…" she repeated but before she could finish her sentence Natsume pushed her and placed both his hands on the side of her head trapping her. He studied her features for a moment and wiped her tears with his hand. He continued to watch her intently and focused his eyes on her. She was hypnotized by his red orbs which held her in place. Her breathing became rugged and her heart beat increased. There was a pregnant pause as both of them continued to admire the person in front of the other.

Finally Mikan spoke but it came out as a soft whisper and before she could utter another word Natsume leaned in and kissed her. She was surprised by his action but didn't move away. She closed her eyes and savored the taste of his lips on hers. His kiss sends tingling sensations throughout her body. Natsume took this chance and wrapped his arms around her deepening the kiss. Mikan gasps but focused on the kiss and slowly tangled her hands on his soft hair. She never imagined his kiss to be this passionate and longing. Mikan kissed him back with the same passion and desire. Natsume pulled away and both of them is breathing heavily from the lack of oxygen. He looked at her and leaned his forehead onto her and smiled weakly. Then Natsume bend forward so he was near her ear and whispered "You're still the same polka dots".

Out of the island

Into the highway

Past the places where you might have turned

You never did notice

But you still hide away

The anger of angels who won't return

Mikan was still in a daze when Natsume pulled away. He whispered something in her ear which made her feel warm inside. She watched him stepped back from her and realization dawned on her, he called her 'polka dots again!'

Her face went from dazed to irritation. 'Why does he have to ruin a perfect moment?' Mikan thought angrily but her scowl was soon replaced by a soft smile that adorned her face. She missed how Natsume would always tease her about her panty designs and until now he still knows how to rile her up. All thoughts escaped her mind as they cherished the moment between them.

He's everything you want

He's everything you need

He's everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

He says all the right things

At exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you

And you don't know why

Unknown to the both of them, a pair of blue orbs is silently suffering and watching the scene between the two. Ruka remembered the time he asked Mikan to be his girlfriend. She accepted his offer and spent four years of her life with him. Everything was fine and perfect but as soon as their relationship lasted he noticed that Mikan was feeling a little bit uncomfortable around him. He tried to ignore that fact knowing that the girl in his arms is in love with him too but after some time, Mikan's behavior started to worry him.

He often found her thinking of other things when they are with each other. One time he even asked her about it but she just smiled at him telling him that she was ok so he dismissed that idea. One smile from her and every doubt in his mind will just fade into nothingness.

Everyday Mikan would laugh and smile at him like there's nothing to worry about but deep down inside he knows that behind her smiles, she was just pretending and that reason alone is eating him alive. He wanted her love so much that he even ignored the fact that she was starting to be unhappy with him.

All these years Ruka never complained or talk it out with her. He would just stay by her side all the time and to overlook her discomfort around him. He couldn't understand why Mikan didn't want him. I mean, he was the perfect guy in the academy. He's smart, handsome, a gentleman, loving, understanding and etc…Almost every girl in the academy will love to be his girlfriend! God! But why is Mikan an exception? She was the only girl he wanted…

He knew that he couldn't ignore it forever and she is bound to get away from it all sooner or later. He also realized that no matter what he does…no matter how many times he would tell her that he loves her and he gave her everything he thought she needed…he really meant nothing to her except being her friend. He just couldn't accept that fact no matter what how many times he tried to sink it in because deep down inside he wanted her to love him even if she was just pretending.

'Mikan was never truly really his...' he thought sadly

"I'm not what you wanted Mikan and I don't know why…" he uttered softly as tears run down his face.

I am everything you want

I am everything you need

I am everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

I say all the right things

At exactly the right time

But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

And I don't know why

Why

I don't know

The end

A/N: 1.) I wanted to thank everyone who reviewed my story. Although I said that I wouldn't create an epilogue for this story….well I'll try to create one just to clear up some things between Mikan x Natsume x Ruka relationships so just wait for it. Hehehehe!!!

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A/N: 2.) Sorry for hurting Ruka pyon in this story and I know that the ending sucked. I just wanted someone to pair up with Mikan so please don't kill me! TT anyway I hope you liked the story and please leave me some reviews for me to know if it's too cheesy, stupid, bad, good, great, boring, nonsense, anything just tell me and I promise I won't be mad. (Crosses fingers behind the back) oops! Sorry you're not supposed to read that hehehehehe!! (Runs away!!!)