Chapter 2 – All Good Things Come to An End
All I could see was darkness. My heart is beating so fast it's as if it will rip right out of my chest, these feelings are over taking me I haven't felt this way in a long time and I hate this feeling.
" Mama! Papa! Brothers! Don't leave me please I need you! I miss you my family" NO!!! I sat up dripping with sweat, that dream, always that dame dream I can't get it out of my head a never ending tunnel of darkness is all I see nothing in that tunnel leads to anything. Yet it is all I ever dream. Nothing. I roll over and look at the clock 2:30am, I get up since I can't sleep and I go over to the bathroom when I look in the mirror I want o scream I look like death. But wait I'm death. Looking back at me is someone pale and sweaty, not a fighter nor a killer. I look weak and vulnerable like a human would when they are scared and don't know what to do this isn't me it will never be me, I'm to strong to be like this I shouldn't be like this. I run myself a cool bath when I get in I just sit there and stare and nothing like I always do, I have no one and that is how it must be for if I have someone they will die by the hand of someone or myself. Love is something I will never get to keep, sadly I like it this way nothing can stop me or hold me back from my destiny. I think I've been in this tub to long. As I get out I think of what my day will be like, I'm still planning my revenge and I can't yet execute it the way I want but trust me I will get my revenge. Oh how sweet it will be.
"What to wear?" Looking into my closet I pick out my black skinny jeans and a pair of paten leather stacked high heels, a dark navy fitted dress shirt, and a black blazer with a cross-stitched in the back. I go back to the bathroom and decide how to do my make-up, something simple. I choose to line my upper eyes with a charcoal grey, then add a highlight of soft white to the eyebrow bone and the corner of my eyes, then I put on a warm almost red blush, then I put a tinted lip gloss the colour soft red. Once I'm finished with that I do my hair, I curl it into soft curls and add in a grey headband. I grab my bag and coat and head out the door to work. You heard me correctly work. I work at this really up scale fashion boutique I call it "rich town" but the real name of the store is HAVEN all of there stuff is amazing, all of it is made in Italy and of course everyone knows that anything Italian sells I think that's why the store is doing so well. My day is never really productive but that's not why I'm telling you this. I saw him the first-born prince of Silver Nom! Here in this realm with humans, and everyone knew that the people of Silver Nom hated humans. This made me start to wonder, why is he here? And why is he staring right at me? Shit! He is looking at me. Just my fucking luck the man I want to kill is looking at me. It was as if everything was in slow motion, corny I know, but to me is was. He was looking at me, right through me is more like it, and he has such a penetrating gaze no wonder the people of Silver Nom are scared of him, and I can see why the women love him so much he is something to look at but I will never see him that way because after all I want him dead. So I stared back and he seemed to be very surprised at that fact I did not look away, maybe that is why he is coming over here. Wait! Oh shit he is coming over to me! When he reached the counter he leaned forward and spoke. " Hello, I'm looking for a gift", "What kind of gift are you looking for?" When I looked up I nearly let out a gasp, his eyes are the sexiest shade of gold I have ever seen, shit what I'm I thinking! Bad thoughts! But his eyes are amazing…
Sesshomaru's POV
When I walled into the store I didn't see anything that I liked but then I looked up and I saw her, she was standing at the counter with her head slightly bent reading over something then I cleared my throat; she looked up her eyes slightly became wide but if you were not paying attention you wouldn't have noticed. Then I spoke… " I'm looking for a gift", "What kind of gift are you looking for?" her voice was sweet yet husky kind of whisper; it would be the voice you would hear while you are having passionate sex, demanding in it's whisper but yet still pleading with all of it's womanly softness. She was sex on legs there was know denying that, she most likely didn't notice but I did and something about her was what I have been looking for. The only problem would be her finding out where I come from also what I' am. END SESSHOMARU'S POV
Just looking at him was a sight to behold! A God. If only he knew what I was going to do to him, it is very sad that I will never get to enjoy him but then again I'm not supposed to have love. I kill when I have love or everything that loves me dies. To many emotions! Stop it! Don't do this to yourself! Great now I'm arguing with myself, I really am crazy. END NATE POV
There was something inside of him that made me feel different, it's the type of thing that happens when you feel happy. I have not felt that type of happiness in a very long time, but in the end all good things must end. Even in death. Death is inevitable for everyone but the difference between dying and being killed is very different when you die that means it was your time, and when you are killed well it is not your time but according to the person doing that killing it is. That person would be me, I don't care if I kill you it's not like I love you. I can't love you. I won't love you.
"Sir? What kind of gift are you looking for? "
" For a girl"
" Ok? Umm. Well how old is she?"
" 12"
" Well she's a young lady then, is there anything that she is really into? Such as dresses, sports, or is she kind of at that stage of a tomboy?"
" She enjoys being female"
" So… she likes being a girl, dressing up, and just having fun? Is that right?"
" You are correct"
" Well that's good to know, at least I know I'm doing my job right"
" Indeed you are"
" Thank you… I think"
" Well Sir…"
"Sesshomaru"
"Pardon?"
"My name is Sesshomaru, call me by my name"
"Ok. I guess you can call me Nate then"
" Very well Nate, continue."
At the end of the day he bought everything that I said he should, the funny thing was he agreed with everything that I said never once objecting, he didn't even look at price tags I mean don't get me wrong I know who he is but he paid more attention to me then anything else. It made me nervous, I've never been nervous. I don't like this feeling. I think.
