A/N: This is a takes place in New Moon. After Edward leaves. She goes to the medow but instead of the vamp. Theres wolfs.
Chapter 1
The memories of his medow are still fresh in my mind. The wildflowers showing off their natural beauty. The sun shining throw the over brush of trees...
I cant take the pain anymore. E-He left me and now Jake, my personal sun. What am I going to do? I cant handle this pain anymore. My Dad... My mom, Phil. All killed by a wild animal . I know what animal killed them... Vampire, it was Victoria killing people I love to hurt me and suffer. I was unwanted a distraction. It is all my fault, I want them, I want to be with them. He wouldnt have to worry any longer. But how? How can I do it?...
I'll go to La Push cliffs tomorrow. I think that is the way to go. Or I could go tonight. Fine, I'm going tonight.
Ahead I could see the trees thining out . I found it. As I got closer I could see a herd of deer, there had to be 12 or 13 of them. I watch quitely as the deer ate in a family... Family. How much I missed mine. But I will see them soon.
A sound came from the oppisite side of the medow. It must be something after the deer. I lay back aginst the ground and close my eyes. I didnt want to watch whatever it is get them. I hope they got away.
The noise got louder but more closer to me. If it is an animal it will just over look me.
A growl came from the right of me. I snaped my eyes opened to see a big light brown wolf. Before it could even register, the wolf started attacking me. Its claws ranking all over my body. I could fell his teeth sink into my leg, but as soon as it was in its mouth it dropped and started whining. I didnt even notice that I had closed my eyes again. Looking the wolf in the eyes I could see that it was beating itself up over this.
I slowly reached out my hand, makeing sure not to startle the wolf. " Its O.k you didnt know any better. It is o.k. Dont be sad, because if you are I will be sad too. Be happy dont worry. I am not wanted here. It is just how things work." Even tough it was painful as hell I lifted myself off the ground into a sitting head slumped down. I took each side of its mussle, makeing it look at me. " You. Did. Nothing. Wrong." kissing its mussle. I could feel the blood flowing from my wounds.
There was howling in the distance. The wolf looked more sad of that. Maybe the wolf pack will finish me off.
About six other wolfs broke through the trees to where we were. The other wolfs closeing us in a circle. I slowly stand, the pain long forgotten because of all the fear coursing trough my vains. The biggest one out the pack, a midnight black wolf started walking toward us. I took a step back, my body trembling. I fell to my knees and hid my face in the wolf next to me. My breathing coming in pant, every breath getting more and more stressed to get out. A panic attack is going to come I can fell it. The wolf that I was clinging to whined and wiggled out of my grip, following the other wolfs into the forest.
This is my chance to run. I got up slowly make sure they were gone and took off into the direction I came from. Run.. Run.. RUN.
I did cause myself some more injuries on the way but I made it out of the trees. By my truck was Jake. What was he doing out here. He looked angery, irritated.
Holding on to my bleeding arm , limping the rest of the way to my truck.
" What do you want?" I questioned with as much anger and fustration I had in me at this point. The pain surging through my body.
" I- Bella, what happen to you?" I could tell it was a fake suprise. So it is true he didnt care for me.
" Nothing... Could you move? I got to do somethings."
" I'll drive you to-"
" No Jake! I dont need your help" pushing him out the way getting in the cab and driving away.
I reached my house just to see same and his cult on my front porch. What the hell do they want?
" What came here to recrute? Well no luck here." I said a little breathless, the pain kicking in now that i am no longer in danger.
" Bella, you need to go to a hospital." Sam comanded.
" I am of age and law states i can refuse medical attention. So get lose!"
" Were not going anywhere." I thing his name is Jared.
" Fine, whatever just be ready when the cops come here." I coughed i could taste the blood. That just made me want to vomit, the smell was getting to me. i made it to my door but was caught by my wrist.
" You stupid little bitch we come all this way to make sure you are alright and you call the cops on us" It was Paul
" I doesnt matter if i will die tonight i die. I dont mind. I do not belong here i have nobody they are all dead.. or.. or left me. Because of you and your cult took the only person i had left. I am alone. You dont care so dont act like you do. Keep away from me." They all looked shocked some looked almost sad, but one looked like he was sorry for me. He reminded me of my old Jake. Walking over and taking his hand I pulled him next to me.
" He will keep and eye on me tonight, Well if thats ok with you?" I couldnt make it any more louder that a whisper.
" Ya, I'll stay here Sam." Sam gave a quick nod to him before leaving.
Opening the door I told the boy that he could sleep in my room. I would sleep in my dads room. I knew i wasnt going to last all that long. I knew tonight I would die. I waited until he was sleep to actualy let the pain in. It was unbearable. Maybe a bath will help, getting into the bath tub didnt help either. But i could feel my energy slipping away. I hope to see my family . My mom and dad, Phil. All waiting for my arrival.
The darkness came.
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