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Bella's Point Of View

"Bella?" Edward whispered in a dazed state.

"Hey." I kissed him on the forehead and his face broke into a satisfied smile. His eyes opened slowly, showing his eyes to be a bright emerald green. I gasped again, and Edward groaned. "What's wrong?" I asked, looking into his now green eyes; eyes I could most definitely get used to. Ones I would love to get lost in, just as much as the old. Maybe the slightest bit more.

"You think I'm a freak too." He muttered, his voice sounding a bit thick with sleep.

"Edward, I don't think your a freak in the slightest." I replied, keeping my voice soft with him.

His forehead scrunched together. "You preferred the old me." He said it as if it was a well known fact.

"No, its just your eyes." I replied in awe.

"You don't like them." He commented.

"No, they're beautiful." I said shaking my head at him. "Stop being so masochistic."

"Still doesn't explain everyone else's reaction... to this." He said, gesturing to the rest of his body.

I sighed heavily. "Edward, no one thinks your a freak."

"Feels that way." He muttered, folding his arms across his chest and pouting. I would of laughed at the adorable expression on his face if I didn't know he'd accuse me of mocking him. "Anyway, I don't want to talk about it." He lifted his hand that I was holding to his lips and kissed it. "At least I can be normal for you." He whispered, then frowned.

"What's wrong." I said getting up trying to do something helpful.

"I got this weird feeling in my stomach, like it's churning backwards?" He looked thoroughly confused, and I quickly grabbed the cardboard kidney dish, thrusting it into his lap, and let go of his hand to sit on the side of his bed. "Bella? I don't get it?" He asked.

"You'll know when the time comes." I said, as I put an arm around his shoulders.

"Bella, what are you tal..." He was interrupted as his shoulders hunched forwards, and he gagged into the cardboard bowl.

I rubbed his back as he finished wrenching his stomach up. "Better?"

"A bit." He said as he brought his head back up to look at me. I could see a bit of blood smeared by his mouth. I looked around the room, grabbing the roll of toilet paper that was on the side table next to me, ripping a piece off and wiping around his mouth with it, cringing as I dropped it into the cardboard dish, where the rest of the blood he'd thrown up was. Edward laughed. "I wonder if that was the deer I had or the bear."

"Very funny, Edward." I muttered as I held my nose and dumped it in the trash.

"I can still taste the blood in my mouth." He mused.

"Maybe you should rinse your mouth out."

"Good idea." Edward replied as he swung his legs over the bed and stepped onto the floor shakily.

"Do you want some help?" I offered.

"Nope." He grinned at me. "I'll manage." He then looked down at his hospital gown. "I'm surprised Alice didn't have a fit when she saw this."

"Hmm." I murmured." Nice pants by the way." I giggled as he blushed, making me laugh a little more.

"These things are ridiculous." He muttered, grabbing a pair of jeans that where on the side and pulling them on.

Carlisle came in the room as Edward left. "How's he doing?"

"Fine... I think." I paused, not sure what to say.

Carlisle flashed me a grin. "He's being difficult, I can understand that, but I'd like to know how it happened." He sat in the chair I was sitting on before. "What's he doing in there anyway?" He asked nodding his head towards the toilet door.

"Rinsing his mouth out." I winced. "He threw up... blood."

"Ahh, I see, from his hunt earlier this morning. Animal blood isn't good for humans." He smiled warmly. "If either of you need anything just ask for me."

"Sure sure." I replied as Carlisle got up, putting his hand on the door.

"I'll make sure to check up on you guys later."

"Bye." I replied too late.

Edward came back in. "Who where you talking to?"

"Carlisle, why?"

He sighed and sat down on the bed slowly. "No one wants to be near me any more."

"That's not true." I paused. "Why do you think that anyway?"
"I don't think that, I know it." I sighed heavily at him beating himself over something that wasn't his fault. "I told them I didn't want to talk about it, and the way they looked at... me." He trailed off into a whisper. "I shouldn't of lost it, they didn't deserve it." He stretched his legs back out in front of him, pulling me to my side. "You look tired."

