A/N: So... I'm a bad person... But we all know this. I am so sorry this took so long to come, and even more sorry for it's content...
Although, it was worse. I had to delete some of it. I never thought I'd say this but there was too much sex haha. So yeah I'm sorry if it seems sort of choppy in the middle because I deleted this whole bit with Kendall riding James and then Kendall being tied up and gagged and kxdfbsdkjfsjf sdfkjnsfknsf. Thinking about it makes me want to bite down on a piece of wood or scream into my pillow. Either or.
I decided I needed to keep some form of dignity. I only have a little bit left. And I'm pure and innocent... I don't want to lose that...
*cough cough*
And I've also decided that this is going to be a three part story. And I promise promise promise I won't keep you waiting so long for part 3 :)
Enjoy. I love you.
And I haven't proof read this properly because it's 6am. Oops.
James brings his lips crashing down on Kendall's with so much force and passion that if Kendall were standing he'd sure to be swept off his feet.
Lame.
Now is not the time for romance. Now is the time for Kendall to lose his fucking mind as James starts to almost suck on his tongue and explore every inch of the blonde's mouth.
There's a tiny part of Kendall that wants to be annoyed, because he knows that this can now be added to James' list of "Things he can do better than everyone else"
This is an imaginary list that Kendall sort of created in his head, but he has no doubts if he were to mention it James would have a pen and paper out ready.
James and Kendall had always been men of completion, especially with each other. When it came to their friendship group they sort of all balanced each other out, Kendall and James being the alpha males and Logan and Carlos sort of just going along with it. Not to say they were just tag alongs, but it wasn't a secret that Kendall always came up with the plan and James always took leadership. So when it was all four of them; fine. When it was just James and Kendall; not so fine. That need to compete, to be the best, to win; it ran hot in their veins, and put them into hundreds of arguments, competitions, challenges, you name it.
So now, was no different. Kendall knew James was starting to take control, knew that it wouldn't be long before he was slamming hard into him and nothing but pleas and begs and cries escaping his lips. Which in the one sense was all he wanted, but in another; Kendall wasn't going to go down so easy.
Kendall pushes James backwards, with probably more strength needed than he'd care to admit, and rolls them over so he is now the one on top. Kendall can feel James' smirk against his lips, which causes him to roll his hips harshly and bite down on James' bottom lip, grinning when a loud moan comes from the brunette's mouth.
"Shit, Kendall" James gasps as Kendall starts to bite at his neck, making sure to leave a mark for tomorrow.
"You like that?" Kendall whispers huskily against James' skin. "Do you want me James Diamond?"
"I think the question is" James moans, "Do you want me, Kendall Knight?"
Kendall lifts his gaze to look at James and they both smirk at each other. Even in a moment like this, a moment that has well and truly broken all boundaries, they still manage to be those two best friends with that desire to win and compete.
"Umm does anyone want me?"
Kendall looks over at Alice, the girl is chuckling slightly and her eyes glazed over. For a minute Kendall feels bad, worried that they have been neglecting her as it were, but she's almost so far gone he thinks they're probably doing her a favour. Obviously her brain is going to go back and question some of its decisions from this evening, and getting fucked by two guys she doesn't know might be number one on the regret list.
"Aww baby did we ignore you?" James grins, grabbing her hand from the bed and kissing her fingers gently.
"Cleeeeearly you two have some sexual tension, connection, underlying feelings thing going on" She slurs with a laugh.
"Kendall's my best friend" James says casually, like it's the simplest thing in the world. "And I think he's been begging for me to fuck him for about 5 years so it's really no shock"
"Hey!" Kendall says, giving James' chest a playful slap. "That's not true!"
"Really Knight?" James smirks, looking up at Kendall and running his hands up and down his thighs, "Are you sure?"
"100 percent" Kendall replies before James pulls him down for another heated kiss.
"Ok maybe 70..." Kendall grins as James rolls them over and grinds down into Kendall.
"Fuck, ok, 50"
James reaches a hand down to stroke Kendall's length, which immediately has Kendall moaning out, "Fine! I have wanted you to fuck me for 5 years, happy?"
"Very" James whispers huskily into Kendall's ear, quickening the pace of his wrist.
"Please, James" Kendall gasps, biting down hard on the brunettes bottom lip. "If you're going to make me cum again at least do it when you're inside of me"
"Fuck" James groans, sitting up in Kendall's lap and taking one of his hands, "Who would have thought you'd be so fucking sexy in bed?"
"Everyone?"
