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Castles office
"Castle?..." Kate entered Castles office, he turned around and saw her, her eyes were red, and puffy. "Kate oh my god what's wrong?" She realised that she was still teary after her talk with Alexis. Kate shook her head, "everything is fine, Castle just a heart to heart" she quickly wiped her tears showing a faint smile, Castle signalled for her to sit on the seat next to him.
Kate took a deep breath, "she's upset because Meredith", Castle looked over with a look of worry. "Meredith?", "Lex" Castle smiled at the nickname Kate had used for his daughter. "She said that Meredith was meant to come down to hang with Lex this weekend and I guess she had 'more important' things to do" Rick stood up threading his fingers through his hair. "I HATE her!" "Rick please, Lex needs you to be sane right now she told me she didn't want to tell you because she thinks that it's her fault that you have to deal with Meredith".
"Oh my god I don't hate her I love her". Kate stood up and walked to Castle she placed her hands on his shoulders "she knows Rick, that's exactly what's I told her that you love her, you would do anything for her she is so very lucky to have you Rick" Castle was taken back by Kate's words she rarely called him Rick.
They found themselves standing in front of each other closer than ever they could feel one another breathing against their lips, Castle leaned closer to Kate's face his lips lightly brushing against hers. He waited for her to step back but she didn't move she held her eyes closed he leaned in closer touching her lips Kate pushing into his lips, Castle pulled down on Kate's bottom lip.
As Castle moved away he felt Kate's damp cheeks she was crying "Kate?" He didn't understand she didn't pull away but she was crying "Kate...?" Kate pulled away turning around "I'm so sorry Castle I... I can't do this" Kate signalled between the two of them "it's not fair or right". That last line hurt Castle what did she mean not 'right'. "Kate don't... Don't run away from something not this please" Castle grabbed her arm lightly "please just talk to me?" Castle was practically begging now.
"No, Castle this you and me it will never work we're too... Too different and I can't, I can't be just another conquest" Kate went to pick up her bag as she turned around Castle was right behind her he placed his hands on her shoulders "is that what you think that your just another conquest?" He was mad Kate cold see it, she knew she was more to him and that scared her but she also knew that if she told Castle that she had lied to him for all these months than he would leave her and never forgive her maybe that's a good idea she thought than I could finally hopefully let go.
"For god sakes Kate I love you" Kate's tears couldn't stop. "I... I... I know..." Castle couldn't believe what he just heard "you what?!'" He let her go now, he was furious "you lied how could you". Kate started crying wiping her eyes, "I'm so sorry Rick, I was just scared"
"Sorry?..., Rick?... Scared... You don't get to be sorry, or call me Rick not now and scared?. How do you think I felt god Kate you were dying in my arms I mean sure I should have told you before but I just don't know".
Kate tried to walk up to Castle "I'm..." "No, Kate you... You need to leave ", "Castle...?" "Just please leave, Kate please".