"Hmm." I mumbled. "I couldn't sleep without you."

Edward wrapped an arm underneath me, holding me around the waist to his side, nuzzling his nose in my hair. "You still smell good, but in an unappetizing way, it feels better like this, being able to be close to you without feeling the thirst."

I played with his hand that was lying on my stomach. "I was surprised."

"What do you mean?"

"With Charlie. He drove me here, and let me see you. I thought he'd send me back upstairs to my room."

"Wow." Edward chuckled, and kissed my head. "Mmm." He breathed.

"What?" I asked, getting up to look at him.

He grinned my favourite crooked grin. "Forgetting something?" He asked, tapping his lips, I grinned as I leaned forwards to kiss him."No holding back now." He whispered against my lips, as he caught mine in his. His lips where warm and soft and gentle, slowly we both parted our mouths for each other, and our tongues collides, as they began a battle of their own. I could feel Edward run his lip against my bottom lip as we both pulled away after, breathing heavily. As I opened my eyes I could see Edward with his eyes still shut, looking content, as if he was in complete bliss. I trailed around his lips with my finger gently, as he began to open his eyes. "That was amazing." He breathed.

"I know." I replied as I yawned.

"Get some sleep." He whispered in my ear as I cuddled into his side.

"You should too." I noted. "You look like you could use it." I commented, not liking the look of his puffy red eyes, a bit of sleep wouldn't do him some harm anyway.

"Yes Ma'am." He mumbled into my hair. "It's quite fun actually, not having to care about anything whilst the rest of the world keeps going round."

I looked at the clock on the wall 3:55 in the morning, it read. I sighed wrapping arm around Edward. "I love you."
"I love you too." He whispered in my ear, as my eyes finally decided to droop shut for the night.

***

Bella's Point Of View

"Hmmm." Someone mumbled as I began to feel the light fighting my eyes open. I quickly wiped away the sleep in the corner of my eye, looking up to see Edward still asleep, his eyes shut.

I traced his facial features with the tip of my finger as he slept. His face looked completely content and calm whilst he slept, all emotion wiped off his face, just his lips twitching at the ends as I traced around the side of his face, and smoothed his hair back from his forehead. I could now thoroughly understand why Edward would want to spent his nights watching me sleep. I sat up a bit, resting my head on his shoulder which was still around me. I kissed Edwards cheek, and giggled silently at the way his head moved closer to mine after; so both our cheeks where touching.

"Mmm." Edward mumbled again, holding me closer, and began to kiss the side of my face.

"Edward, stop it." I giggled as he kept his eyes closed and kept placing butterfly kisses along the side of my face.

"Don't know what your talking about." He mumbled smiling slightly.

"Oh really." I giggled as I rolled on top of him to kiss him fully on the lips.

He opened his eyes, still looking a bit tired. "That was nice." He commented. "The kiss and the sleeping." I rolled of his chest, back to his side. He smiled at me, and kissed my forehead. We both lay cuddling each other in comfortable silence for a good ten minutes till Alice came skipping in.

"Good afternoon." Alice grinned, sitting on the end of the bed. "I brought you both some lunch from Esme, from what I've heard hospital food is meant to taste all crappy, but human food does... to vampires anyway." Edward cringed as Alice placed the paper bag on his lap. "Don't worry, you'll like it, even if you are going to be difficult about it." Alice grinned wider. "Emmett would love this."
Edward rolled his eyes. "Alice, please." He sighed.

She stuck her tongue out at him playfully. "Suck it up, Edward, your going to love being human." She then began laughing. "You should hear what people where saying when they found out you where in hospital, well it's not like your dying or anything, so you can stop giving me that look." She glared back at him playfully. "I bet they thought you ended up tripping and breaking a leg courtesy of Bella!" She began her tinkling little laugh again, as Edward chuckled.