James laughs, the sound melodic and light and one of Kendall's favourite sounds in the world. "Yes well, I always thought you were more cute than sexy"
Kendall goes to retort, but finds his voice caught in his throat as James puts one of his fingers in his mouth. Kendall sucks long and hard, not breaking James' eye contact as he takes one more of those long fingers he knows so well. The fingers he was used to seeing gripped around a hockey stick, or strumming on a guitar, or those moments, those beautiful magical moments, where their hands would brush over a game controller or the last piece of dinosaur chicken. Or maybe the times when they were growing up and those long fingers would hold Kendall's tightly under the covers when he was scared, or upset; the times when they thought it was normal.
Kendall would have never thought it would be a turn on to be sucking someone's fingers, although let's be honest, anything James does is a turn on.
James takes his fingers out of his mouth when he deems them wet enough, letting them glide smoothly down Kendall's torso and stomach.
He hesitates as he gets lower, Kendall instantly noticing the change on his face.
"Everything ok?" He asks, running circles into James' thigh with his thumb and desperately praying James isn't going to back out.
"Yeah but I just realised, I've never done this before, what if I fuck up?"
"You won't fuck up" Kendall smiles softly, taking James by the wrist and guiding his hand lower.
"But this will fucking hurt for you..."
"James" Kendall sighs, "Stop treating me like a princess, its fine"
"Well then" James smirks, his normal demeanour returning. "If you insist, princess"
"Shit!" Kendall gasps as James' index finger slides into him slowly and he bites down on his bottom lip, hard, trying to let himself adjust to the intrusion.
James kisses him quickly, replacing Kendall's teeth with his own on the blonde's bottom lip to try and distract him from the pain. Wordlessly, James adds another finger, and then another, until it gets to the point his wrist his moving at such a pace Kendall is positively groaning into his mouth.
"Please" Kendall moans, "Please, I'm ready"
"Are you sure?" James breathes against Kendall's lips, taking his fingers out slowly and not missing the clear wince on Kendall's face.
"Yes, I'm sure" Kendall almost begs, making James smirk.
"So eager"
"Shut the fuck up"
"Mm no, no orders from you Knight" James grins, leaning back and pulling Kendall up with him. "Now, turn over. On all fours"
Kendall laughs, "Ok Mr Diamond, whatever you say"
Kendall turns over and positions himself on his hands and his knees, making sure he doesn't get too close to Alice who is watching them with hungry anticipation. Kendall knows the thought of having sex with his best friend, for the first time, and his first time with a guy for that matter, probably shouldn't be something he does in front of someone else... but...
Who cares.
James runs his fingers teasingly up and down Kendall's spine, making the blonde shiver at the touch and his cock twitch.
"Hurry up" Kendall whines, groaning when James' strong hand comes down on his bare ass. "Um, ow!"
"Kendall, please" James grins, "I know you like taking it like a little bitch"
"Fuck you, I do not, I – fuck" Kendall tries to fight the moan that escapes his lips as James hits him again, knowing in the morning he will bear too things.
A red, fucking sore, ass.
And shame.
"Kendall Kendall Kendall" James coos, running his hands soothingly over Kendall's skin before bringing his hand slapping down again and earning another moan from Kendall. "Did you think I didn't notice how much you like it when I slam you just that little bit harder into the boards when we play hockey? The way your eyes turn dark and you bite down on your bottom lip?"
"You... you noticed?"
James smiles, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on Kendall's shoulder blade. "I notice everything you do Kendall"
The sentiment is sweet, and Kendall is just about to let himself get caught up in it before James' soft kiss turns into his teeth biting down on his shoulder and any thought he had, about anything in life or the universe, is gone.
"Alice" James murmurs, Kendall turning his head to look but James grabs him by the hair and holds his head roughly.
"Yessss baby?" Alice slurs.
"Do you have any lube?"
"Mmmhmm" She murmurs with a giggle, rolling off the bed and stumbling over to her dresser and throwing the bottle at James who catches it effortlessly.
Kendall moans from sheer anticipation as he hears James squirt some of the lube into his hand, and see's the bottle drop to the floor in his peripheral vision. James' wet fingers circle Kendall's entrance teasingly, making him lean backwards into the touch with a groan and laugh from James.
"Are you ready?" James whispers huskily, running his hands up and down Kendall's sides.
Kendall nods, words unable to form at the moment in time, letting his eyes flutter shut as James grips his hips and lines himself up.
Without any more warning James slides himself into Kendall, finger nails digging into his hips and a curse rolling off his tongue sharply.
"Fuck" Kendall whispers, letting his head fall down and feeling as if he is being ripped apart from the inside.
"It's ok, shh" James breathes gently, leaning forward to pepper soft kisses up and down Kendall's spine.
"M-Move" Kendall stutters, trying not to wince when he rolls his hips backwards into James.
