Jade West and Beck Oliver
Chapter two
Beck- I woke to find jade in pain and the second I saw that, I stood up and grabbed her arm and pulled her toward me. I held her next to me for a couple minutes, then she pulled back and I felt her brush her hand in my hair. Jade was looking like she felt better and I released her arm and she sat down, she was sitting back on the bed and trying to get her feet up, I stood up and pulled her legs onto the bed, then I pulled the covers over her. I took the glass of water and passed it to her. She reached for the cup and as she was grabbing it she dropped it, I grabbed a towel and wiped up the water, and then I poured her another glass. She had almost died and that was the thought constantly running through my head. Jade seemed upset at herself, so I tried to comfort her. We sat there in silence for about ten minutes and then she began to cry, I pulled her into a hug. She was feeling a little sick so I helped her lay down again and she fell into Acoma once again.
Jade- I must have fell into Acoma again because I blacked out after beck helped me into bed. I can't believe my body was doing this to me , I am a strong brave person and I am mean and I am rude to people and this person that I am right now, is a weak, needy person who can't handle this much pain. I am a weak person, I can't even get myself into bed , while I was thinking all this beck was sleeping next to me , he must be so tired, he has been up for x amount of time and I was complaining about me, I decided to let beck sleep and try to go and walk around. I stood and grabbed the IV stand, I slowly moved toward the door and grabbed my sweater on the way out, I had made it into the hall and I hadn't had anything bad happen yet. I started down the hall, becoming confident because of how well this was going. I made it to the end of the hall and got to the elevator; I got on and went up two floors. I apparently went to the baby floor which I had not meant to do, I loved to scare babies, and frighten little children and scare teens and people as well. But as I walked off the elevator, I saw all the fathers looking in the glass windows, they looked so happy, staring at their little new babies. I couldn't help but imagine beck standing outside the window , waiting for his little baby girl , and me back in the room, waiting for my husband and my new baby, I had never thought of that before , me being a mom. The image is a great thing, but me the mean girl could never be a good mother. As I was thinking this tears came to my eyes and I felt a surge of anger uproot from a deep part of me that I didn't know I had. My part of me that was motherly and wanted kids, had never opened its self to me , but now in the baby ward I felt like maybe I could be a mother some far off day , a long time way. Then a pain stuck in me like being hit well by a car, my whole body crumpled and I fell to the ground I felt my heart stop and soon after my lungs I couldn't breathe I tried to call out to beck to help me. "Beck, beck" I called for him but my voice was too soft to be heard, I all of a sudden saw 4 men around me with a gurney and pattles, that was the last thing I saw before I blacked into a darkness I was afraid would be my last.