"No fair." I mumbled. "Your mean to stick up for me."

I felt his now warm lips being pressed to my forehead and I smiled.

"I've got to get back to school." Alice rolled her eyes. "I just hope someone has something other than Edward to talk about, I can see Rosalie's going to be questioning you when you get back." Alice's face zoned out then she came back. "And Bella and I need to go shopping after school on Friday." She frowned "I'm doing all the talking here." She complained.

"That's because you haven't given us a chance to speak, Alice." Edward mused as he looked through the paper bag pulling out food and frowning at each piece he pulled out.

"Yeah, whatever, I'll see you when you come home later. Esme is coming in later to take you home; and Charlie's picking you up Bella." She got up and grinned. "Be nice to Charlie too." And she was out the door.

"What was that about?"

"No idea." I mumbled, completely dumbfounded.

The familiar sound of a stomach growling was heard, and I bit my lip trying not to laugh when I realised it wasn't coming from me for a change. "Oh no..." Edward sighed upset, hiding his face in my hair.

"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." He mumbled into my hair.

"Your scared aren't you?" I accused.

"No." He snorted. "Why would I be scared of anything. There's nothing to be scared of."

"Hmmm." I mused. "Prove it."

"Don't need to." He muttered taking his head out of my hair.

I raised an eyebrow at him. "Chicken."

He frowned. "Fine." He picked up the sandwich which was labelled 'Edward'' and took it out the sandwich bag, and brought it up to his mouth, frowning at it. "You too." He said nodding towards my one.

I rolled my eyes and picked up the other one, sliding it out of the bag. "Your making a big deal over nothing Edward." I laughed. "It'll be fine." I took a bite out of the sandwich, and swallowed it, smiling. "Esme makes the best cheese and tomato sandwich I've ever tasted."

"You sure?"

I nodded in silence, waiting for him to have a bite, and try the cheese and tomato sandwich. He bit of a bit of the end and chewed it, looking thoughtful.

"It tastes..." He paused. "I don't know how you'd say it... but it's much better than what it would of tasted like.. before."

I giggled and pecked him on the cheek as he took another bite of it.

"I'm going to live off these." He mused, I laughed again. "My throats a little dry." I handed him the cup of water that was sitting on the side for him. "Thank you." He said as he took a swig of it, smiling. "I could get used to this." He murmured, before demolishing the rest of his sandwich before I'd even eaten half.

Edward began placing kisses up the side of my face whilst I ate.

"Your so beautiful." He murmured in between kisses. As I finished I sucked on my fingers to get the crumbs off. "What're you doing?" He asked his mouth hanging open, staring at me.

"What?" I asked feeling self-conscious.

Edward looked away from my face. "Shoot." He muttered as he stared straight ahead, a bright red blush creeping onto his face.

"I don't get it?" I replied looking down where he was looking. "Oh." Was all I said as I felt my face turn bright red as well. "T... that.... t-t-turned you o.. on?" I stuttered, facing away to look at Edward's face instead.

He looked at me, his eyes alarmed. "I'm so sorry." He whispered.

"Its fine Edward... I.. understand." I paused. "Teenage boys are like that."

"My mother would kill me." He muttered, hiding his face in my neck again.

I sighed and began caressing the back of his neck. "Forget about it Edward, it was going to happen sooner or later."

Edward chuckled in my neck. "You sound just like my human mother, then again your not far off from her." I smiled as Edward continued to talk about her, he always used to refrain from talking about her before he mysteriously changed back into a human.

Charlie walked in at quarter to six, and when he noticed Edward's hand still connected to an IV, gave him a sympathetic look.

"How're you doing?" Charlie asked Edward.

"Good, thanks Charlie." Edward replied, his voice faking weakness, I knew he was feeling much better than what he said he was, but the way he said it made me want to cry, which I knew was just plain pathetic.

"Bells, do you really think you should be lying up there?" He asked as he took a seat.

