Author's Note:

Finally, chapter 2 :D Sorry for the wait!


All I Wish For, All I Desire - Chapter 2

Early in the morning, Tohru made her way to Kyou's room and knocked on the door lightly. She waited a moment for a response and after receiving none she opened the door gently. She peeked in and saw Kyou snuggling a stuffed animal and snoring quietly.

"Good morning, Miss Honda," Yuki said to Tohru and walked up to her to see what it was she was looking at.

"Oh, Good morning, Yuki san!" Tohru responded cheerfully.

Yuki just couldn't understand how she could be so happy this early in the morning. He glanced at Kyou and rolled his eyes.

'He looks so innocent when he sleeps, it's ironic.'

"Kyou…Kyou! Breakfast is ready," Tohru said with a smile.

"Why the fuck are you waking me up so early?!" Kyou asked groggily through his sleep.

"S-sorry, well, I uhh." Tohru stuttered quickly.

Yuki walked over to Kyou's bed with a furious pace. He grabbed Kyou up by his nightshirt and threw him out of his bed, making him hit the wood floor.

"Have more respect for Miss Honda and watch your mouth!" Yuki yelled at him.

'Shit! I didn't realize he was standing there. He didn't have to throw me out of the bed, damn, that hurt,' Kyou thought as his mind slowly registered the pain.

"Yeah, yeah. Sorry, Tohru," Kyou said, scratching the back of his neck then yawning. He walked out of the room ahead of them and down the stairs into the kitchen. Kyou thoughts were about getting revenge on Yuki.

Kyou walked to the fridge and grabbed the carton of milk. He didn't bother putting it into a cup and just drank it straight from the carton. He knew this always makes Yuki mad, but Kyou could care less momentarily.

He glanced over to the table and met an intense, brown gaze.

"What are you doing here, Haru?" Kyou asked.

Haru just stared at Kyou for a minute then glanced at his attire. Kyou was wearing a tight white t-shirt and a pair of plaid boxers. He lifted a brow.

"What Haru? Will you quit staring and answer my question?"

"We need to talk," Haru answered in his monotonous voice. He got up and pulled Kyou's arm towards the door.

"Hold up! What the hell, Haru? I haven't even eaten yet!" Kyou said trying to get away from Haru's grasp.

"Fine," Haru said with a sigh. He sat back down at the table and Kyou sat beside him.

Yuki and Tohru walked down from upstairs, laughing. They sat across from Haru and Kyou.

'The tension is rather strong between Yuki and Kyou, which is nothing new. I can't help but think about what Kyou said. I wonder if he has feelings for Yuki?' Haru thought while observing the two boys.

They were currently glaring at each other until Kyou backed down and became quite fascinated by the way his fingers looked. Haru waited until Kyou was done eating to grab him by the arm and then pull him out the door. He was still in his nightclothes and gave Haru a glare.

"Why won't you leave me alone?" Kyou asked but at least he was away from Yuki.

They walked further away from the house until they were out of ears reach.

"So, what was it that you wanted to say yesterday?" Haru asked gently. He wasn't trying to anger Kyou but he was a little worried.

"What the fuck Haru? It doesn't matter, 'kay?" Kyou said trying to get Haru to drop the subject.

"I just had a feeling that this is something important to you. You feel like there is nobody in the world for you to talk to about these things. That's why you are always so frustrated and angry. You carry the burden all by yourself and keep it bottled up."

Kyou was stunned. He couldn't believe that Haru knew about all of this.

"Am I really that easy to read?" Kyou asked quietly, looking anywhere but at Haru. His gaze was always just too intense.

"I just understand you, Kyou. If Yuki could read you that easily, then I doubt you two would have as many problems as you do. When you get upset, you go up to the roof, but you hardly ever try to figure things out. You just try to forget, and forgetting is not going to fix your problems," Haru said, still looking intently at Kyou, gauging his emotions.

Shock was clearly all over Kyou's face. He had never had anyone say anything quite that blunt about his feelings.

'He shouldn't know about that…How could he know about that?' Kyou was deep in thought. In the amidst of his thoughts Haru said "You know you can talk to me, Kyou."

"Just because you are the cat in the Juunishi doesn't mean I view you any differently," Haru said tilting Kyou's face up to look at him.

'This is the first time since Sensei that someone has ever told me that,' Kyou thought.

"Fine, I guess you got me there, yeah. This whole thing with Yuki is bothering me," Kyou said quietly, defeated.

Haru perked up a bit.

"Yeah? How so?"

"Even though I started this hatred so long ago, I can't believe that it still exists and that…he still hates me. Sometimes, I try to be friendly but things I do and say never come out the right way. Even if they do, then he is skeptical of it. I guess that's what's bothering me," Kyou said, telling his honest feelings.

"Do you like him?" Haru asked, getting straight to the point.

Kyou's P.O.V

My head was screaming "what the fuck? no way!" However, in my heart, I knew how I felt. I waited for a few minutes before responding. Slowly, and hesitantly, I answered.

"Yes."

I was afraid of his response. He also waited a minute before responding.

"I understand. Yuki was my first love too, but I know it sucks because… he hates you." Haru said to me slowly.

"But I get the feeling that he doesn't truly hate you. Maybe you should talk to him."

"I-I guess. It's because he is so much stronger than me that I want to beat his face in. Nevertheless, I also admire that about him and it makes me want to kiss him at the same time. It's frustrating!" I said, finally letting out something that I have wanted to get off my chest for a while now.

We stood in silence for quite some time just listening to the world around us.

"Kyou"

"Yeah?" I responded. He had this weird look in his dark-brown eyes…


Endnote:

Hehe cliff hanger :) I assure you that I will make up for it in the next chapter! Please review O.o

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