I shake my head angrily. Beck and Jade had another fight and he called her a control freak. {Duh. Right now her life is so out of control.} Why is he being so irritable with her? He was there a year ago. He was there when I died. Yesterday it was the one year anniversary of my death. I died on September 11th, 2001. I could not believe what that brain trust said to my sister when she was moody and bitchy that day. Her life the past 3 ½ months had been going to hell and he has been so flipity jibbit insensitive. I sat next to her yesterday like I did when we were little. I watched her as the tears filled her eyes. The last thing she needed right now was to be alone. She needed her boyfriend to put his arm around her and assure her it was going to be okay. But no, he had to talk down to her, embarrass her and ignore her—shove her aside, out her and ignore her on her worst day of the year.

"I'm a control freak," she exclaimed, "Oh that's the funniest thing I ever heard"

"What? Are you suggesting that you aren't?"

Very good Beck, I think sarcastically to myself, "Maybe there's hope for you yet"

"No. I'm suggesting that's some interesting talk for someone who talked to me the way you did the other day," Jade said

Go Jade, I thought to myself

"Look Jade," Beck said, "I love you but sometimes you are so insensitive. A person who is hurting doesn't need to be made to feel worse"

She's insensitive, I thought to myself, Maybe you should take a look in the mirror.

"DAMNIT BECK I'M GOING THROUGH A ROUGH TIME LATELY," Jade yelled, "I NEED YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT NOW MORE THEN EVER. I DON'T NEED YOU TO BE ACTING LIKE THIS"

"What's so hard about your life right now," Beck asked

"Did you seriously just asked that," Jade snapped at the same time I thought it.

"Yeah I did," Beck said, "I don't get why you think your life is so hard. Tori just found out that her boyfriend was just using her."

Jade rolled her eyes.

"Yes I'll be sure to throw Vega a pity party," Jade said, "I only watched my sister get KILLED in the twin towers a year ago yesterday"

Go Jade, I thought to myself, Way to put Beck in his place

Beck's face grew pale.

"Jade," he said, "I am so sorry. With all the drama going on in Tori's day I didn't think about yours."

Beck was lucky that I'm dead. If I wasn't I would slap him upside the head so bad he wouldn't know his head from his foot.