"No but." I frowned thinking of an appropriate reason.

"Bella was keeping me company, and we fell asleep." Edward explained still using his voice, guilt tripping Charlie, probably so I could get to stay a little while longer. Edward and his happy go lucky ways. "I felt bad since she told me she didn't get any sleep last night."

"Should of brought Bella some clothes." Charlie said as he realised I was still wearing my pyjamas, I was surprised Alice hadn't brought me any, she'd normally jump to the chance. "Anyway, Bells we should be getting home."

I frowned. "Just a little while longer?" I asked, probably looking like a six year old.

"Sorry Bells, you know you're meant to be grounded."

"All right." I said, sliding my legs out of the cover and getting out, slipping my feet into my boots by the side of the bed on the floor. I turned around giving Edward a hug, and kissing him on the cheek. "I love you."

"And I you." He replied, still feigning weakness, stealing a kiss on my lips, wrapping his arms around my waist. Charlie coughed, waiting for us to get off each other. Edward and I both stopped kissing, his face bright red, probably a similar colour to what my face was. "I'll call you when I get home. Love you." He smiled wider looking adorable.

I kissed him on the forehead. "See you tomorrow. Love you too."

I grabbed my yellow raincoat, pulling it on over my pyjamas, and found myself wishing for Alice to have brought me something to wear earlier as we walked to the police cruiser.

Charlie and I sat in silence on the way home. As he shut the door I kicked off my boots and raincoat, and began heading upstairs to get something warmer to wear.

"Bells, can I have a word?" Charlie asked as I had just gotten to the second step.

"Sure Dad, can I just quickly change into something warmer?" I paused. "And I really need to brush my teeth."

"Sure kiddo." Charlie replied, turning back into the kitchen. "I'll order a pizza, you might as well get in the shower."

"M'kay." I mumbled, going back upstairs to grab a change of clothes and quickly got myself showered, cleaned up and dressed, heading back down the stairs.

Charlie was already sitting in the front room, watching the baseball, on his first slice of pizza. He turned off the television and I sat down on the love seat, confused as to why he would be acting to weird. I let my legs hang over the arm of the seat, getting myself comfortable, before grabbing a slice of the pizza too.

"So..." Said Charlie. "What did you and Edward get up to today?"

"There really isn't much to do in a hospital dad." I sighed, but he looked like he wanted to know. "We just fell asleep during a majority of the day, and spent the rest of the time talking. Alice came and stayed for a bit during her lunch hour, that's it really." I took a bite out of my pizza.

"What did you talk about?"

I quickly racked my mind for something I could say. "We talked about his biological mom for a while... why?" I asked curiously, Charlie was up to something.

"Just wondering."

Charlie and I finished the pizza, and we both got up to clear the mess. As I was about to go upstairs to do some studying, he called me back to the living room.

"What did you want dad?" I asked, sitting back down again.

"I was thinking... maybe after today.. I don't know, I think I felt sorry for the kid, opened my eyes a little." He frowned. "I'm not sure." He looked at me as if he didn't know what to say.

"And..." I egged on.

Charlie looked me in the eye, a serious expression plastered on his face. "I was thinking about going easier on you with your punishment.. so I decided against punishing you any more."
"What?" I asked, my eyes bugging out, my ears had to be deceiving me. I'd only been grounded two weeks prior to my disappearance to Italy.

"But I want to know when and where your going before you leave, I don't care if it's a note or a phone call; I just don't want you running off for three days to God knows where again, OK?"

"Sure dad." I grinned, getting up to hug him. "I'm going to my room to study."

"K Bells."

Charlie smiled as I ran up the stairs. I carried on running, and ran straight into my bedroom door. I sighed and picked my self up, only I could manage something like that. I got my school books to study on my bed. I wasn't in the mood to sit at a desk, besides, I wanted to relax a little bit.

I managed to finish a few pages of questions till my tiredness took over, sending me into a world of darkness and peace of mind.

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