I am SO sorry this is late and not that good quality but I knew I needed to update tonight! Thank you so much to all of the people to take the time to review, I truly appreciated it let me know if you want anything included and I will try my best to do so, I have a rough idea of where I want this to go but I am open towards any suggestions sorry this is so short, I've been busy with exams and family stuff :/ so I'll try to update more often with more of it!

My resolve to be strong however failed when I closed my door room. I closed my eyes and imagined what others would say, what would my mother say? What would my father say? What would the other Alchemists say? I knew the answers to all of these questions however. My mother would be overjoyed and push me towards my heart. My father would be entirely disapproving and send me straight to a Re-education Center. I would be laughed at by the other Alchemists and excluded for the rest of my life, but then again, why was that a bad thing?

The noise from the student body eventually drowned out my thoughts and I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror briefly before turning towards the shower and act as if I could scrub away today's events.

I woke up early the next morning and considered what I was to do. Today was a feeding day, meaning I had to take Jill to Clarence's house. I prayed that Adrian wouldn't be there but deep down, something told me he would be there. I noticed I spent longer than usual on my appearance this morning and ordered myself to focus only on Jill and my assignment. Still, my mind kept focussing on his eyes, the depth of which I was certain no other person could hold, no, I was positive.

I turned around from the mirror, frustrated at how the makeup seemed to do the exact opposite of what I wanted. I switched on the coffee maker and stood near my window. I knew that I could only delay for so long until I had to fetch Jill. Sighing I finished my coffee and walked out of my room towards my car where I was sure everybody would meet at.

Sure enough Eddie, Jill and Angeline where all stood round my car, the girls were having a seemingly rushed whispered conversation. I winced when I noticed Angeline was leaned against my precious Latte imagining the worst damage she could do. As soon as they noticed my approach however they quietened immediately.

I stood there unsure for a moment until I stiffened my body and turned towards the car, opening it and entering it swiftly. The others soon stumbled inside and soon we were travelling the familiar journey to Clarence's house. The sun was slowly setting, casting a faint orange haze everywhere. I tried to focus but my mind kept drifting, worrying if Adrian would be there.

Slowly I pulled up to the drive and got out of the car. I started glancing over my shoulder in case he snuck up on me. I realised how paranoid I looked as I caught Jill's eye and promptly looked down. My knees started feeling strange as I walked closer to the door. When I entered I ran into the kitchen and hid there. I listened closely and could hear the others in the lounge. I watched the copper pans above me move slightly and imagined the process through which they had been made.

A noise behind me caused me to jump and spin round. Adrian stood there at the doorway looking extremely handsome. He looked at me with saddened eyes but made no move to speak or approach me. I hesitated, unsure what to do. Adrian opened his mouth as if to talk to me but he was called from the lounge. He closed it and opened it once more before dashing out of the room. His green eyes had held such a sadness to them. I wanted to erase the sadness away from them but I knew that was impossible. I decided to walk outside around the house.

Walking in the warm desert air seemed to clear my head. I realised I had to get away from there for a short while. I needed to. I took a deep breath, if the Alchemists found out about this I would be in serious trouble. But then again, maybe they would understand my needs? I didn't know, but I knew I had to leave, regardless of the consequences.

I looked at the door and back to my Latte. I started walking towards my car but I stopped, hesitating I looked back at the doorway. I closed my eyes and listened to the gentle noise of the soft summer wind. I turned back and quickly made my way towards my car and soon I was speeding away, to the one place I knew I would be safe. I knew the others wouldn't miss my absence.

How very wrong I was.