Disclaimer: I do not and never will own Twilight. Well, I guess I could, but that would mean a lot of paperwork, and I can't afford to pay lawyers right at this moment. *Sigh.* Oh well.

Rosalie was looking at herself in the mirror again. She just couldn't get over the fact that this was her now and she was never going to change again. She wasn't going to age.

She and Emmett would never have the children that she had once dreamed of. Don't think about this again, she scolded herself.

Looking in the glass clamed Rosalie, in a way and that was the reason that she did so, so often. It made her feel better. Although looking like this could not, would never change the frozen state that she was in, it made her feel more whole in a way that other things could not.

Rosalie wondered what she would do if she had the chance to ever be human again. Would she drop everything as it was and just go for it? Would she leave Emmett, Esme, Edward, and Carlisle? Rosalie knew the answer. There was no point in trying to deny it. Of course she would. She would do it right now if she could. Her bags would be all packed and she would be out of here soon as she could be.

She would give it all up; the beauty, the strength and speed, and the immortality. All for the single chance to be human again. It would be worth it, Rosalie was sure.

It would be like a second chance at life. If she could have her second chance at life she would do it in the right way. No second thoughts, she would just dive right in and give herself all of the experiences that she never had tried in her first life.

She would probably fall in love again, with the right man this time. No one anything at all like Royce King.

But could she fall in love again? Rosalie didn't really know. She had Emmett.

It made her feel awful that she thought this way about Emmett, but wouldn't he do the same thing that she would, if he had the choice? Of course he would. She would just keep telling herself that.

Her throat burned, and her eyes were black. Today would be a good day as ever to go hunting. Maybe Emmett would come with her. He was still fairly new and was probably thirsty. It wasn't that hard to guess with him.

She turned away from the glass. "Emmett," she called up the stairs.

"Yeah?" he answered while he finished buttoning his shirt while coming down the stairs.

"Go hunting with me, please," Rosalie gave him her most convincing smile. She knew that it was impossible for him to say no to her when she smiled at him like this.

"Okay," he smiled back at her and took her hand.

That was all she needed to hear.

I opened my eyes. This was Rosalie Hale, of the Cullen Coven.

These would be my family members soon enough. I loved each and every one of them already, and I had yet to meet a single one. But I would, as soon as I found Jasper.

But finding him was the hardest thing I have ever done in my existence! He was so evasive and flighty when he was on the run. He never stayed in one place for long and was constantly changing plans, leaving me running all over the country.

But it wasn't his fault; he had no idea that he was being followed, no inkling that anyone cared enough about him to run after him like I was doing. I didn't really blame him. He needed to keep moving as to keep our existence a secret.

I had finally figured out what I was, in a sense.

I had met someone like me back when I was new. Her name was Georgia.

She told me what I, what we, was in a sense.

"You are a vampire, a creature of the night, a blood sucker, as some like to call us," she said in her rich throaty voice. Then she laughed. "People also say that we are demons, evil creatures of hell that have no mind at all except 'blood blood and more blood'. But you yourself know that is not true. Even you, in your newborn state, have thought of other things besides the rich scent of human blood."

Her statement was true, and I ran with her for a while then I ran by myself again. Her path was not where I wanted to go, I could tell.

The night after I stopped running with her I had a vision of the Cullens. Their way of life appealed to me in a way that not even Georgia's had. How gentle that they were, how they had created this, this, family of sorts. How they all loved one another. The way that they strived off human blood was also impressive to me. If I didn't have Jasper to look for I would have joined their coven as soon as I possibly could. But I had to look for Jasper. He was the reason of my existence, I was sure of it.

If only I knew where he was going though! Things would be so much easier.

I thought of Jasper intently again. I needed to be sure of where he was before I went looking again. I think at this moment in time I was somewhere in New York, near the border of Pennsylvania. I couldn't be too sure though.

Last time that I had 'seen' him he was in New York City.

I saw him clearly. It was raining outside, and he looked thirsty. His eyes were dark and he was worried about that. He was outside of a diner. But what city was he in? I needed to know! He turned around and read a sign: Gilbert's, Philadelphia's Best Diner!

Oh, he was going to be in Philadelphia? That was just perfect, especially since I was right outside of Pennsylvania. I desperately hope that he doesn't change his mind. That would be just my luck though, him being gone before I even get a chance to get there.

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Jasper's POV:

There was no denying it. I was getting thirsty again. I was sick of myself. Why did I have to keep killing, just for me to be alive. It was getting tiresome. I had no pleasure in it, yet my instincts kept me at it. Why did being a vampire make you an automatic killer? That really was all that we were good for. Killing things. Was that our main purpose in life? Just to roam around killing for all eternity? Then what was even the point of us even being made? To kill? Weren't humans doing enough of that by themselves?

I sighed. It's not like I have that much of a choice anyway. I really do not have the strength or the self-discipline to strive off of human blood.

Where was I? I'm not even entirely sure myself. I am in some big city though, I know that much. It's raining, so I could go outside while it was daytime. This is still new to me, so I'm not entirely comfortable with it; even though I knew that there was no way that my skin would sparkle, marking me different. With about a hundred years of only coming out at night, the idea of coming out with the sun is still new and foreign to me.

I couldn't just stay in the rain though. That is not something that a human would do, not without an umbrella, which, having almost no money, I could not get with out stealing. That was out, so I'd be better of inside somewhere instead of out here in the warm rain.

I turned, and there a sign said; Gilbert's, Philadelphia's Best Diner!

It looked as though it wasn't that full, so I went inside. No one smelled particularly good in here, so I'm taking a chance by going inside. I wondered what I was going to buy. I only had fifteen cents, so if I was lucky I could buy a cup of coffee and be done with it. No one would really expect me to drink much of it, and anyways don't humans just drink it to get warm.

And then I saw her. She was waiting for me, I could tell. As soon as I walked in through the door she hopped down from her high stool that she was obviously waiting at. She walked directly towards me.

I tensed myself, ready for attack. That was the only way that I could interpret her behavior. But why was she doing it here in public? Everyone here would find out that we weren't exactly human. But no matter. If she tried to kill me, I would try to do the same to her, even though that would be very hard. I felt a pull towards her that I had never felt before, in any creature.

But she was smiling at me, and the feelings that were radiating off of her were feelings that I had never felt before, at least not in regards to me.

"You've kept me waiting a long time," she said.

I ducked down my head, "I'm sorry ma'am," I replied, since that was the way that I was raised.

She offered me her hand, and I took it without even thinking twice about it. I didn't really care where my life took me anymore. And even though I don't even know her name, wherever she was going I would follow her, no looking back.

A/N: So what did you guys think? Did you like it? I hope so. I was going to keep it all in Alice's perspective, but I decided to let it become Jasper's point of view, somewhat. Oh, and thank you so very much those of you who decided to review my story, and to those of you who kept First Breath on their story update list. Oh and thank you to that one of you who put me on your favorite author's and author alert list. All of you made my day. I was grinning all day until one of my friends asked me if I was high. Thank all of you very much!!!

Love,

Dicey