"You sure?"
"Yes. Please. Do it"
James lets out a shaky laugh, moving his hips backwards until he is barely inside Kendall, and stilling for a moment before he brings his hips snapping forward almost roughly.
"Fuck!" Kendall shouts, digging his nails into the sheets on the bed and gathering the material in his hands.
It hurts. It fucking hurts like a bitch, but Kendall knows this won't last. He knows that with each thrust the pain begins to dull and dull and dull until it reaches the point where he wants more, needs more.
"Harder. Faster" Kendall breathes out like a chant, the words broken and rough.
James smirks, stopping the action of his hips, causing Kendall to almost cry, "Please please, don't stop, please"
James wraps his arms around Kendall's front, pulling the boy up into him and holding on tightly, whispering into his ear, "See? I told you you'd be begging for it like a little bitch"
"N-no" Kendall moans, putting his arm around the back of James' neck and pulling their lips together until they are only inches apart. "You said I would take it like a little bitch"
James rolls his eyes, "Taking it, begging for it, either way; you're still a little bitch"
Kendall grins, rolling his hips back into James, causing them both to moan. "I know you're begging to slam so hard into me you see stars... don't lie to me Diamond. I know you want to own me, possess me, take everything I have to give... because it's all yours. All of me, is yours"
James kisses Kendall quickly, worried if he doesn't something stupid will slip from his lips. Three stupid little words that have the potential to ruin everything.
Now is certainly not the time for startling confessions of the heart.
Instead James moves his mouth to Kendall's neck, teeth biting down hard on the soft skin as he slams himself deep into the blonde once more and having to tighten the grip on Kendall's torso to stop him from falling forwards.
Kendall lets his head fall back into James' shoulder, groaning loudly and muttering various different curses as James rams straight into that spot inside of him that makes the room and his mind blur.
"J-James" Kendall moans, the simple sound both sensual and sweet, causing James' heart to jump slightly within his chest.
Kendall's eyes snap open when he feels a hand wrap around his length, looking down to see Alice with a grin on her face and her wrist moving quickly. He lets a breathless laugh escape his throat, absolutely no complaints coming to mind and bucking more into her touch.
"Thought I'd help you out" She smirks, bending down and replacing her hand with her mouth.
Kendall almost screams, grabbing her by the hair and forcing her further down onto his cock until he hears her start to choke. But she doesn't seem to mind, taking in all of Kendall she can and sucking hard. Alice digs her nails into Kendall's thighs and stills her motions, letting James' thrusts do the work for her as the harder he goes the harder Kendall rams into her mouth.
Kendall can feel it, that same feeling he's felt a million times since he learned how to lock the bathroom door or with the short and few girlfriends he's had over the years. But this time, this time is so different. This feels like a raging storm, or fireworks, or a fucking explosion, any analogy you can think of that translates to one thing: fucking incredible.
"Let go" James breathes into Kendall's ear, "I've got you"
Kendall's breathing is almost erratic, his chest heaving, hands shaking and his knees trembling. He's so close, so close to letting everything crumble away into nothing just before James places a soft kiss to his neck and whispers, "I love you"
"Fuck! Yes, oh my god, shit" Kendall grunts, Alice's lips still wrapped tightly around his cock as he cums hot and hard into her pretty mouth.
She moans against his length, taking everything he has to give before coming off with a pop and grinning widely, licking her lips in pure satisfaction.
James soon follows, biting down on Kendall's shoulder as he shouts words of ecstasy and Kendall's name. He thrusts his hips forward, once, twice, three more times before he stills; still holding Kendall tightly and breathing harshly into his hair with his eyes tight shut.
"James" Kendall says softly, his chest still rising up and down rapidly.
"One second" James breathes, smiling with he feels Kendall's silent chuckle break through his chest.
James moves so he slides out of Kendall, twisting slightly so he can take Kendall by the hand and collapse down on the bed pulling the other boy down with him. Kendall lands on James' chest with a thud and a laugh, instantly nuzzling himself into James' side and smiling when the brunette wraps his arms tightly around him.
"Well... I'm going to take a shower..." Alice says slowly, giving the boys a wink and jumping up from the bed, disappearing into the bathroom adjoined to her bedroom.
They lay like that for awhile, letting their breaths reach some level of normality as Kendall begins to trace patters with his finger tips across James' chest.
Eventually the silence becomes too much, because Kendall knows what he wants to say, knows what is burning on his mind. And it's now or never.
He tilts his head up, looking into James' eyes, the beautiful hazel warm and content. James smiles at Kendall, opening his mouth to speak but Kendall is quick to interrupt.
"So, you love me?"
